Lost in Coc Lust

Lost In Cock Lust

By Aleq de Satyr

"In Cunt we trust, In Cock we worship"...Anon

Prologue

We tend to think that getting lost in something is a bad thing, but it has legitimate benefits for our mindset, health, creativity, and more. It is to be deeply immersed or involved in something, wallow, immerse, engross, engage in it.

Getting lost thrusts us into a new and unpredictable world--and we're more likely to remember, cherish, and tell stories about what we find there. We're exhilarated when we do something new. This is because we can't anticipate what to expect and how to respond. Some of the world's greatest discoveries occurred when we veered off course.

We truly learn what we're capable of when we exit the ordinary world and encounter adventure. It's part of what is called "the hero's journey." We leave the known world and cross into an unknown world. This story is about Annika DeSouza, a GILF who got lost in an extraordinary lust for cock. It is an excerpt from her ongoing memoirs.

Entering the Fire of Hard core Fucking

I am a well-to do younger and good-looking 60-year old woman, an avant-garde, off-Broadway stage actress, dancer. After separation from my second husband nine months ago I became preoccupied with my vocation, hobbies and interests. I exercised regularly at the health club but I became celibate somewhat except for an occasional masturbation when I'm horny, since I'd become almost invisible to male attention. I love to fuck but I was not getting any. All women love to fuck, they just don't want to admit it. My cunt ached and dripped constantly. I was going insane trying to find ways of transcending the cultural constraints, which seem to limit my actions and self-esteem as an older woman, as well as the intensity of my sexual desires and my ability to delight in it.

In desperation I contacted my old friend Lydia the quintessential Queen of Spades. We have been friends since high school. She is carefree, also well- to-do, attractive and very sexy; she never married. Lydia had exclusive contacts with guys I can bed she claimed, after hearing my plight while we had lunch.

"You should go diverse, interracial, unconventional, what have you, that's where you get the action you need." she advised. "You will meet super stud playmates with massive cocks who can fuck for hours. Your dormant cunt will be very busy in no time" she added. Being constantly horny I was ever so eager and willing to take Lydia's advice and to satisfy my sexual appetites; Yes indeed. Lydia promised to send me a playmate called Alonzo, a super stud and a masseur soon. "Please hurry," I pleaded. Three days later Alonzo showed up.

In Good Hands

He was a tall, muscular Black dude, good looking, athletic and soft spoken. He seemed to be in his mid-thirties. I greeted him wearing only my thong.

"You're here to fuck me aren't you," I said smiling.

"Most certainly madam, but after a good massage" he said.

"Sometimes a good soothing massage is ideal before a really good fuck," he added. I spread blankets covered with large towels on the carpet while Alonzo undressed. I gasped and my jaw dropped at the sight of his erect dick. It was immense with a magenta head, jutting out like a cannon, I trembled but was very excited and so fucking horny, I craved that cock.

Alonzo lightly rubbed oil over my body and began massaging my hips, thighs and buttocks, with long, strong steady strokes. Moving smoothly, kneading my supple flesh implacably, on and on...I tingled as he turned me over and massaged my belly, thighs my Brazilian-waxed pussy over and over with firm steady strokes. A truly wonderful massage. My clitoris became hard throbbing, as he massaged my cunt now drenched with thick, viscous juice that dripped down the crack of my ass onto the towel.

I became suspended in a preorgasmic state of sensual delight as Alonzo moved one hand to my breasts, kneading, stroking, rubbing while his other hand worked between my thighs, gently diligently. Then I crashed, my body wrenched in spasms and low muffled cries escaped from my lips. I stared at him with misty eyes and said softly "I want your cock, please give me some cock," tugging at his huge cock...Without further ado, he spread me wide open and entered my pulsating cunt, pushing the entire dick into me. Alonzo began to thrust in and out steadily. A film of sweat covered us both like mist. I moaned and writhed, rising and falling beneath him. He fucked me deeply and slowly for a long time.

"Your cunt feels so good and tight," he whispered, his cock dancing inside me my body moving rhythmically, enjoying what he did to me...I was fully opened like a turgid flower of hot, undulating creamy femaleness.

Alonzo began to massage my widespread thighs diligently deliciously, as he fucked me relentlessly, responding to my needs as I ascended higher and higher into ecstasy; his cock cramming against the mouth of my womb, my hips rolling to meet his thrusts...I cried out loudly as he drove into me hard and deep, rushing me to a tumultuous orgasm, releasing while my body rolled from side to side then collapsed against him with a loud sigh.

