Any and all characters mentioned in this story in a sexual context are aged eighteen years and over.
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Nine weeks later
Lost in my thoughts, I was sitting at the kitchen table nursing a cup of tea. I hadn't been home from work long. Matt as usual was going to be late.
I was beginning to think my life was spiralling out of control. Where had this obsession with old men come from and why was I letting Matt's Uncle Len fuck me? I know I'd told Matt it was my fantasy but my almost depraved behaviour was now beginning to worry me and I found myself increasingly distracted as I pondered more and more over my actions of the last few weeks. It seemed that all Uncle Len had to do was show up with a new dress for me and I willingly opened my legs for him. Did that make me his prostitute?
You would think that there must be something in my earlier life that would give some indication as to how I got to be this fucked up? But there wasn't. My childhood was pretty normal. I wasn't from a deprived background or anything like that. I was raised in a typical English suburban home by two loving parents who made sure to keep me well grounded. I was never a wilful child but I did have a mischievous side, which from time to time kept them on their toes.
When I grew out of my brief rebellious teenage years my relationship with mum and dad was still intact. I also had a job I liked, a car and lots of good friends.
My early sexual exploits were mundane. Nothing too risquΓ©, just the usual fumbling around in the back seat of a car being groped and fondled, which then led onto heavier petting using fingers and tongues before I eventually lost my virginity. I didn't sleep around, never had a one night stand and I'd only had a handful of boyfriends before I met Matt.
The attraction was instantaneous and I think I fell for him after our first date. We got on so well. I'm not one who usually likes to hear the term 'soul-mate' but in this case I think it's justified. I can't think of my life without Matt always being in it.
Matt brought out a hidden streak of devil may care attitude in me, which manifested itself in our dares. These became the stuff of legends. Some of the things were downright stupid but we were young and had no worries about hurting ourselves or fear of failure for that matter. And once a dare was laid down it had to be carried out. But until now they'd never been sexual.
Like many people we watch porn to enhance our sex life and I know by talking to the girls at work that we all get aroused by different things. For some it's just seeing a big cock being shoved into a woman but for others it's more about the position. I personally like doggie so maybe I like to be dominated? Other people get turned on by interracial sex or prefer to watch anal. The fact is that there is no end to the choice that the porn industry has made available to suit our wildly contrasting tastes.
It soon became obvious that Matt was turned on by pretty much anything but he seemed the most aroused when he watched girl on girl action. I hated to admit it to him but it left me cold. I was beginning to think I wasn't much bothered about porn at all. That was until the clips came on showing the old men fucking really young women.
I have no idea what triggered it. I'd certainly harboured no deep rooted desires about any of my older relatives after puberty kicked in and I began to notice the difference between boys and girls.
It wasn't until I watched that bloody DVD that Mrs Armitage lent me. That seemed to be the catalyst that started it all off. That and Uncle Len groping me.
And now it's all Matt's fault. If he hadn't have dared me I wouldn't have acted out my fantasy. It would have remained just that. But now ...
The urgent knocking on the back door disturbed my reverie. As I opened it there stood Uncle Len clutching another bag in his outstretched hand. Another designer dress judging by the name on it. My stomach turned over. Not in disgust but in nervous excitement.
"Hello lass," he said in his nasally voice, "I've brought you something. Can I come in?"
"I suppose so," I said rather ungracefully as I opened the door wider. He walked in past me and plopped the bag on the kitchen table. I turned around to see his hungry eyes feasting on my body.
"You'll have to excuse me a minute Uncle Len," I said, "I just need to make a phone call." I went to walk out the kitchen diner to go upstairs.
"Lauren!" His harsh tone of voice made me jump as he snapped out my name.
"You'd best take this with you lass," he said in a softer voice as he held out the bag that had the designer dress inside.
Scowling at him I walked over and snatched it out of his hand. He grinned triumphantly at me.
I ran upstairs and called Matt.
"Your Uncle Len's just arrived."
"Has he now." I could sense Matt's trepidation. He hesitated for a long time before he finally asked me the question I didn't know the answer to.
"So ... do you want to let him ..." His words trailed off.
"I don't know." It was my turn to pause. "But he's brought me another designer dress." As I uttered those words I took it out of the bag. "Holy shit!"
"What?" Matt said.
"Matt, it's eight hundred and fifty pounds. The crafty old bastard's left the price tag on." I was trembling as I held the dress up.
"Try it on." Matt's request surprised me but without hesitation I quickly slipped off my work blouse and skirt. As I went to put the dress on I realised my bra would have to come off as well.
"So what's it like?"
I looked at myself in the mirror. "It's short, very short. And it's backless." I turned sideways. "Shit, there's nothing much at the side either. If it gapes then you'd be able to see my boobs."
"So I guess you like it then?" Matt's words made me jump. "Are you going to let him fuck you?"
"Do you mind?" I replied nervously. "I won't if you don't want me to."
There was a brief hesitation. "No, if that's what you want, then go ahead." I heard the slamming of car doors in the background. "I'll have to go. My appointment has just turned up. See you later."
"Matt, I love you," I said.
"Yeah, I love you too," he replied and with that he ended the call. I reached down to the bedside cabinet and brought out my emergency bottle of gin. I figured now was an emergency as I poured myself a full glass and knocked it straight back. Filling it to the brim I drank about another half. I brushed my hair, applied some more lipstick and slipped on my 5" heels.