Thus far. I am a plump forty six year old woman, at this moment impossibly randy, who has recently seduced a sexual god, just in his mid twenties, my toy-boy. Just now I'm supposed to be a school girl and he, the lecherous old headmaster who, in between driving me the verge of madness with lust, has compelled me to piss through my knickers, strip, be hosed down in the bath with cold water and then, instead of screwing me stupid - which is what I needed - he took his pleasure in my mouth. Now I am stood in his front room, 'the study' in our fantasy, waiting to find out what he is going to do to me next.
What did he tell me, 'We stand up straight with our hands placed upon our the back of our head, looking at the floor. Our legs are kept apart, well apart'. I adopt the pose prescribed, with my back to the mirror, facing one of the two chairs. He left me on my own, standing like that, for quite some time. The position is cunning, it's dull so you begin to think; at first randomly, shopping-lists, kids' teas, does your bum look too big: but gradually these introspections focus upon your immediate situation, gosh my nipples are stiff, I wish my slit was not quite so wet, that sort of thing. Eventually, I began to review my evening. 'Why does this man want me? I'm not that young, nor that pretty, OK I've big boobs and a lovely round bum, with good broad hips, and I'm not ugly either, in fact I know I look good for my age. I seduced him first, no doubt about that. Why does a twenty odd year old demi-god take his pleasure in a dumpy, middle aged woman? Why am I dressed as a school girl anyway? If he is a demi-god why, in defiance of his instructions, did I wear knickers, big knickers?
But then, he responded so quickly. At first simple role play prompted by my costume; I do adore adopting a different persona, and his rapid response turned me on so very effectively. Then he teases me, building my expectations and then dashing them cruelly, over and over again: alternating pleasures with humiliation or pain to keep me reigned me in. Plucking my bum hair, that was mean, in fact that hurt. Making me run up and down stairs was worse. But then I have to count myself lucky, he's not simply thrashed me; if he did would I have continued with him? And after every punishment, every humiliation, he makes me desperate for him once more. Then my dark desires, or rather their obviousness, becomes my greatest humiliation; far greater than I felt when I pissed in my pants before the camera. Worse, these reflections have, yet again, made my sex flow freely and caused little farting sounds to keep escaping from my pussy. He is so good at teasing me; but I'll get even, he cannot make me wait like this, I need to come, I wanted to stamp my foot.
My reverie was finally broken, "let's take your record." He has entered the room completely silently and sat in the chair opposite to me. "We need the truth so go and fetch the old cane."
I thought that we had avoided that, I thought that I would not have to face a thrashing. I returned to my flat to fetch it, so many questions now welling in my heavy heart. I returned with the horrible object and handed it to him; I know now that if he beats me I'll accept it, possibly welcome it.
"Bend over facing the mirror. Grasp your ankles." He raises my skirt and separates the cheeks of my bottom. He slips the cane between them and lets go. I'm gripping the cane in the crack of my bum. "Hesitate and you get the cane. Lie and you get the cane. Drop the cane and you get the cane. You're one mistake away from that cane. Clear?"
"Yes sir."
"Have you ever kissed a man, or a boy, deeply using your tongue?"
"Yes sir."
"Have you ever allowed a man, or a boy, to fondle your breasts?"
"Yes sir."
"Have you ever allowed a man, or a boy, to see your breasts?"
"Yes sir."
Suck your breasts? Stroke your privates? See your privates? Finger your privates? Slip one finger, or more, inside of you? Lick your privates? Lick your privates and finger your hole?
To each and every query I had to reply, "Yes sir." I had done every single one of these with James and enjoyed them: that cane clenched between my buttocks acted as a constant reminder that I dared not lie to him. Then he started to go through my activities with other women.
"Have you ever kissed a girl, or a woman, deeply using your tongue?"
I consider, remember his reaction to the photographs of Lesbian love and answer, "Yes sir." The fact that it was the truth was, to me, irrelevant.
"Have you ever allowed a girl, or woman, to fondle your breasts?"
"Yes sir."
"Have you ever allowed a girl, or woman, to see your breasts?"
"Yes sir." He questions me ever more intently, establishing that I enjoy the pleasures of my own sex every bit as much as the delights that men can offer me. I watched James in the mirror as he quizzed me and as we explored my Sapphic inclinations his already turgid member inflated, progressively, with every positive answer. Now I know what my revenge is going to be, I can make him endure agonies of unbearable lust.
"Do you masturbate?"
" Very occasionally sir."
"That's against school rules; isn't it girl? You're supposed to ask a master to relive full blown hysteria, or if you just require simple comfort you should share your cot with a chum."