"What now?" I barked when Alex's annoying ringtone sounded. "Can't we have one night alone?"
His eyes flashed with anger but I wasn't sure if it was for the phone interruption or me. "I have to take this," he muttered as he stood and moved away from the bar.
As I slowly shook my head, the bartender Mike, who had introduced himself earlier, came down. "Can I get you another Dirty Martini?" he asked flashing a toothful grin that seemed to set off his blue eyes.
I smiled meekly, not wanting to ruin his evening too. "If I have another, you may have to scrape me off the floor," I joked.
"That's my job, scrape them then send them on their way. It would be my pleasure to scrape you," he replied with a wink.
I felt my cheeks flush with color, thinking that in my younger days, I surely would have giggled and said, "You can scrape me any time," but now, being a 48 year old divorced mother of kids his age, I settled for, "Okay, one more."
"You got it. Three olives, right?"
"You're good. Remembering customers must be a big part of this job."
As he chilled a fresh stem glass and added ice to the shaker glass, he said, matter-of-factly, "Not everyone, but I remember the ladies... especially the attractive ones." Before I could be flattered, he added, "Like I remember the first time you and your husband came in. You ordered a Gin & Tonic with a splash of lime juice."
My eyes widened. "That's right! I can't believe you remembered that. It was so long ago."
Mike shrugged as he added Gin and Vermouth. "Like I said, I have an eye for the classy ladies."
"Thank you, that's very sweet of you to say, but you got one thing wrong: Alex is just an acquaintance. In fact, tonight was supposed to be a reconciliation of sorts. A last chance, if you get my drift. But, based on his constant phone calls he's getting, his job is way more important to him than I am."
Mike stabbed the olives on a spear and poured my drink, looking directly into my green eyes. "Then, your 'acquaintance' is an ass-hole. Oh, sorry, I really shouldn't be expressing my opinions."
I tried not to show my school girl embarrassment. "That's okay. I've called him that, and worse."
I saw Mike look past me, and saw Alex approaching. "Well, whatever happens, I hope everything works out for you."
"Thanks, me too."
Alex had a glum expression as he slid in beside me, watching Mike move off to service another customer. "Listen, something came up at work. They need me there right away."
The look I gave him said it all.
"Listen, this was a mistake. What we had was over a long time ago," I began, knowing this speech would eventually be necessary. "Our priorities are too different. It's nobody's fault, Alex. We're just different people."
His non-response told me he had come to the same conclusion. "I'll drive you home."
"That won't be necessary. I just got another drink, and I'll call a car service."
He eyed me warily. "Are you sure? This neighborhood can get a little rough."
"Don't worry about me. I'll call from here and wait for the driver to pull out front. Nobody will bother me in here. This is too nice of a restaurant."
He rose and came in for a kiss, which I averted by giving him my cheek. "We had some great times, Carrie."
"Yes, we did," I responded, without adding, "but they were few and far between, and a long time ago."
He tossed a hundred on the bar and said, "That should cover the tab and your cab fare," to which I added a crooked smile and nod, and he was gone.
I felt a strange sense of relief. Sure, here I sat, 48, slim, too tall for many men at 5'10, all alone with no prospects, sipping another Martini. Since Alex and I broke up, I'd come into a small inheritance and, after giving each off the kids a few thousand to spend as they pleased, took the remainder and had breast augmentation. Not a major boob job, but I added a cup size to 38C. I also joined a gym that supposedly had many single male members. Unfortunately, most weren't interested in females, but I worked out a few times a week, losing some tummy flab and getting fit.
I also had a make-over, getting a coloring that brightened my light brown hair, added a few blonde streaks, and they taught me current techniques for makeup. All in all, I thought I looked pretty good for my age and the fact that I had 29 and 27 year old kids, and one grand-daughter.
My friends and the kids all complimented me, but there weren't many single men beating down my door; The few who did wound up being married and on the prowl.
Now, here I sat, in a high-class steak house, dressed in a tight black cocktail dress and heels. Since Alex was 6'2", he was one of the few men I could get away with wearing heels without towering over my date. Although heels gave my butt more definition, I didn't want to alienate any prospective new friends.
I idly sipped my drink, listening to the Jazz piped into the bar area, when I had the feeling I was being watched. Sure enough, down the end of the bar, Mike was working the water spots out of a glass with a white towel as he smiled down at me.
I smiled back, despite not feeling very joyous, and he made his way down. "Is everything okay?"
"Yes, thanks. You can total me up when you get a chance. And do you know the number of a reliable car service?"
"Oh, you're leaving? When I saw your friend go, I thought maybe you'd stay for a bit."
"Yes, well, a woman my age shouldn't be sitting in a bar alone. It makes me look cheap and may give your establishment an undeserved reputation for unescorted females."
Mike's smile faded. "First off, we could use more women with your class, if you don't mind me saying that. Second-off, too many people get wrapped up in age. You radiate everything that I find attractive about mature women. If your ex-friend can't see that, he's a fool."
It was just what I needed, and wanted to hear. "Thank you very much, Mike. You are not just an excellent mixologist but you do a great job of inflating my ego. But I really should be going. These Martinis are beginning to take effect."
He returned to the register and came back with my check. When I turned it over, there was one entry. "Soft drink, $2.00"
"There seems to be a mistake here. He had three Vodka tonics and this is my fourth Martini."
"No," he said with a smile, "the register doesn't lie. But, there is room on the back for a phone number. I mean, if that's not too forward?"
I looked into his smile, seeing whether his expression would change to indicate he was joking, but he kept his pleasant grin. I didn't want to come across as sassy or bold. "Listen Mike, if you're serious, I'm flattered, but you're probably the same age as my kids. Believe me, you don't want to get involved with someone my age."
His frown made my heart ache for him. He took the hundred and made change, when he returned, he seemed very staid. "There's a car service we use, but at this hour on a Saturday, it may be a while before they get here. Their number is on this card. You're more than welcome to wait. In fact, we'll be closing shortly."
He waved his hand and I realized there were very few patrons remaining.
"If you want, I can drop you off, no strings attached." Now he gave me an ironic smile that melted my heart. "In the long run, it'll be cheaper and you get to keep some of your ex's cash."
When he slid the card across, I softly put my hand on his. "Mike, if I offended you, I'm truly sorry."
"That's okay, the mature women who I'm attracted to, are usually too high-class to date someone my age, and the ones who are interested are usually cougars on the prowl."
I had to smile. "It's flattering to hear you don't think of me as an old, horny drunk on the make."
He didn't move his hand, and looked into my eyes. "You know my name, but I never got yours."