Author's Note: All characters are twenty-one or older.
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Michelle sat on the couch in front of the white-cloaked window in her living room, reading an old beat up copy of Stephen King's "The Stand" by a bright white lamp that stood by the arm of the couch. She had been reading since twelve and was about to close the book when she heard the front door unlock. She looked in that direction and when it opened her son came in. He was dressed in a blue jersey, white basketball shorts, black sneakers, and as soon as he turned around, she saw that he had on the saddest face she could ever imagine.
Sitting up a little, concern overtaking her, she asked, "Jamie?"
No answer.
"Jamie? Is everything all right?"
"What?" he said, looking up at her with an expression that told her he had forgotten she even lived with him.
"What's wrong, sweetie?" she said, forgetting to put the Game of Thrones bookmark she had placed on the arm of the chair back in the book and dropping the book on the seat next to her. "Is everything okay?"
"YeahβI mean, not really...I don't know."
"What's going on?" she said, standing up.
He shook his head lightly, hung it down low, but didn't say anything.
"Jamie." She walked over to him, her double D tits and fat bubble butt bouncing with each step. "Tell me, baby," she said, putting one arm on his shoulder and the other on the side of his face. "What's wrong?" She could feel his cheeks warm up as she waited for him to answer and wondered if it had anything to do with his love life. She hoped not, of course. Those conversations were always so uncomfortable and she'd rather her husband deal with those, but if she had no other choice, then she would have to at least let him start the conversation. It was just easier that way.
"It's Daniel."
Her heart exploded with relief. Good, she thought. Then it's not about love...Or was it? Is he about to come out the closet? Oh, god, I hope not! It wasn't that she was homophobic in anyway. She always believed that everyone had the right to be who they were born to be (no matter what), but the people around these parts weren't so cool with that sort of thing, so there would be problems regardless of how she felt, and she didn't want him to have to go through them.
"Daniel?' she said. "What about Daniel?" Oh, god, she thought. Please tell me he's not gay!
"It's nothing crazy," he said. "I mean, it is...or it's not. But it's...it just hurts, you know?"
"Okay," she said. Damn it, she thought. Here we go. The closet door is opening. Prepare for trouble.
"I've tried again and again to talk it over with him and he still just ignores me. It's like he doesn't even care that he doesn't care, you know what I mean?"
"Honey, what the hell are you talking about?" she said, frustration growing rapidly in her voice. It was like waiting for the judge to call your name for jury duty. It was taking too long. Just come out with it already. I want to hear it.
"Daniel, Mom!" Jamie said. "I'm talking about Daniel. He's not talking to me anymore. We haven't talked in weeks. I've been trying to get him to talk to me so we can make up, but he just keeps ignoring all my calls. And when I went to his house today he didn't answer the door, but I knew he was there because I could see his garage in the car-I mean, his car in the garage. He thinks I'm stupid or something."
"But what happened that you guys aren't speaking to each other anymore?" Michelle said, confused. She took her hands off of her son and placed them on her thin, model-like hips, wondering if he was still coming out of the closet or if there was no closet to begin with.
"I don't know," he said. "I mean, I do know, but it's a long story and I don't feel like going into it."
"Well, I do, so spill it! Come on. I have all day. Your father's not coming home this weekend and I can always order takeout if it gets too late to cook."
"All right, then," he said. "But I warned you. You see, it all started on a bright sunny August day back in nineteen-ninety-two. Dad had just come home from work when he got a phone call that you were in the hospitalβ"
"All right, all right, smart ass," Michelle said, a smile growing on her face. "I get the joke. Ha! Ha! Now tell me the real story."
"That is the real story. I was born on that day."
"I know. I mean, the story of how you and Daniel stopped talking to each other. Come on. Fast forward to two weeks ago."
"Don't you mean rewind to two weeks ago."
"Whatever, Jamie, you know what I mean," she said, her smiling growing bigger. "Come on. Get to it. Or I'll have to beat it out of you."
"You wouldn't dare!"
"Try me."
The best thing about their relationship, to Michelle, anyway, was the fact that they could talk to each other in this way and still respect each other as mother and son without it getting too out of hand. Most parents, as soon as they have children, become cold, heartless dictators who would never care for their children enough to allow them to have some of what America calls Freedom, but not Michelle. As soon as she had Jamie, she made a promise to herself that she would be one of those cool moms you always see on corny teen soap operas on week nights. Her husband may have not been on board with it in the beginning, but fuck him! She did it anyway and it turned out just fine.
"Okay. Here it goes. Me and Daniel were in the park walking around like we always do when we're board when I told him that I really liked that girl Jessica."
"The one that works down in Mason's?" Relief filled her veins. He wasn't gay. Thank god, she thought.
"Yeah. That one. But I didn't know that he also liked her as well, so I just kept rambling on about how much I liked her and all that stuff, when he started getting mad and told me to stop talking about her like that."
"Stop talking about her like what?" Michelle asked.
"You know..."