I woke and instantly blushed, thinking of what had happened.
I didn't open my eyes, just laid there, enjoying the unfamiliar warmth and weight of someone else in bed.
When I felt him stir, and his hand brush my belly as he rolled up I left my eyes closed.
What have you done you crazy old woman?
part of me asked myself.
His fingers were lightly tracing the circle of my areola and I could feel it hardening, a sensation so delightful it bordered on pain.
Taking what is offered
, I told myself.
I started to open my eyes but his fingertips brushed my eyelids, closing them.
Instead, I just made a soft humming sound, "mmmmmmmmm."
This is crazy, you have to know that
, my strict aunt said in my mind.
His hand had traced down my belly, finding my thighs and stroking them.
I parted my legs, offering myself.
YOU CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN
, she yelled into my mind.
His mouth was a delicate moth, covering my face with kisses, my forehead, and my eyelids, as I felt him moving around, his knees between mine as I opened my legs farther, my heels finding the backs of his thighs, more than offering, encouraging him.
STOP THIS YOU SLUT!
, my conscience was screaming in a voice I now recognized as my long-dead Aunt Rita.
But I ignored her and when he entered me I hissed, "yessssssssssssssssssssssssss."
I opened my eyes and screamed.
Well, I tried to scream.
He covered my mouth with his and inhaled, taking my scream into himself.
It wasn't David.
It was Roger, one of my other boarders.
He kept my mouth covered with his until I relaxed just a little.
Then he lifted himself and grinned down at me, a wonderful boyish grin I had thought to myself many times must be well-practiced in the mirror.
"None of us are rapists Jean," he said, "I'll stop if you want me to."
Neither of us moved for a few seconds.
I was, well, "processing" is the word I remembered from some silly article read in some magazine.
I smiled then and said, "am I to be the house slut then?"
He surprised me by laughing gently and kissing me again, a kiss I returned.
"No Jean," he said, smiling, not flashing The Grin but a real smile, "we want you to be the house
wife
."
The way he said it it was clearly two words, "house wife," not "housewife."
"What," I started, and then became aware of how ridiculous it was, to be having a conversation while he was inside of me.
"No," I said then, helpless to stop the smile that spread across my face, "talk later, now make love to me."
There was The Grin.
"Say please," he said.
"Oh my Gawd," I said, trying to imitate the tones I heard from time to time from the college girls at a restaurant or in Walmart, "did you guys rehearse this."
He grinned again, holding perfectly still, and said, "Actually, yes, now say please."
And now I grinned.
"Please," I said, throwing my arms around him, wrapping my legs around him, and thrusting my hips to take him deeper inside of me.
"Good girl," he said making me giggle and wonder how long it had been since I had been called a girl.