After a while Alonzo arranged me on my knees and elbows, spread open my labia and curved his torso over my body. He began to rub his cockhead slowly up and down from my asshole to my slick opening. Then he pushed his hard dick into me stretching my cunt and began to rock and thrust into me. I responded, matching his movements with my own. He rode me and rode me thundering his mighty thrusts into me; a cadenced rhythm, eliciting loud squishy sounds from my pussy. His balls slapped against me, his cock base pushing against my bursting clitoris. Alonzo fucked me and fucked me. I was wild with my need, grunting with my need as I rammed my self backward onto the mighty girth of his cock, my hips whipping ovals in the air.

Then came a tumultuous orgasm igniting my body, making me whimper. It went on and on while I clawed the towel, my back arched, body shaking. Alonzo kept fucking me mercilessly. His cock was so fucking hard as it throbbed and vibrated in circular movements giving me exquisite pleasures. My moans got louder and my cunt grabbed the cock as I rode the waves of my orgasms in a screaming climax after climax. I have seldom cum for as long and as many times as I did; it was simply incredible. When Alonzo finally exploded with me I was totally lost, feeling the orgasm all along my spine, as torrents of cum rushed out of him into me inundating my womb. When it was over I lay exhausted, Alonzo lay on top of me for a long while his dick still hard inside me ..."That was perfect, delicious," I muttered as I drifted off to sleep, my cunt beating like a heart and overflowing with juices.

New Horizons

Alonzo stayed with me for two days fucking me passionately, every which way, in all my orifices filling them with his abundant semen. I truly enjoyed the physical and emotional pleasures from a massive cock on a super stud, who can fuck for hours and it felt good, oh so good. He also touched me in many other ways. I wanted to keep him but he had places to go to, things to do. I wept t when he left. I remained unfucked for twelve days. My calls to Alonzo were not returned and I became desperate for a very big, hard dick up my cunt. I was at the end of my tether when he called on Friday afternoon and offered to take me to lunch, at a members only clubhouse called "The Stud Haven."

It is a big stony villa in an enchanted garden, nestled within shrubbery, flower and rock gardens. A small turquoise lake gleamed tranquilly in the distance. A truly idyll setting. It is a private, exclusive, secluded, isolated place of leisure and pleasure. And the membership dues are totally prohibitive for regular folks. The settings and amenities inside are quite upscale. The diverse membership is mostly older well-heeled, chic-looking women with deep pockets in stylish outfits, some married; They go to the Haven to wine dine and fuck younger well-hung playmate studs of all races..."These women are here to open up their fantasies, explorations and passions; To touch upon the essence of their souls. And trust me you'll get all the cock you want right here. BTW, your friend Lydia is a member" said Alonzo who is also a playmate at the club. Indeed, the sensuality was palpable, the atmosphere bubbling with delicious depravity.

After lunch Alonzo took me to the back quarters to meet first the owner, a very attractive woman about my age called Livia Slutt, then "The Hung Jury," the three dudes who run the establishment: Remy, Brad and Duran. The head honcho Remy, is a very handsome 6ft tall, well-built, chocolate-brown guy. He looked resplendent with his long dreads and holy shit, the huge bulge in his sweat pants was simply arresting!. Alonzo left me in the care of Remy and promptly departed.

"Welcome to the Haven, you have been registered as a member by Alonzo," said Remy as he gave me a tour of the several self-contained cozy pleasure rooms. I could hear the cries of women being fucked in some rooms. Remy's refreshing accent sounded like a French nobleman's...Later he entertained me in one of the rooms with booze and a joint, piped in sensuous music washed over me. He undressed me slowly waxing poetic about my "lovely body." Then he was buck naked sporting a massive, majestic erect cock..."O my God!" I gasped, totally astonished; I never knew cocks like that existed.

I was overwhelmed with desire staring at the mighty dick jutting out proudly at me, throbbing and bulging with huge veins. It was so beautiful I wanted to cry for want of it, my cunt aching like a bruise. When I wrapped my hand around it my fingertips could only just barely touch; my pussy pulsed hard and my heart quickened. I was radiant, I felt beautiful like a goddess, I was ready to be fucked, endlessly.

"White women love to have their pussies pummeled hard, roughly, mercilessly. Is that how you want it" said Remy.

"I don't care just fuck me anyway you want, the harder the better," I said.

"Lady, you're going to be fucked the right way here at the Haven," he said.

"OMG, at last, let's go." I said.

