I am not sure if my thoughts are somehow distorted into remembering it for more than it was. But I can't believe that. I still feel your pull. I still smell you in the fabric of my being. I refuse to believe it's all in my head.
I remember the nights we spent hours in bed, working on our sex scene scenarios. And it makes me smile. I remember the money shots we had to get just right. Laughing in between takes and loving ourselves. I wanted to make you happy and make the scenes that would burn into your brain.
The way I would suck your cock, just so and pull up slowly, making sure my lips are just right, my hands in the perfect position. So, you could go back and watch and freeze the action for your enjoyment. I never let you know how much it pleased me to please you. I wanted it to be all you thought it would be. And all you could think about. So many fantasies. So many positions with you as the leading man as well as director. And I, I was your porn star.
Take one. The scene is set, your camera set in just the right spot. Your remote with pan and zoom within reach. "Let's do a money shot, the perfect blowjob and cum shot" you said, your excitement building, your penis already at attention. And I was up for it as you directed me. You lay on your back, as I mount you in the sixty-nine position. You focus on my face as I wave at the camera and smile. I start by slowly licking the tip of your hard dick. I suck the head into my mouth and tease it, you're so hard.
My hands begin stroking you, making you harder and harder. I am salivating at the thought of you in my mouth. I suck you down. I leave my hands at the base of your big cock for maximum effect and go to work sucking you, swallowing you. I am in the rhythm now as you encourage me. "Oh yes, baby, suck my hard cock." you gasp as I moan with you in my throat. I open my throat and push you in until my nose is nestled into your body. I open wide and feel the muscles start to constrict, squeezing and pulling your cock deep down.
I raise myself up, slowly caressing the length of you with my tongue. I slide your big cock out of my mouth and slide my tongue along the shaft, looking right into the lens. I want you to see the lust I have for you. I want you to look into my eyes and know, there will never be another man for me. I want you to see how much I love your cock. You are my stud, my star, the only cock I will ever crave. Can you feel it?
I become so excited as I swallow your big hard dick. You can barely control the filming. I smile at the memories. Your breath quickens, you are watching me on the screen. Watching as I suck you. "Yes, suck it! Fuck yeah, you suck my cock so good baby." you pant. It only pushes me to shove my head down as I feel you deep, deep in my throat. As I suck the cum from you.