Hit and Run
Author's Note: I've plugged away at this one for months and finally finished it. I hope you enjoy it.
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"Todd! Let's go! You don't want to be late for the first day of school!"
Her seven-year old son came flying down the stairs and said, "Or for your first day of work, right Mom?"
She wanted to tell him not to go down the stairs like that, but he looked so cute in his new glasses and school clothes she let it go.
"Right. That would not be good for either one of us, would it?" she said to her son as she handed him a brown paper bag.
Suzanne Odd, 'odd' only by virtue of having married one Melvin Odd some ten years ago, was so stressed out it was all she could do to hold it together. As usual, her cheating ex was late with child support, and it would be two weeks from today before she got a first paycheck, and as usual, her bank balance was at zero.
But she was just happy to have found a job and couldn't wait to get started. The pay was decent, but almost as important to her, she needed something to do to keep her busy and take her mind off of the never-ending stresses in her life.
One of those stressors was getting her name changed back to Rivers, but she desperately wanted to be able to change Todd's name, too, but his father wouldn't allow it. He was a sweet little boy, but boys weren't all sweet. Some of them were merciless in their teasing, and with a last name like Odd, her son had been known as either "Oddball" or "Odd Todd" since Kindergarten. Making matters worse, he needed braces, and between that and the glasses he wore, he was a prime target for bullying. Without a dad at home it made for a lot of days when her son was clearly upset by it all, and the times she'd tried to intervene had only made it worse.
Now, here they were, in a new town starting at a new school and a new job, respectively. Suzanne had high hopes that their situation would also change, and while she knew many people had it far worse, there only seemed to be one direction in which their situation could go. Up.
"Okay, when we get to school I'll run in and drop off the emergency contact list."
She saw her son look up at her and immediately knew why.
"Don't worry. I'm not going to walk you to class, okay?"
He smiled and told her, "Thanks, Mom!"
As they got in the car she felt overwhelmed; too overwhelmed to think about things like hope or an improving situation whether it be financially or just with regard to Todd not being teased so much. But she also felt hopeful, and with that they headed out to start their new lives.
Suzanne had driven around Medford in the beautiful state of Oregon quite a few times already but still didn't really know the town. With a population just under 90,000 it wasn't exactly a small town, but it was still small enough not to have a big city vibe, and that was one of the things she loved about it. That and the weather.
That, and her other worries only added to the stress as she tried to make sure she was in the correct lane before each turn. Traffic was heavy but manageable at 7:35 in the morning, and as she merged into the right lane she took a long, slow, deep breath and exhaled. She made the move without issue and put on her right turn signal as she slowed down from 35 to about 15 miles per hour.
"Mom! Guess what?" Todd asked from the back seat just as she started the turn.
For the briefest of moments she glanced at him in the mirror. When she looked back at the road, panic welled up inside of her and her instincts took over. Suzanne jammed on the brakes causing a loud screech as Todd's shoulder harness locked out. The car rapidly slowed down but not rapidly enough to avoid hitting a runner who had darted across the street.
She not only hadn't seen him, she was totally unaware that he was in a crosswalk when she hit him. Instinct continued working as she jammed the transmission into park, flung the door open and ran around to the front of her car.
"Oh, my God, oh, my God, oh, my God! Are you okay?" she asked of the younger man who'd sat up and had his head hung between his legs.
"I...I think so," she heard him say as he slowly raised his head to look at her.
"I am SO sorry. I...I didn't see, and I...."
"It's okay," he told her as he went to stand up.
His legs were a little wobbly, and they nearly buckled when he put his weight on them. Suzanne grabbed his arm and steadied him, apologizing again as she did and asking one more time if he was okay.
Before he could answer, a horn honked and then so did another. She looked back and saw what looked like 20 cars waiting to turn right.
The runner, who was wearing just shorts and a tee shirt with his running shoes, said, "You uh, you need to move out of the way, ma'am."
"But I...are you sure you're okay? Do you need a ride to the hospital?" she asked, now feeling like she was going to vomit.
"I...I don't think so, but could you maybe take me to the end of this street?" he asked as he gingerly limped toward the passenger door.
"Yes. Yes, of course," she said as she watched him get in, her hands covering her mouth to hide the horror she was feeling.
"Hey, Lady! Move your ass, would ya?" someone hollered.
"Sorry!" she yelled back as she hurried to her own door and got back in.
She went to put the car in gear but stopped on 'N' before hitting the gas. The engine revved but the car didn't move.
"You're in neutral," the jogger calmly told her.
"Oh. Jeez. Right," she said as her shaky hand pulled the gearshift down another notch.
Her new passenger looked over and saw that she was either in shock or close to it.
"Ma'am? Why don't you pull in over here," he suggested as he pointed to a gas station.
"You look like you could use some time to um...settle down...a bit."
Too frazzled to think, Suzanne did as she was told and pulled into the gas station but stopped in front of a pump.
"Maybe pull up there?" the younger man suggested, now pointing to an empty parking spot near the door.
When she finally got the car parked he asked if she was okay.
"Yeah, Mom. Are you okay?" Todd asked, too, suddenly worried about his mother.
"I...I don't...no."
Todd thought she'd said, "I don't know," but the 20-something year old man knew she meant 'no' as in, "No, I am not okay."
"Ma'am?" he said rather quietly as he reached over and gently put his hand on her forearm.
He then said, "I'm okay. Really. But I'm worried that maybe you aren't. Can I possibly help?"
The immediate, acute stress she was feeling, added to the longterm stress she'd been under for months, was the straw that broke the camel's back. She went straight from tearing up to sobbing uncontrollably at light speed.
"Mom? What's wrong?" Todd asked as he clicked off his seat belt and moved closer to his mother.
Unable to speak his mom just shook her head, which was lowered onto the steering wheel, and continued heaving sobs.
"Do you know what's wrong with my mom?" Todd asked the man he didn't even know.
"Not for sure, buddy, but I have a pretty good idea it's stress related. Maybe you could give her a hug?"
The boy slid between the front seats and found a way to do that. His mom tried to put an arm around him, too, as she continued wailing, and at that point Todd got scared.
"Should we take her to the doctor?" Todd asked.
Finding the strength to say a few words, Suzanne got out, "No. We need to take him to the doctor. Not me."
There was pauses between the words as she couldn't quite get them all at once.
The man who looked to be about 20 years older than Todd said, "I'm okay, buddy. And your mom will be, too. She just needs to time to recover. That's all."