This is a story about a foolish woman and her glorious summer of oral sex. It's also about how she made a fool of herself. But mostly it's about oral sex.
Here is where I'm supposed to tell you how ravishing I am, what a hot body I have. I won't do that. For a woman of fifty I have a lot to offer but wouldn't call myself beautiful. My suitors describe me as "striking" and "classy" which I do appreciate. But my favorite adjective of all is "fuckable". At this point in life that's really what I aspire to.
I was attending a change-of-command party at the officer's club on the military post where I worked. It was mandatory for me but I actually enjoyed these events. They tended to be almost all male and I got a lot of attention. I wasn't military but was considered the equivalent of an officer due to my government service level.
There was a young lieutenant paying me a lot of attention that night. He was very handsome and a good dancer. His compliments game was on point. He told me that my smile and red hair light up the room. He couldn't get enough of my legs. I think of my legs as a great physical asset and like to wear hosiery to show them off.
He also admired some articles I had written for a business magazine which I thought was a nice touch. The clincher was when he told me I reminded him of his friend's mother, the mom all the guys in the neighborhood wanted to fuck. Next thing you know I am on my knees in the ladies lounge, mouth full of his man meat.
Now, don't look down on me because you think I'm a pushover for some shallow flattery and a couple martinis. You can look down on me because every once in a while I like to get fucked by a young stud. All he did was get his name on my list.
So at the time I wasn't the cocksucking enthusiast I would later become. Sure, I enjoyed it. I enjoyed lots of things. Oral sex was a great way to get acquainted. The lieutenant, let's call him Lieutenant Dick, had a very nice hardon for me. It filled up my mouth nicely but wasn't so huge that I had to work too hard. I could take it in deep and just enjoy it.
Then out of the blue he says, "You look good with a cock in your mouth."
That was a weird thing to say. I mean, no need to keep flattering me if the deal is a cinch, right? And it wasn't such a great compliment anyway. But I looked where he was looking and saw him watching me in a floor-length mirror. And to tell the truth I could see what he meant. Very nice, very sexy.
He asked if he could take a picture. In a moment of vanity I agreed. He got out his phone and I closed my eyes and inched my mouth down, down, down until his pubic hair tickled my nose and the tip of his dick lodged in my throat. I imagined him treasuring this picture in a foxhole in Afghanistan. But not really. He wasn't in the combat arms as you may guess.
Well, the picture was up on a porn site before I even got home that evening. Call me old fashioned but when a lady does you a big favor for no reason, the proper response is to thank her, not try to ruin her life. Fortunately he didn't include any personally identifying information.
Unfortunately my husband James spotted me right away. He even recognized the outfit I was wearing when I left the house. OK, yes I am married but don't get bent out of shape. This is a second marriage for both of us. At our age it's more merger than matrimony. We both fool around a little. We just tried to be discreet about it.
"Why are you looking at porn?" I asked.
"Why are you making porn?" He countered. I thought we both had good points.
Lieutenant Dick was surprised I found out so soon but was ready for it. When I said he could face discipline for posting that he pointed out there was no way to tell who he was in the picture...unlike me. The implication was clear: any trouble I made for him would be worse for me. I resigned from the civil service and hoped that was the end of it.
I found a private sector job quickly, making more money of course. People with my skills and experience don't stay unemployed long. But I missed out on qualifying for a full pension. One more thing to piss me off. Shame on me for making a stupid mistake. Shame on Lieutenant Dick for messing with a vindictive bitch.
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That was when I went a little cuckoo over sword swallowing. Specifically I became obsessed with how I looked with a cock in my mouth. I couldn't stop thinking about my pictures, couldn't stop looking at them. Yes there was more than one picture. Plus a short video. Later someone would helpfully turn the video into an animated gif.
I also spent a lot of time looking at pictures of other women in the same position. And you know what I found? Pretty much every woman looks good with a dick in her mouth. The only pictures I didn't appreciate were the ones where it looks like she's being abused or she has bodily fluids all over her face. Not sure who likes that.
It's like you start with the natural beauty of a woman, and I think all women are beautiful, and you add the vicarious thrill of her doing something so sexy and degrading. Even plain girls look exciting sucking a dick. And it takes talent. The ladies in pictures getting laid? It can take minimal effort. But to literally swallow a large penis? It's awe-inspiring.
I promised James a month of unlimited blowjobs to make up for my indiscretion. Not that I ever denied him a blowjob. He just never asked for three or more in a day, every day. And he still didn't; but that's what he got. I'd wake him up in the morning that way, send him to sleep. I greeted him when he stepped out of the shower.
He really enjoyed the royal treatment at first. He didn't think it weird when I began placing mirrors in every room. He enjoyed watching me go at it as much as I did. I got old mirrors, new mirrors, hand mirrors, mirrors for the wall. I wanted to watch myself from every angle, practice my expressions so that I looked not just good, but great.
He didn't think it weird when I started dressing up to go down on him. He really got a kick out of the new me. I got made up, brought out old jewelry, got my hair styled. I prefer to wear my hair short but was growing it out so that I wouldn't look so much like my picture. I even got contact lenses so I wouldn't need glasses to see myself.
I experimented with the makeup. Cosmetics companies wouldn't want to be associated with porn stars but wouldn't they make great test subjects? I went through a lot of lipstick, especially. I was testing colors and shades but also evaluating the "no-smear" claims some of them make. Of course their claims covered kissing lips, not boners.
Eventually I gave up on lipstick, preferring to go nude when going down. However I learned to occasionally enjoy the sight of my mostly bare lips next to a nice hard cock with a ring of my lipstick smeared halfway down it. Aren't you glad you're not my husband? Or maybe you wish you were.
My husband did start to tire of this eventually. Hard to believe but you know how men are.
"I love the blowjobs," he told me, "but I miss just having sex, regular sex."
"I'm not refusing you sex. We can have sex whenever you want."
"How can I have sex when the moment I get it up it's in your mouth? By the end of the day I'm too exhausted to even have sex."
"Well what if we got you some of those blue pills. Then there would be enough for whatever we both want?"
"I shouldn't have to take blue pills so you can blow me all day."