Oh God, there she is again
, James thought excitedly as he looked out the window. He was sitting in his room on the first floor which gave him a perfect view of his neighbour's front yard – a perfect view of his most secret dreams. Down there, in her own yard, Mrs. Cinder stripped off her clothes and lay down on a blanket, wearing only a red and white bikini.
Watching her huge, well-formed breasts, only hidden by the flimsy bikini-top and the rounded curves of her hips, James felt the familiar sensation in his shorts. He eagerly released his stiff cock and began rubbing it.
"Mrs. Cinder. Mrs. Cinder! You sexy little slut!" he moaned over and over "some day I'll have you!" He didn't even know her first name, nor did he care. Watching the woman of all his sexual fantasies, almost naked – and fantasising about the parts of her that wasn't - he quickly shot his load into his hand.
Having orgasm, he quickly came down to earth again, though he knew he wouldn't stop thinking about her until she went back in again. Or at least put on some more clothes. She had become an obsession for him, but one he hoped to conquer – in more ways than one.
Almost a year ago, about the same time as Mrs. Cinder moved in next door to his mother and him, James had discovered an ancient tome and in it an old recipe for a love-mixture. James was exceptional bright and a combination of him studying the old formulas for hours on end, his knowledge of how to operate the internet and blind luck, he finally had the mixture figured out. Or at least he thought so. Yesterday, he had broken into her home – the first time he wilfully committed a crime worse than downloading illegally off the net – and plucked a couple of Mrs. Cinder's long, dark-red hairs from her brush. He had added it to his secret elixir that was now almost complete.
"Semen wasted in longing hours" he quoted to himself from the formula, as he scraped some of his sticky white juice into the glass that held all the other ingredients. The potion turned first milky white and then as clear as glass. It was finally finished. It had taken months to gather all the ingredients – some of them he had had to have imported from strange countries, some were rather expensive.
He had already planned how to give it to her. If it worked, it shouldn't have any taste at all (he didn't really feel like trying to taste it, aside from the danger of turning into the self-loving Narcissus, it had his
sperm
in it. And also some other things that he preferred not to think about) and it should be mixable with anything. So he'd screw up his courage and go offer her some lemonade – an innocent task to anyone but James who under normal conditions felt so awkward and uncomfortable around women. This time it wouldn't even be normal conditions, he was trying to drug his sexiest fantasy.
He was almost shaking as he mixed the lemonade and added the mixture. He kept going over and over what he was to say to her. He assumed she'd accept it if he didn't mess it all up – social customs dictates that one drinks what is offered after all. He added some ice cubes to the mix and a slice of lemon, to make it more inviting.
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"Mrs. Cider?" He asked loudly as he opened the low fence-gate, carrying the fateful lemonade. She was still lying in the sun, working on her tan – which to James was already perfect. She had a light-brown skin-tone that made her red hair look darker.
As she heard James come through she opened her eyes and fixed them on him but she remained unmoving, not caring that he saw her in this undressed state. Though she had a towel, she didn't cover herself. At age 35, Andrea Cinder was still proud of her body.
"My-my mom sent me over with some lemonade," he said, silently cursing himself for stuttering. He fought to keep his eyes on hers and not to let them wander.
Soon
, he told himself,
soon she'll be throwing herself at you
.
"Did she now," she said with a patronising smile. He knew what she was thinking, a nineteen year old guy that ran silly little errands for his mother.
It's worth it
, he told himself.
She wasted a smile for him and accepted a glass. That smile made his heart beat faster though he knew it was more for his mother who – Mrs. Cinder believed – had sent him.
Soon you'll smile for me!
he thought jealously.
"You don't want some yourself," she asked, curious and took a sip. "It's good."
"No thanks," he said with a smile, "I don't like the stuff myself. But enjoy…" With that he put the pitcher down and left with his heart racing. The die had been cast...
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"Jaaaames!" his mother hollered from the kitchen. It had been more than 24 hours since he had given Mrs. Sanders the mixture, 24 hours of changing between nervous hope and destroying despair. One minute he thought she would come over and beg him for a kiss, the next he was certain she had found out and was calling the cops on him.
"What?" he shouted from the door to his room.
"Phone. It's Cinders. She wants to talk to you." The moment of truth had finally arrived. He went and picked up the phone.
"This is James," he said but at first there was no answer. He could hear someone breathing though.
"Are you there, Mrs. Cinders?"
"Yes, yes," she breathed into the phone. "I'm here. I ehm… I was won-wondering if… ehh…," she stuttered before rushing out, "if-you-could-come-look-at-my-computer."