We were able to arrange a mutually convenient time a couple of dates over the next few weeks. Each time was equally enjoyable as the first. As we approached the end of the summer both new that we would maybe have one more time together before he went back to school. I was not sure how this would work out. He came one evening after having called the day before to make sure I would be alone. He said that if it would work for me he could come to town only to see me and stay the night. It was a marvelous experience. There was no rush or pressure of time. He woke me in the middle of the night and simply held me and kissed me. I awoke him at about 6:00 by taking him in my mouth and sucking his manhood until he was hard and very much awake. He came to me and gently and we made love to each other in a slow and tender fashion. After breakfast he said goodbye and said he would call when back from university at Christmas time.
Good to his word, he called in December and asked if he could come to see me the next evening. He said he could not stay long. I found this interesting as I would have hoped we could see some time together. He arrived and kissed me gently on the cheek. I asked how he had been and he told me in very brief terms what had happened in the past few months since we were last together; however, I noticed he seemed remote.
Finally Jamie said, "Molly, I have met someone that I think I want to marry. She is a couple of years younger that I and we really get along well together. I cannot continue a relationship with you while I am considering spending a lifetime with this person."
I responded that this did not come as a surprise, that I fully understood and while I would miss our times together, I wanted him to be happy and wished him all the luck. He breathed a sigh of relief and then seemed to relax if not totally, at least he was comfortable being there.
"Jamie, there is one thing I have wanted to ask you for a long time but did not have the nerve. When we first came together, I asked if you had had a satisfactory sexual relationship with your girlfriends at college. You said no, they were too young and inexperienced and frightened of getting pregnant. From the first time we came together, you obviously were an experienced lover who knew how to please a woman. Please explain."
He laughed a bit nervously then replied, "I did no lie about the girls I dated in college nor did I lie about having a fantasy of making love to you when I was only 12 or 13. However, when I was about 18 there was a woman who taught Sunday-School with my mother. I would go down to their classroom after church to meet for a ride home. This woman was about 35 or so and quite attractive. She would often wear dresses or blouses that displayed a fair amount of cleavage, something that was no commonly done at that time. Her snowy skin with the faint blue veins drove me to distraction, wanting to bury my head in this delightful valley."