*Miss Sophie Bloom*
It's going to be a surprise. I just hope it's a pleasant one. I really shouldn't be going. But I'm at my wits end and can't stop myself. It's been over two months of denial -- not that there haven't been others, I've let a few virile studs demonstrate their might on several one-nighters, but
he's
the one I'm really interested in.
I'm mindless to the chill as I stride along. It's already dark, drizzle permeating the air in a fine spray, a damp Christmas Eve with no chance of it snowing, no way to pretty things up. Cars slide past, tyres hissing on inky-black tarmac as my boot heels thunk with a quick metronomic beat.
My bag keeps time, bouncing off my hip with the strap dragging at one shoulder. Inside are a gift-wrapped bottle of rum, a card in an envelope and a bottle of wine, which hopefully I'll get to drink. I know he likes a drop of rum occasionally, he told me himself when I saw him at one of the check-outs after his shift, one of my more forward moments when I spotted and exploited the chance for some conversation -- however brief our chat might be.
Finding out his address was easy enough. Of course I shouldn't have done it, but Phil Manners had proved to be extremely slack on computer security.
I know the IT police wouldn't like it, Sophie
, the store manager had said,
but it's so convenient if you have access. Yes, yes
, he'd added, without me saying a word about it,
you're a not a fully-fledged manager, I know that; and yes I realise it isn't really allowed, but I know I can trust you
.
So I had the password to his log-in, access to information on every member of staff at the supermarket. Not that I had much interest in anyone else, just Craig Shaw, a retired policeman some thirty-seven years older than me -- I'm twenty-two, which makes him fifty-nine. I'm on a fast-track managerial training scheme, post-graduate, while Craig stacks shelves and works one of the check-outs if we're swamped and there's a red-call. My status as a manager, albeit of the novice variety, means that company policy forbids any romantic liaison, unless we're married that is.
More information gleaned from various sources -- a snippet here, a question there -- is he left the force as an inspector, a detective I believe, the reason unknown. He's been married twice, divorced both times, no children from either union. He likes rugby and the occasional rum. I'm fairly certain he lives alone, but I'm not too sure about any lady friends he may have stashed away.
Former Detective Inspector Craig Shaw is a gorgeous-looking older man with salt-and-pepper hair he keeps short and neat, as though he's still a policeman. He has an intelligent air about him, with pale-blue eyes that make me melt between my legs when he happens to look my way.
I know it's probably a bit ... well ...
wrong
to fancy a man so much older than me, but I can't help it. I've always been what they might call a randy bitch. My pussy needs a lot of attention. She's constantly ravenous and it sometimes makes me blush when I think of all the cock I fed her during my university years.
My pussy snarled for a taste of him when I set eyes on the dapper Mister Shaw on my very first day at the shop. Since then I've masturbated a lot, doing my utmost maintain a professional detachment. At night I'd use my fingers and favourite dildo on myself, groaning and grunting as I fucked my cunt with that oversized lump of moulded latex. As I said before I'd sometimes crack and find myself some energetic thruster to help me along; which was sometimes very nice but never quite enough. I also made use of the toilets at work when things got so difficult I couldn't concentrate, rubbing my clit or fucking stiff fingers into my sloshing pussy, teasing myself to orgasm, teeth buried in the fleshy part of my hand in an effort to stifle the moans and wails that threatened to burst out of me.
I always pictured Craig Shaw somehow catching me with my skirt hanging on the hook at the back of the toilet door, legs wide with my fingers squelching around my slot. Just what the man would be doing nosing about in the ladies' loos I had no real idea; it just suited my masturbatory frenzy to have him find me.
Anyway, it's Christmas Eve and I can't stand it anymore. I've got the bottle of rum for him, the card as well. I'm hoping, and for that read "desperate", for him to be at home and alone. And of course I'm also hoping he'll invite me in and I can show him just how wrong everyone's perceptions of me are.
I know they're all fooled by the angelic face and long blonde hair to match my innocent features. I've done a good job of keeping my real persona hidden behind a demure faΓ§ade. I've worked hard for the chance at this career; I've got my eye on getting to the top of the tree, one of the high flyers, maybe CEO of some future company where the financial rewards come in millions of pounds.
But I'm worked up enough to take a punt on Craig Shaw despite the supermarket's frown.
I'm in the mood to let that inner slut out for the night. I want to suck cock and feel a man stuffed deep in my pussy. I'm so fucking randy, hot for Mister Shaw to plunder my pussy. He can fuck my arse as well if he wants. If it goes like I want it to I can let go with some potty-mouthed sewer talk as we fuck, the dirtier the better. I'm in such a raw state that I want it to be filthy-dirty-nasty.
I'm sodden by the time I get to his block.
My tummy flips and my pussy clenches in anticipation now the moment is on me.
Please-please-
please
let him be home. Please-please-
please
let him invite me in.
Please-please-
please
, God, make him want me so I can have my fill of man meat. I want to taste him, to spit on his cock-end and suck at his length so he groans and moans and tells me what a good slut I am. I want to feel his cock fill me, to have him squirt cum inside me. If he has a mind to I'll take the hot stuff all over me. I've had some men go mental when they see a cute girl like me drenched with semen. And I don't mind letting them.