During the first night I spent with Kim, after she fell asleep, I stayed awake for a while thinking about the last couple of days.
When Kim and I first met again when I was in Santa Fe on business and she was with her dad, I was amazed how grown up she seemed at 18. I hadn't seen her for several years, since we'd moved away when Kim was in her early teens. When her dad had to leave Santa Fe, Kim stayed on for an extended visit but I had no idea that our relationship would turn into such an intensely sexual one, even after the episode in the car when we were sightseeing.
I have to admit I was very surprised and mystified by the whole thing. While I felt that I would be attractive, at age 50, to a woman in her 40s or 50s, or perhaps someone in her 30s, I never imagined that I would be having wild sex with a teenager, particularly one that I used to consider as almost a daughter. While in some ways it felt wrong, like I was taking advantage of her, in actuality, the way it unfolded it almost seemed as if Kim had planned it all out. During our visit to the art museum, she persisted in returning to the subject of the eroticism of Georgia O'keffe's work, just as she kept returning the day by the pool to the book I was reading about sex researcher Alfred Kinsey. I know deep down that I could have stopped it but I simply didn't want to. Kim was very attractive and I loved fucking the hell out of her. As I've indicated earlier, since my wife was killed in an auto accident, my personal life and my sexual life had not been the most robust in the world and perhaps this was a re-beginning for me. But I have to admit that our age difference troubled me. I knew that it was too great for any kind of relationship beyond what we were having, and frankly, I was concerned about whether or not Kim could deal with that. And whether or not I could deal with it if it ended.
The surprising thing is that I was not concerned about keeping up with her sexually. Sure, she had tons of energy and at her age and state of sexuality, a vast need for sex. But, I was in the best shape of my life physically, and I'd always had a terrific amount of sexual stamina. Besides, I believe that eroticism and sexual performance is more mental and emotional than physical. And, I love sex. To please a woman, it isn't essential for the man (not that I could anyway of course) - or woman for that matter - to cum over and over in a short period of time - there are lots of ways of pleasing a woman. So, I knew that wouldn't be an issue. In any case, I was too tired to think about all of it too much. So I drifted off to sleep.
Sometime during the night, I stirred, my sleep disturbed not as much by any sense of being jostled as much as simply a feeling. I must have been very sound asleep because the feeling seemed to go on for some time. In dreamlike conditions, it is impossible to judge elapsed time. Nevertheless, I felt like I was floating, with a soft warm breeze flowing over me. It was a very pleasant feeling and I wanted to hold onto it. That feeling evolved into one of being in some sort of chamber, like a bathtub or something, with fluid washing over me. But the fluid didn't seem like water; it was thicker, more lubricative. I swear that in the dream or something like a dream, I thought I was in the womb; I felt warm, lubricated, massaged, enveloped. Then I became aware of a smell, and this was when I began to awaken. The smell was definitely that of an aroused woman. As we all know, a woman, particularly after she has been fucked, and cum has been injected into her pussy, upon re-arousal has a strong but very pleasant smell. To me, there's no other smell like it. I consider it to be the smell of animal-like lust and desire, of need, a smell that implies she is available, ready, and there for the taking. But, that seems too passive. The smell is really one that says, "I demand that you fuck my cunt."
I realized that the lubrication I was feeling, the sensation of being in the womb, was Kim with her mouth around my cock that had already gotten partially erect. She was not sucking it per se, simply massaging it with her mouth, caressing it as you would something very delicate. I could feel her hair on my legs. And the smell was from her pussy - she was astride me, with her legs parted and spread over my head and her head at my groin. After I got pretty much awake, through the dim light I could first see the outline of her body, and then after getting used to the light, I could make out something more. Her pussy was less than a foot away from my face. Without saying anything, I reached and gently, slowly began to caress her torso and back. She stirred and moaned but continued her activity. As my cock hardened she licked up and down the shaft and leaning forward, she kissed my balls and sucked each one into her mouth and pulled on it, and releasing it with a popping sound as her pussy-mouth moved back up the shaft, taking the head inside and then opening wide, taking even more inside her, while her hands either fondled my balls or massaged the saliva-covered shaft.
