I am in my late forties now. A cougar or a MILF, I suppose. I lust after young men --boys still of college age and who are eager to be taught by an older woman how to give sexual pleasure. It seems I am still in my sexual peak and my needs are as strong as ever. Its risky and exciting to find new young men, to let them know I am interested and then to seduce them into my bed. Its true that I have had rejections, young men who are faithful to a girlfriend or prefer women of their own age. But young men don't think of me as an easy lay -- they think it's special, a dream come true to have an older woman paying attention to them.
They keep me motivated for the gym. I work out regularly to help keep them interested. Shapely legs, tight bottom. And my boobs are a nice B or C cup -- firm and high since I had them done so that I can be confident without a bra.
Its not just one young man. Since that first boy, Ryan, I've become needier and braver. I have enjoyed a number of boys and taught them all before moving on to the next. It makes me sound slutty but, after all, I do have my needs.
And, as it happened, last week I had two different boys in my bed. Well, as I said, Clayton is not really a young man. Not by my standards. Twenty-three is too old now. And he has spent so much time with his girlfriend that he is not really "mine" any more. But he is a wonderful lover - thanks to me - and it felt good to have my sweet Clayton again. When he let his maturity and his confidence shine through, he really excited me by taking charge and doing some of my favourite things to me.
He stayed in my thoughts for the rest of that week. And what if I'd had them both at the same time? Oh yes, I tried that once. It was not as successful as I'd wished for. But whenever I got horny that week, frequently wanting to relieve myself, I couldn't choose just one. The more I thought about them, the more I wondered if it would be different if I'd chosen to have Clayton and Matthew for a threesome.
It would be heavenly and so decadent to have them both focused on my body and my pleasure. Clayton with his stamina and still knowing his way around my body. Matthew with his powerful, muscled body slamming into me. Both with their thick, young pricks. Clayton sucking my boobs and making me moan as Matthew fingers my vag. Taking Clayton's lovely penis into my mouth while darling Matthew licks my bottom.
I thought about their dicks and what I would do with them. I would sit between them, stroking them and moaning as they throb so nicely for me. Both of them would have smooth shaved balls and I thought about being on my knees between them. Kissing their throbbing shafts as I fondle their soft, young ball sacks. Wrapping an arm around each, grabbing their butts as I draw them closer so I can kiss and lick those soft pouches. Clayton licking my vag while I hug Matthew. Cumming hard for sweet Clayton, my wetness smeared over his face as I cry out for him to please not stop. Holding Matthew tight all the while, feeling those big, hard muscles as he traps me so I cannot escape from Clayton's wonderful mouth.
Thinking of so much intense pleasure, I am sure I set a record for masturbation that week. I was dreaming of them fucking me. Clayton was first, because he has the most stamina. Me on hands and knees while I took Matthew's dick into my mouth. Letting Clayton insert a finger into my tight back entrance while he stroked his lovely manhood in and out of my hot, wet vag. Letting Matthew see for the first time what a slut I really am. I can confess that I was using one of my anal toys for that part of my fantasies.
And rolling over, letting Matthew climbing on top of me and thrust his big cock into me in a single stroke. I was so wet that he met no resistance. His hardness filled me so beautifully as I lifted my legs onto his muscled shoulders. Using the power of his butt and his six-pack to ram so hard into me. I could imagine Clayton listening to me cumming as another boy fucked me with such force. Me stroking his lovely cock as I worked him up to shooting a big load on me.
"Shoot for me," I heard myself saying as I looked into his eyes. "Shoot on my boobs," I begged Cayton.
And because I wanted Matthew to experience something wonderful, I told Clayton to wait till my other lover was ready.
"Not yet..." I gasped to Clayton. "Shoot together."
"I'm gonna cum, now," I heard Matthew groan as I rubbed my clit furiously.
I wanted them both so badly at that moment. I was alone with my toys but I was desperate for their lovely dicks and their big loads of sticky stuff.
"Shoot it... both of you, shoot... don't wait..."
I imagined the pulsing of Matt's cock inside my vag. Thrusting and shooting and emptying his young balls deep inside. Wanting every drop to flood into me, leaving a huge load to ooze out of me.
And Clayton, stroking his manhood as he began to explode. His thick shots of hot semen splashing onto my boobs and my tummy. He even shot so hard that some of it landed on my face and I was in heaven as he made me into a dirty slut for them both. I came so hard. As hard as I've ever come from self-pleasure.
I had those scenes in my head for several nights running. I couldn't help myself and just had to masturbate for ages before I could sleep. Believe me, I came very close to making a booty call - or two. But I was feeling so greedy and wanting both of my sweet boys. And which one would I choose? I guess it was easier just to stick with my toy collection.
Because I am sure that those fantasies will never come true. I am sure that real life could not be as good as that. And I cannot see how I would manage to have both Clayton and Matthew in my bed together. Its not as simple as sending them an invite. They'll never know how much pleasure they were responsible for.
Nor will they know how those lovely thoughts inspired me to make a special purchase. Lying there and thinking of being licked and fingered in my bottom, I knew I had to do it. For a woman who is into anal pleasure its surely time to have a princess butt plug. So I bought two. They will be delightful to wear at work.
And maybe, soon, I might let Matthew come to my bed and see that I am wearing one for him.
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After so much wanting, and so much masturbation, it was a relief to have Matthew in my bed again. This time it was a Saturday afternoon. I'd realised it was foolish to only enjoy him on a week night when we had so little time. Clayton had reminded me of the advantages of a languid, afternoon play. I wasn't quite ready, yet, to invite Matt to be my Sunday morning lover. I am not sure why -- perhaps it still feels right to let things build. I'll give him his own key soon. Maybe after the next time I catch that nosey neighbour spying on me, showing me looks of disapproval for my young visitors. If only he could know that Matthew is becoming so confident, opening my robe to grab my bum and exposing my hard, aching nipples to the air.
I was almost naked when I opened the door for Matthew. And my heart was pounding, as always. I love boys his age because they remind me, still, of the young men who lusted after me when I was in my early adulthood. But now I am more in control. Not to mention having my own apartment for them to visit -- a home court advantage
I always wonder if a young man can hear my heart beat or my excited breathing. My vag was telling me it needed attention. But Matt could not have missed my nipples, so hard and pointy. I let the robe slip off me and, knowing that Matt was watching my tight, firm bottom I led him to my bed.
He is not quite twenty years old. So perfect for me. And with a muscular body I'll never tire of. We hugged and kissed, groping each other. Though I didn't need to touch his penis to know he was fully erect for me. I sighed aloud just from feeling his hardness pressing against me. My vag was already wet.