My short story tells the story of a time I visited a local escort, I have changed names and certain details so as to maintain privacy. I hope you enjoy it.
My days were blurring into one another, monotonous into monotonous. I was exhausted and drained; I didn't want to do this daily, I didn't like my job. It wasn't difficult, but it was the same frustrations day after day; dealing with the same idiots was very draining. I am meant to go into the office at least two days a week, but working in IT and being a middle manager warranted certain rewards, one being that I only went into the office less than once during a full moon. I know what you are thinking, "change your job" I would, but I'm paid well and have a lot of flexibility, allowing me to live my life how I need to.
I often tried to break up my days by watching a film on one of the many apps I paid for, as well as watching a little porn. It was whilst watching porn that I stumbled on a website promoting local Escorts, 'Adult Work'. At first, I was fascinated and intrigued by what constitutes an Escort in today's world. Are there differing standards? What generally does a typical escort look like? And finally, how much does it cost?
I was surprised at how many Escorts were within 5 miles of where I lived and even more surprised if I widened the search to 10 Miles. The search function was brilliant; you could narrow the search to every like or every want! Blonde, brunette, shaved, not shaved, breast size, absolutely everything. I was like a kid in a sweet shop, although it did take me a little time to get used to the search function to return a good number of escorts in the search. You could be 'picky' but not highly picky as trying to find the perfect woman was like trying to create your own in the film 'Weird Science' (yes, I'm that old). It would be great if I could find a 'Kelly Lebrock' though. The search wouldn't return anything if you clicked too many different things. Additionally, I had to google many of the likes (the services provided) as I had no clue what most of the acronyms meant. To this day, there are still a couple that baffles me; I mean, come on, what is Bukkake, and what are 'A-Levels'?
At first, and for quite some time, I acted truly like I was window shopping. The more I landed on the website each day, the more intense my desire to enact an actual escort meeting. Over time, I'd built up a couple of excellent saved searches, and on clicking on them each day and depending on availability, I got used to the exact escorts being returned. After quite some months, I had a generous 'Hot List' which, if scrutinised, was made up of aged women or, referring to them in the website's terminology, a 'MILF'. I was starting to get an itch that I needed to scratch!
I stumbled upon one profile; she had her own website and many blogs about many differing sexually-orientated subjects. She was a MILF, and from her pictures, very alluring, I was drawn in. For a few weeks, I debated whether I should or not, did I dare? Then, one morning, I decided to send her an e-mail. It went along the lines of:
"Hi Kerry, how's things?
I was reading your blog about 'How to please a Woman' and the 3 hour session you provide on the same. I am very much interested in the session but was hoping for a bit more detail so as to know what to expect and what in full will happen during the session. I suspect like every man I have a lot to learn and just don't know it yet and you explain that during the session there is a 'practical' experience. How 'practical' is this and is it two way? The reason I ask is that I can imagine that as I am exploring your body and your most sensitive parts it would lead to a great deal of 'excitement' on my part which will lead to a great deal of urges that will take a lot of self control. How far would/should I take those urges, what would you also expect?"
You can see my naivety in my email. After reading it back, I regretted the wording because she would have known how new to all of this I was. I should have kept it short and sweet, but I had to be me and ask lots of questions and specifics. Doh!
I did get a reply though a few days later:
"Hi James
Thank you for your message it is good to hear from you and it would be lovely to spend some time together I think the best thing you could do is give me a call and we can have a conversation around this as it's a lot better than emailing
You will get me on the phone between 7 am and 9 am on my working days
I very much look forward to hearing from you and it would be lovely to meet you at some point in the not too distant future
K x"
I instantly had a cold sweat and felt scared and worried; she wanted me to call her, but I didn't think I was brave enough to do that. I left it as was for a few days and then, from somewhere, plucked up the courage to call her. My mouth was dry, and when she picked up, I tried to say "hello", but all that came out was a squeak. I coughed, cleared my throat and tried to act bravely; I'm sure she could see through me. Our call lasted all of 5 minutes, and by the end, I'd booked a two-hour session that was now in the diary for four weeks.
Instantly I was filled with regret, and 100% I was shitting my pants. As the day grew closer, I convinced myself there was no way I could go through with this, and sure enough, I bottled it. I sent the escort an e-mail letting her know that I needed to cancel the appointment, that I was sorry and that I knew I would probably be excluded from ever being able to secure a future appointment with her. She was grateful I'd cancelled in good time, but her reply was icy.
Well, that was a success, not!
For the next 12 months, I continued window shopping, finessing my searches, administrating my 'Hotlist' and dreaming of having the bravery to follow through on an appointment. I knew I would be wasting an escort's time, which wouldn't be looked upon favourably, but I did e-mail a few. I'd got to the point where I thought, "I can do this", only to receive terse, uninterested replies which put me off totally. I then again stumbled upon a profile, a 55-year-old MILF, with dark hair, small breasts and quite petite, not really the type I would typically go for. There was just something about her; perhaps it was the fact that she had hundreds of free pictures on her profile and many of those allowed the punter to see her face (which many of the other Escort profiles didn't do). I often wondered why an escort wouldn't show her face in the pictures. I suspected it was due to many reasons, but I suspect the main one was privacy, not being recognised by family and friends. From somewhere, I gained the courage to email her; this time, I kept it very simple and straight to the point:
"Hey, how's things? Are you available tomorrow (Tuesday 30th April) in the morning? 9:30/10 am. 1 hour appointment. James"
Sure enough, I received a quick reply:
"Hi James, Yes I am, shall I book you in? Paula xx"