I caressed the smooth skin of her frontal torso. I moved from her hips, down her body, until I reached her hanging tits, big and soft as they draped down. As Kim continued to massage my now fully hard cock, I could feel her nipples scraping my lower stomach. I loosely cupped a breast in each hand, letting them move across my palms as she moved. Her nipples were hard so I took one between each thumb and forefinger and rolled them around, pinching them slightly; they felt like little pebbles in my fingers. But I had other things to think about, so reluctantly, I moved on.
I retraced my path towards her midsection. I ran my hands over her back and then down to her buttocks. By now, they were uncovered and I could see them above me, big but firm globes of flesh creased down the middle. I held a buttock in each hand and caressed both, pulling them slightly apart at times. They felt silken, firm and supple at the same time. I then wet my finger and rubbed it down the crack of her ass. Moaning, she took my dick deeper in her mouth and moved her ass in my hands. She was making little fucking motions with her hips. The smell of her hot, wet, needy cunt was intoxicating. I held her hips and brought them down to my waiting mouth. I put one hand lower around her hips, on each side of her pussy and pulled her legs apart and with her pussy lips spread, I stuck my tongue out as far as it would go. Just with the tip, I flicked it on her wet flesh. She wanted to lower herself further but I held her at the distance I wanted. My intention was to tease her, to titillate, so I let my tongue just graze her with each slight penetration. Alternatively, I moved my tongue to her asshole and flicked it, sometimes depositing a glob of saliva around it. He moaned more loudly and now was working my cock well with her mouth. It seemed like my entire shaft and balls were enveloped in her writhing flesh.
As our feverishness increased, I lowered Kim's hips until her open pussy was almost spread around my mouth. I occasionally licked the length of her, from her asshole to her clit, which I would then roll around inside my lips. With her mouth, she was just concentrating on the head of my cock, rotating around it, with her lips just below the ridge. I began to convulsively fuck her mouth, lifting my hips off the bed. She wasn't ready to be mouth-fucked deep yet though so she moved as I did, still focusing on the head. She also began to earnestly fuck her pussy onto my mouth. With me holding out my tongue, she took in inside her pussy, and sometimes when it was stuck deep inside her, she would rock and my lower lip felt her distended clit. I reached down to hold her head as I began to fuck it and slowly, inch my inch, she was able to take most of it in her mouth on each stroke. I felt her body began to shudder and with my tongue buried as deep as it would go, I felt the contractions of her pussy beginning. As I did, I pushed my cock as far inside her throat as I could get it and my cum started erupting, spurt after spurt flooding her hungry mouth. I held her hips down to my mouth and simply kept my tongue inside her as far as I could get it, with her rubbing it all around my mouth, her contractions continuing orgasm after orgasm. Finally, my cum was spent and her contractions subsided. She lowered her body so her torso was lying on mine in the inverted position. She kept my cock inside her cum-filled mouth until it softened. Then she turned and lying on top of me, right side up this time, we kissed deeply, sharing our genital body fluids. Other than moans and gasps, and the occasional sex words, we didn't talk during the whole episode.
This time we slept. I awakened around eight or so to hear the water running in the shower. I jumped up, expecting to joint Kim in the shower but at that point the water stopped. The suite we were in had two baths so I walked into the one Kim was in. She had just stepped out of the shower and was reaching for a towel.
I've never been obsessed with looks with women. While obviously if someone is grotesque - woman or man - that can be a turnoff, but within a fairly wide range of looks, I am pretty comfortable. I've been with gorgeous, fashion model-type women before and some were as passionate as a turnip. In other cases, I've been with women that had less than "ideal" body types and they were marvelously sexual and ardent in their lovemaking. But, having said that, I did have to admit that Kim almost took my breath away. She is medium height, around 5'6" or 7", and probably weighs no more than 105 - 110. She has medium length brown hair, blue eyes, and a nice wide smile. Her breasts are probably C cup, verging on a D I suppose, with nice large brown aureoles, and large, prominent nipples. Her breasts are firm but because of their size, they can't be termed perky by any means but certainly they don't sag either. Her stomach is flat for the most part, with just a slightly rounded lower stomach, evidencing a small amount of baby fat. Her legs are shapely and smooth. She doesn't shave or perhaps even trim her pubic area so it is covered with a nice thick layer of brown hair. When she turns a bit in profile, her tits jut out nicely but the thing that is so, so attractive is her ass. It is well shaped and firm, two big handfuls to hold onto when thrusting inside her.