A warm Saturday morning in the crowded shopping mall and Anne Metcalfe wandered disconsolately among the busy shoppers. She felt as if her life had arrived at crisis point. Forty two years of age, her two children, son David and daughter Maureen, had left home during the past year to take up their own lives, and a fortnight ago her husband Phil had announced that he was leaving her for Mavis.
This latter event was particularly humiliating because Mavis had been her closest friend, or she thought she had been her friend. The truth, when it came out, was that Phil had been having an affair with Mavis for at least two years before they decided to get together.
Naively she had accepted that Phil's frequent visits to Mavis had been because she had a couple of kids and no man in the house, and there were jobs around her house that needed a man's touch.
Still to be arranged was the division of the property; in the meantime Anne continued to live on in sort emotional limbo in what had been the family home, and fortunately her work as a speech therapist in the hospital gave her a more than adequate income.
More than the physical aspects of the situation it was the psychological affects that were weighing her down. Middle aged, living alone, she felt unattractive and unwanted, and the fact that men in the mall turned to give her a second glance went unnoticed by Anne. In short, she was telling herself she was old and ugly.
She stopped to idly look into the window of a shop that sold swimwear. Prominently on display was an item that announced itself as "Brazen Micro." Anne supposed it to be a minimal bikini more notable for what it wasn't for what it was.
Briefly she tried to image herself wearing this G-string-like garment that barely covered the model's genital region and only just concealed its nipples. Smiling self deprecatingly Anne thought, "For a girl of eighteen, but not for an old back-number like me."
She saw the price tag and almost laughed out loud. How could they ask so much for so little? For a few moments she was almost tempted to go into the shop and take a closer look at the garment, if such it could be called. They might even let her try one on, but she knew that behind the flattering remarks of the sales assistants they would be laughing at her.
She sighed and was about to turn away when a voice said, "Anne, fancy meeting you here."
Recognising the voice Anne turned quickly exclaiming, "Clark, darling you're back!"
Clark had been a close friend of her son David since they had first met at elementary school, and Anne had been almost like a second mother to him especially after Clark's mother had died.
"Yes," Clark said, "only got in yesterday, I was coming to see David this afternoon."
Surprised, Anne said, "Oh, don't you know, David doesn't live at home anymore, he's been gone for almost a year -- he didn't tell you?"
Clark, looking a trifle abashed said, "Oh well, you know how males are about corresponding, we sort of lost touch, what about Maureen?"
"Gone too," Anne replied.
"So, there's only you and Phil at home now?"
Anne was not inclined to go into her current marital situation in the mall, so avoiding the question she said, "So what are you doing back here, you're father has remarried and moved, hasn't he?"
"Yes, but when I got the two year scholarship to the overseas college I was more or less promised a place in the School of Medicine here -- if I got though the college course okay, and so here I am."
"You got through okay then?"
"Yes, it was tough going but...well, as I say, here I am. Just between our selves I'm not too keen on my stepmother so I'm not really unhappy about not living with her and dad; do you know she's years younger than dad -- twenty two and that's only three years older than me?"
"Yes, I had heard," Anne said carefully, and then changing the subject went on, "So you're doing some shopping?"
"No, not really, I just decided to have a look and see if the place has changed in two years; and you?"
Anne gave an involuntary glance at the shop window, "Oh just window gazing."
Her movement drew Clark's attention to the window and the item it so prominently displayed. He stared at it for a moment and then said, "Thinking of buying Brazen Micro?"
Anne managed a slight laugh and said, "No, a bit too young for me."
Clark gazed at her for a few moments. She was wearing tight white denims and a baggy white cotton T-shirt and in the manner of males his eyes focused first on her long legs and then her tantalisingly jiggling unsupported breasts, and not for the first time he imagined that beneath her garments there was a very desirable body.
"A pity," he said, "you'd look terrific in it."
"Flatterer," Anne chuckled, and then changing to subject once again she continued, "What about a cup of coffee?"
Clark glanced at his watch and said, "Sorry, I can't. I'm stopping in a motel room at the moment but I've to an appointment to go and look at a unit and so..."
"Well your visiting doesn't have to be limited to David, so why don't you come and visit me this afternoon, after all, we used to be quite close before you went away?" Clark looked at Anne tenderly and said pensively, "Yes...yes....we were close. So what time shall I call?"
"You can call anytime, but shall we say, two o'clock?"
"Two o'clock it is," Clark said with a smile."
"Until then'" Anne responded, and they went their separate ways.
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Anne went home a thoughtful woman. She was delighted to have met Clark again but in her mind were thoughts of how things had been between them before he left on his two year scholarship. She had said that they had been close back then, but close was perhaps too bland a word.
It had begun soon after the death of Clark's mother. His father seemed to be too bent on his money making to either grieve properly himself or support in his son in his grief. It was then that Anne had taken Clark into her household for a fortnight, and it was during that time that what Anne thought of as "The Incident" occurred.
It was Anne's habit to sunbathe nude in an area of the back garden sheltered from neighbour's eyes. Used to seeing her like that her own family took no notice of this habit, but she did not make allowance for Clark staying with them.
It happened that on the day in question all the family, including Clark, were away from home but Clark returned and sought Anne to ask her something. He had found her naked. Had it been Phil or one of the children it would have been no big deal, and for a few moments it seemed to be no big deal with Clark.
He was fifteen at the time and experiencing his youthful sexuality. As he stood transfixed, looking at Anne, she could not fail to interpret the look of sexual hunger in his eyes. She covered herself up, but it was too late; he had seen her naked and the desire it had engendered was to remain with him.