I lay on my back on the bed, propped up by pillows, arms and legs bent, splayed out, wanton, relaxed. My body a landscape of undulating breasts and belly, my aching cunt leaking juice. I wanted Remy like a rage. He watched my face as I watched his immense upright dick, my eyes riveted to the dark huge balls. I could smell the sweat of desire between us as we rubbed against each other, our naked bodies poised exquisitely, sensuously, languorously sizzling as my hands stroked the granite hard cock... Remy plunged all of the monster dick all the way into my cunt and beyond. I let out a huge moan, he was so large that for a moment I thought I would pass out. I wiggled and struggled to accommodate him. Then it started to feel so goddam good. I sighed deeply with satisfaction as the huge, hard heavy dick filled me totally. Remy kissed me deliciously and began to thrust steadily, stretching my pussy wide and deep. God, what a wonderful, powerful cock I thought.

I moaned, squeezing his hard ass as he thrust forcefully into my yielding cunt. Bouncing frantically at the feel of his monster cock, I raised my legs and locked them around his waist. "Oh, Remy," I crooned, savoring his long, deep, hard thrusts my cunt splashing waterfalls of juice. I was lost in an avalanche of pleasure, as he fucked me with lingering strokes. I clenched then loosened my thighs rhythmically, opening and closing my cunt to his oily-smooth thrusts into my womb, deeper and deeper. I felt huge tremors spreading thru my body, from my cunt to my belly and thighs. Spasms of tightness opened and clamped down as hoarse rhythmic groans issued from my gaping mouth my legs were flexed and spread wide.

Power surged in me as he drove deeper into my womb. I was totally abandoned to the exquisite pleasure, calling his name, begging him not to stop. Then I began to shake and tremble violently in orgasm, screaming continuously. I was unwilling to relinquish the huge hard, throbbing cock so he rested inside me for a while. I was utterly calm and at peace..."Oh my God, how beautiful" I murmured, clutching Remy tight...After a while he started to fuck me again, slowly, with deep lingering strokes. A steady rhythm and momentum of thrusting my juices continued to spill out, Remy's face a glittering intensity of concentration...I began to tremble and he pulled out of me briefly. In one fluid motion, he put me on all fours bending over me, driving into me with a steady rhythm, longer and deeper than before, while he rimmed my asshole with his big thumb.

I moaned continuously, my cunt gripping the hard cock like a vise, his thick pubic hairs brushing against my ass while he kneaded my soft breasts...Remy fucked me relentlessly his grunts echoing the sounds from my pussy until I exploded in a loud, violent orgasm, my fingers clutching the bedsheets. Remy burst into me like a tidal wave, surging in jet after jet on and on filling me to overflow and ending in slow eddies...I sobbed joyously as I lay motionless and silent in Remy's arms. We were still locked together face to face, his cock still hard and throbbing inside me, my cunt muscles rhythmically opening and closing around him. He looked at me with an adoring wonderment...The sensations, gentle but profound stirred me deeply. I felt my cunt, my womb, my breasts were full of him as I continued to quiver deliciously.

We were both radiant and satiated, lost in worship of cunt and cock, beached on a beautiful cunt shore where we had lost all sense of ourselves...After some refreshments, the sweet throbbing music vibrated in and rejuvenated our bodies. Once again Remy plunged his dick into me curving it inwards, deep inside me forcing louder, slurpy sounds from my pussy as he fucked me slowly, interminably. My cries became mournful as I clenched the dick hard in ecstasy, cumming and crying. Remy amazed me with the strength of his fucking, his rare sexual prowess. Finally, coming in an enormous orgasm, groaning like a jungle cat. His dick again flooded my pussy to overflow. "I am so happy," I whispered. "And you are truly wonderful" he responded...I had been fucked the right way for hours, I slept soundly.

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The next day I mingled with some of the women in the lounge area, enjoying the camaraderie. I spoke at length with a few, about what paths brought them to the Haven...Their stories were truly fascinating. They are wanton, with an extraordinary and abundant sexual energy and a penchant for experimentation. All celebrated their sexuality with joyous enthusiasm and appreciation. Unquestionably contemporary women are increasingly revealing their deep sensuality and passion and many are expressing their eroticism and sexuality in diverse creative ways...I became friends with a remarkable married woman who is pushing 70 years called Lena, aka the silver slut. She looked very fit extremely fuckable, exuding lots of energy; her weathered face quite attractive. Her bikini-clad body still firm tasty, her silver hair lustrous. She said to me rather matter-of -factly:

"My craving for massive cocks, especially Black ones is so overwhelming, so intense nothing else matters. The sensation of my cunt being totally filled and stretched every which way is so fucking awesome. I am constantly horny and I love to fuck, I do fuck frequently...My partners are ever so eager and willing to satisfy my prodigious sexual appetites. Yes indeed, I have been irrevocably addicted to Black cock and I'm eternally grateful." And all the while Lena stroked her clitoris inside her bikini. She claimed to have been fucked thoroughly earlier and intended to get fucked again by sundown.

