It was my senior year in high school and I had been dating Pam most of the year. We were both old for our grade as I turned 18 before the school year and she turned 18 a month after school started. I was in Cross Country and was rated one of the top runners in state based upon my strong Jr. year. However, my passion was not there and I quit cross country and decided to go out for the school play. This was where I met Pam.
Pam perused me. I was always shy around girls. I had given her a ride home one night and we had a nice visit. The next day she showed up at my house with some of her friends saying she forgot her purse in my car. Looking in the car it was nowhere to be found. Only later to find out she said that as an excuse to see me.
It wasn't long and we were an item. I was very inexperienced with woman. I had only kissed a girl once before Pam. Pam was very animate that we would not have sex because her older sister got pregnant before she got married and her parents shunned her from the family. I was okay with this as we took care of our needs in many different ways.
It was a Friday night Dan and Sandy were having a party at Dan's house. We were the first to arrive. Dan and Sandy decided to go upstairs and have a quickie before the other guest arrived. Pam looked at me and said, "I think we should take advantage of this time too. Do you still have that rubber you have been caring around in your wallet for the last 4 months?"
I smiled and said, "Yes I do." I took out my wallet and produced the condom that had now made a nice round circle in my wallet.
We went to a back room and started to make out on the floor. It wasn't long before we had our pants off and I was trying to figure out how to put a condom on my cock. With a little work I finally got it on. She helped guide me towards her wet awaiting pussy.
With one big push I was deep inside her. I saw her eyes go wide and could tell she was in pain.
"Hello, anybody here?" We heard as other couples had arrived.
We quickly got up and grabbed our clothes and headed towards the bathroom. Pam beat me to the bathroom as my pants were around my ankles and I could only take quick short steps. When she got into the bathroom she shut the door and locked it. Leaving me standing in the hallway half naked.
On my right was a curtain the separated the hallway from the furnace room. I jumped into the furnace room just before they came around the corner avoiding being caught.
I grabbed ahold of the condom and pulled it off with a quick hard pull. I had to stifle my scream as I pulled about 10 pubic hairs out with it. I threw the condom behind the furnace and quickly got dressed and went out to join our friends.
Pam joined us shortly. She whispered, "I think you forced my period to start. There was blood." We were both naΓ―ve as we didn't know that breaking the hymen could cause bleeding.
The party went on and I took Pam home and dropped her off. The next morning I get a call from Pam saying, "We need to talk." I drove to her house nervous thinking she was pregnant.
When I got there she got in my car and told me about how after I dropped her off a friend of mine had stopped by and told her how he was in love with her and that I was going to break up with her.
I told her eventually we would need to break up. I still had college and a career to start before I would consider getting married. We broke that day. We got back together for a short time so we could go to Prom together then broke up a few weeks later.
I heard through the grape vine Pam got pregnant in college and married the guy. I saw her at a few class reunions but we didn't really talk much.
Fast forward 30 years. Pam and I connected on social media. She had heard my wife had died. She told me about she lost her husband the day she divorced him. She said, "We should get together some time. There are things I have always wanted to ask you."
Pam was going to be in my area next week and agreed to meet at her hotel bar/restaurant for drinks and appetizers.
By looking at her pictures on social media she hadn't changed much since high school. I could see she had gained a few pounds and had a few wrinkles. As for me I had changed a lot. In high school my main sport was wrestling. I was always on a diet. I graduated weighing 119 lbs. at 5' 9" Now I am 205 lbs. and 5' 10".
After work I met Pam at the bar. She already got us a booth. I reached to shake her hand and she said, "I think we are beyond shaking hands." With that she gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
We sat and had drinks and talked about family and jobs. She had remarried 4 years after her husband had died and had two children with her new husband. She loved her job because she got to travel and occasionally her travels brought her to where her children have moved too.
Then came the big question. "So, I have wanted to know for so long. Why did you break up with me right after our first time trying sex?" She asked.
"Pam, we were young. At one time you talked of marriage. That scared me. Heck we were only 18 at the time. We both had a lot of life to explore before we settled down. Now I want to ask you a question. How come you locked me out of the bathroom when we tried having sex?"
We both laughed. I told her what happened afterwards with trying to take off the condom. That brought another big laugh.
Pam, got quite for a bit. Then said, "I wanted you so bad. I wanted our first time to be special. It turned into a disaster. I have relived that moment so many times in my head. Brian, I want another chance to make that time special."
"Pam, you are married. Are you getting divorced?" I asked.
"No I am not getting divorced. I don't plan on getting divorced. I just want a second chance to finish what we started." With that she leaned into me and kissed me gently on the lips. I responded with kissing her back. It turned into a good 30 second kiss.
When we broke our kiss I could see a few people watching us. "Let's go to your room." I said as I put a $50 dollar bill on the table to cover our bill.
We held hands as we walked to the elevator. We held hands on the elevator and down the hall to her room. She opened the door to the room and as soon as she closed the door we started to kiss.
The kisses went to deep passionate kisses quickly. My hands were all over her body. I hand my hands on her ass and I pulled her body in tight against me so she could feel how hard she was making me.
I slid my hand off from her ass and slid it up her shirt. I could feel her hard nipples under her bra. She always got really hard nipples when we were young. I loved that about her.
While we kissed and I felt her breasts we slowly worked our way into the bedroom area. I lifted her shirt up and over her head and tossed it onto a chair near us. She had on a shear bra. Her breasts looked the same. Dark brown hard nipples and C cup. I couldn't wait to get my mouth on her nipples. I kissed her again and with one hand was able to unhook her bra.
Pam giggled. "You still have that skill."
Her bra straps slid off her shoulders then her bra fell to the floor. Cupping her breasts I rolled her nipples between my fingers making her moan softly.
I then lowered my head and gently licked her right nipple in a circular motion and then gradually taking it into my mouth.
"Mmmmmm that feels so good. Make love to me Brian. Pretend this is our first time." She said.