My name is Maggie, I am in my late 40s, married twice, divorced the first time, and sadly widowed the second time about five years ago. I have always been highly sexed. I have big boobs that have kept men happy, even though they've headed south a bit with age. I keep healthy at the gym but I carry a bit of weight which comes with age. I use to be self conscious about it, but these days I am happy with who I am and what I look like. I am also happy with what I do to obtain sexual pleasure.
I marvel at what technology can do these days, in particular how it has changed the whole way many of us socialise and meet people (including sex partner), and view sexuality in general. In my younger days I had never been really exposed to pornography, it was something that was obtained from dim, dark and dodgy alleys at significant cost, or so I had heard. That said, I had watched pornographic videos with both of my husbands, and had enjoyed them to a degree, but perhaps less than both of them did. I realised in hindsight it was in part because they chose what was to be watched and it always seemed to be impossibly skinny girls with fake bolted on boobs that, bereft of emotion, moaned on cue. It simply wasn't real people having real people sex.
Things changed though as I started to seriously explore the internet about two years after my second husband passed away. I joined a couple of dating sites initially and then drifted into joining some of the sites where sex partners rather than life partners were the name of the game. It was through these sites that I finally realised once and for all that men didn't necessarily want young skinny starlets, they indeed wanted average suburban woman such as myself. In particular, I found that a number of young men were strongly attracted by much older woman than themselves. Although I was nervous at first, I ended up having sex with eight men that I met online over about a two year period. I always practiced safe sex.
A lot of the time men posted pictures (or occasionally short videos) of their dicks -- hard, soft, or in action. I developed a real hunger for looking at pictures of naked men. I discovered I loved masturbating while looking at naked men, fantasising about sucking and fucking the dick that I could see on the screen. While, I still kept up high visitations of these sites, I also found a number of sites that focussed more on just amateur or what I learnt to consider to be "pro-am" video clips. I now had access to hundreds if not thousands of clips of men and their dicks to keep me entertained! An eye opener for me was how many huge dicks were featured. Not, the stupid fake latex dicks that looked ridiculous and were no doubt useless, but real god given huge dicks -- black and white. Unfortunately, most of them always seemed to be in the gay category on the various sites, but they were still nice to look at while masturbating. I would envision sucking on the various huge cocks I looked at it, and then having them being worked into my shaved pussy and being fucked hard over and over again. As my mind wandered to carnal places, my fingers or my favourite toys would stimulate my clitoris and plunge into my vagina. While the men I had found online and bedded were all extremely satisfying, I still hadn't found a real live big dick to make my fantasy come true.
One day, on one of my favourite little amateur "porn tube" sites, somebody posted a "giant cock" compilation, one that they had pieced together themselves. I was attracted straight to this, but rather than being a video, it was a slideshow style presentation. For a fleeting second I was disappointed, but then aroused beyond belief. Here was about 10 minutes of image after image of cocks -- big ones, huge ones, giant ones, massive ones, fat ones, thin ones, black ones, white ones, odd ones. Someone had taken the time to collect and piece together. Pandora's Box of Cocks, and I had stumbled on it, I though amusingly. I had only watched about two minutes worth maybe less, before my fingers almost involuntarily rubbed myself to climax as I eyed off on the screen a huge partially hard black cock with thick veins that the owner had removed from tight white underwear.
Over the course of the week I had climaxed numerous times as I watched the clip. I rarely got past two or three minutes of action before I was overcome by orgasm, and I had started commencing the clip at different times so I could see more and more of the cocks shown in the clip. Many of the cocks were shown numerous times in different photos but this did not detract in any way from the masterpiece. Not all of them were just men by themselves, some had women in them as well, sucking and fucking. One I remember was a big black dick about 11 inches that had sprayed a huge amount of semen over an old woman's face, coating the glasses she wore, another was a different big black dick that had obviously been buried up a large white woman's pale backside and the picture showed the aftermath with the dick pulled out and a puddle of sperm visible in the open bum hole.