"So, does your husband approve of your visits to the Haven?" I asked.

"Hell, he is busy making money to care, and I'm busy getting my cunt serviced. Something he cannot do," said Lena nonchalantly. "I lust after cocks, I love to gobble them up and ride them to my heart's content... Only the huge ones can give my cunt a very tight grip and the friction that engenders pleasure so exquisite so ecstatic. It is simply out of this world." She added solemnly.

"It seems to me we are all lost in cock lust" I said.

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On my way back to my room I stopped by Livia's suite for a chat. Livia is an enigma and an adventuress who scorns mainstream women as too tame and submissive. She was totally naked when I arrived. She offered me a drink and a joint.

Livia is attractive, darkly seductive with sultry looks...Her eyes are emerald-green, complemented by a mane of long black hair elegantly streaked with gray, that trailed over her shoulders. She is slender with long dancer's legs; full breasts and well-shaped supple ass. Her flat rippling belly is covered with atavistic hair, running from navel to crotch where it spreads into a wild, unruly bush. I was instantly intrigued and fascinated upon meeting her. Reclined against the pillows on the wide bed sipping her drink, waiting for the new playmate stud Gamal's visit she intimated.

"I simply adore him and I'm just crazy about his enormous, young, powerful, indefatigable black cock" said Livia while we talked..."I've been to some memorable orgies in my time. I have been fucked by all the playmates in the Haven. I'm the ultimate size-queen," she confided...Her eyes were moist, her cunt wet, everything soaking and hot. "I ache to be filled with Gamal's cock," she muttered...Gamal arrived looking very high. "Why don't you stay and watch me being fucked" said Livia as I was leaving. I recalled Alonzo saying that voyeurism was a big part of the rituals at the Haven. I stayed, I watched...Gamal promptly put Livia on all fours and plunged his enormous cock into her dripping pussy, foreplay was redundant.

Livia uncloaked her sensuality in a lavish fucking that left me in awe, while the luscious scents dripping with fragrance, caress her and Gamal. In the waved rhythm they spiraled in sensations while I watched them. She matched and complemented his every move with strength and originality. Gamal's cock, huge, strong hard, glided smoothly, deeply inside Livia's cunt, plowing her crevices hard, while stroking her distended, screaming clitoris. He pounded her relentlessly, while female nectar dripped from her boiling, wet vulva...The room was filled with the sounds of Livia's soaked cunt. Quickening, penetrating, pushing out moans and cries from her core as they entered the prelude to orgasm, enveloped by layers of pleasure.

"O God, I'm drowning" she wailed in orgasm her body arched, rushing Gamal also into climax as he gushed deep inside her grunting; bathed in her energy and after-tremors...Gamal rolled Livia onto her back and resumed fucking her with vigor while she moaned, chanting obscenities, raking Gamal's back with her fingernails. I left at that point.

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Midday Sunday, my next visitor came calling. I'd just showered and prancing about naked. It was Duran of the Hung Jury. He is a swarthy thirty something year old Gypsy and a sculptor, which spiked my interest. He wore only grey tights which boldly displayed the outline of his very large cock. His bare chest was covered with masses of thick black hair. His thick hair hung down to his shoulders. I stared at his cock and he began to stroke it for good measure until it hardened and elongated...Oh my God he really is hung I thought. He'd brought some cognac and fruit...Duran wasted no time as he slipped off his tights and his dick sprang out. He began to kiss me passionately and fondle my breasts, his hard cock pushed against my crotch. My knees wobbled and I began to tremble. I was a goner! We continued to kiss, frolicking on the bed, tumbling thru space.

Duran laid me back on the bed and opened my legs wide. He buried his face in my cunt and devoured my clitoris with relish. He sucked and sucked, his face covered with pussy grool, while rimming my asshole with two fingers until I came, my body shuddering...Duran moved up my body and shoved his hard dick into my mouth and down my throat. I gagged a little as I sucked the hard cock. He held my head in place as he fucked my mouth with measured thrusts, grunting. Duran exploded hot cum down my throat and I swallowed it all. I washed down the thick salty cum with some cognac, smoked a half joint and was ready to be fucked.