Sabrina could not decide if she was happy or disappointed about her three dates with Jerry. So far, he was respectful and reserved; not exactly what Heather had told her he would be. For two years, Heather had been the woman Jerry called for dates and companionship. Heather had to return to Minnesota to be with her family. At least for now, she was giving up stripping and being an occasional escort. Sabrina wondered why Jerry treated her differently than he treated Heather. She went over and over her conversations with Heather.
"Sabrina, I know how you and your son are struggling financially. I see you anguish over the collection calls on the debts your ex left you. Have you ever considered dating a generous older man?"
"You mean hooking? I could never do that."
"I'm not talking about hooking. I'm talking about being a companion to one nice guy who can afford your time and doesn't like to go places alone. We are both strippers, we know the score. You aren't a virgin, you aren't married and you have a kid to support."
"I don't think I could do that."
"Well think about it. It's OK to date guys with money, you know? You met Jerry at dinner a few months ago. He often needs a date for business functions; he is a good gentle man and a great lover. He will excite you, take you many places and push your sexual limits if you let him. When I leave, he will be looking for another girl."
Over the next weeks things got worse, so Sabrina called Heather, "Please tell Jerry that I would like to go to a business function or two with him. I don't think I can do the other."
For their three dates, Jerry was proud to show Sabrina off as his new beautiful tall longhaired brunette eye candy. He always met with her for an hour before each event and briefed her, even telling her a cute story or two to share during the night. She was already better with his contacts than Heather ever was. He voiced his approval, bought her outfits for the special evenings and gave her several hundred dollars after every date. He kissed her twice, even ventured a French kiss, once. He did not press. Sabrina did not feel cheap. She liked Jerry. He was strong, confident and successful. Sure he was thirty years older than her inexperienced twenty-four but even that was comfortable. She decided to talk more openly the next time they went out.
After a successful working dinner at a nightclub with his agent, his publisher and their wives, Sabrina suggested they stop for a late coffee about midnight on the way home.
"Jerry, Heather told me about your times together. You are different with me."
"I am not like the young, testosterone driven studs you have been with. I want you to enjoy your time with me. I have not felt you wanted to be any more than my date for special functions. When I have kissed you, you have held back. Your lips have been hard, your tongue stingy and your body stiff under my touch. I appreciate your beauty and the way you handle yourself. It helps my business. I will not force myself on you. I do find you very attractive and desirable. Your body has excited me several times - especially when I dance with you. I know you have noticed."
"You do get lumpy."
"See you did notice."
"Yes, but I don't want you to think of me as a prostitute."
His answer was stern, "You will never be a prostitute in my eyes or anyone else's. I will be traveling to Europe soon. It is so much more fun to travel with someone than to travel alone. Heather and I went out many times. We were not lovers until we went on a cruise to Hawaii together."
"I would feel funny doing that."
"That's ok. Before my wife died, we went on many trips. The trips weren't any different with Heather than with her. Both were friends that I enjoyed spending time with and occasionally had mutually satisfying sex with."
She was quiet.
"Sabrina, don't fret. I will offer. I will hope for a "Yes" but I will not be offended by a "No." I realize you have a young son. For most of the trips, you would have to arrange care for him. I know how difficult that is."
"So, you're not disappointed?"
"I'm OK. But I really want a good passionate kiss from you. We have had enough table dances with me to know how oral I am. I have enjoyed kissing and tasting your body more than once in the cubical at the bar."
The stripper named, "Desire," blushed. She would show her body and tease by putting her pussy's juice on her fingers and letting a customer taste them, but she was shy when such things were put into words outside the bar - strange, hard to understand, but real and beautiful.
When Jerry walked her to her door that evening, the light was on. Sabrina's mother was home and Sabrina worried that she might be watching.
He brought his hands up tenderly to caress her ears and neck. His hands were strong when they cupped her face and tilted her head in line with his. "Close your eyes my beautiful, Desire. Let me kiss your sweet, soft lips, Goodnight."
For the first time, it wasn't work; she wanted to give him what he wanted. It was just her lips that she surrendered but the gift was sincere. She had never relaxed, felt equal and freely given herself to a man. His warm lips touched hers. She felt him inhale, taking her breath and drawing it into his lungs. He felt no resistance from her. His tongue pushed tentatively and she sucked at it. There was not the rough demanding clumsy passion that she was used to. His smell and his taste filled her senses and she wanted more. He licked just inside her lips. She offered her tongue. He licked at it and sucked softly. She was not performing now. She enjoyed his tongue and was enjoying how he appreciated hers. Her body fought to resist but her clit started to push from under its hood, warmth spread between her legs and flushed across her breasts. Their kiss lasted and their bodies squirmed to touch more of the other. Jerry finally lifted his lips from hers and kissed each of Sabrina's closed eyes. She barely heard his words, "That was beautiful. Your lovely body plays mine easily."