I gave Stacy the access card to the room and said quietly to her,
"You go inside, I have a call to make."
She knew exactly what I was talking about and she looked at me for a second. Her eyes welled a little bit. I knew she wanted to say something, she opened her mouth a couple of times, each time stopping before a single word came out. Finally she just quietly replied.
"Ok."
I watched her walk away. As she got to the door, she glanced back at me. I could see the emotion in her eyes and I knew she felt torn right now.
The call did not go well, as would be expected. I spared my wife the detail that I had just spent the day enjoying every inch of a beautiful 18 year old, and simply said that I was having some problems and needed some time to gather my thoughts. The call went for close to 45 minutes getting very heated at points, we probably both said some things we didn't mean but finally she resigned herself to let me be alone for a bit.
I felt like a total piece of shit. I walked back to the room completely disgusted with myself. I had to knock to get in as Stacy had the card. When I rapped at the door, I was amazed as to how fast if flew open in Stacy practically leapt into my arms. She covered my face with fast kisses, blurting out between them,
"Oh god, Josh, I didn't think you'd come back."
I took her face gently in both hands and I kissed her deeply on the mouth. Her arms loosed the stranglehold around my neck and she just started to caress the back of my head. Our lips never left each otherβs as we slowly backed back into the room and closed the door behind us. The room was still dark except a light under the door of the bathroom. I broke our kiss, to look into her eyes. They reflected the small amount of light to me.
"I'll never ever leave you Stacy, unless you tell me to."
"I'll never tell you to."
We kissed again. This time with more abandon. Both of our hands began to travel around each otherβs bodies, but suddenly she broke our kiss.
"You know, I'm starving."
It had been completely lost on me that we both had gone all day without eating. I looked over at the clock that sat on the nightstand and it was a little after 9. It was a bit late, but the area we were in was fairly populous.
"Let's go get something." I offered.
She grabbed her purse and we left the room. As we walked towards the exit door, unconsciously, we both reached for the others hand. As they touched, we both paused to admire the irony. She grabbed mine tightly and we went to the car.
We found a place still open, it was a trendy chainy place with music just a little too loud and a bar in the center. I guess this would be our first real 'date'. I thought to myself with a slightly guilty grin on my face, 'at least I know I'll get lucky tonight.' We got our booth, and the restaurant part of the place was fairly empty now with a few other couples at the other booths and tables. Stacy had sat across from me, but suddenly got up and sat beside me. We nuzzled as we looked over the menu and our fingers just played with each other. Every now and again we'd give each other a light kiss. The exasperated waitress finally got an order out of us, as we were spending far more time nuzzling than deciding. We talked, actually talked; while we waited and learned that age difference aside we did have a remarkable amount of common interests.
Don't get me wrong, I of all people know that there was a certain level of afterglow going on here where we just see the person we've made love to as the most perfect person in the world. I've been around long enough to know that our post-coital personality filters would eventually fade. The thoughts began to creep into my head as she chatted on about graduating and her future and what she wanted to do. Did this have staying power or was this just blind lust being confused for deep love? She must have noticed the troubled look that came across my face because she stopped mid-sentence.
"What's wrong Josh?" I didn't hear it the first time.
"Josh?" She said much more quietly. It caught me then and I looked into her eyes. Her lip started to tremble a little as she started to wonder what was on my mind.
Seeing her lip, and the way her eyes melted when she saw my trouble knotted my heart. It was love, at least for now.
"I just love you so much Stacy."
Her face suddenly glowed with a huge toothy grin and she put her arms around my neck again and kissed me.
"I'll love you so much too baby, I was afraid you didn't."
The waitress quietly cleared her throat as she stood by us now and we separated so she could put our plates down. She walked away and Stacy ravenously attacked her meal. She ate with her right hand and her left came down and held my right tightly. She ate quietly for a while and then,
"Are we going to fuck again tonight?" She asked in a completely conversational tone.
I was sipping my drink and nearly spit it out. She grinned and giggled. I recovered fairly quickly.
"Of course we are." Even after the workout today, my cock once again began to stir.
She took another bite and continued.
"Are you going to eat me out again?" She looked at me with that sly grin of hers again that told me she was asking these questions for more than informational purposes. I decided to play along.