Her Education:
Chapter Three
The Student
It had been a week since I had met my teacher.
We had messaged every night since. He was controlling my orgasms. He had not let me cum the last three nights we had played, and with my new routine of a morning edge I was feeling needy and super sensitive down there.
And tonight would be our first in-personal date. Tonight he was going to claim me.
The cab was outside. I put on my shapeless, full length quilted coat over my carefully chosen outfit; thankfully it was a cool enough September evening for it not to look out of place, then took a deep breath and went out to the waiting cab.
My mind raced throughout the drive. Could the driver tell? He was around my age and glanced at me in the rear view mirror, checking me out. I blushed. Could he sense my arousal? Did I look different? It felt impossible that someone would not notice. Good Girls did not cross town dressed for sex. Dressed to be fucked by a man they met on the internet. To begin their sexual education. Fuck. I was shaking and we were only halfway there.
I typed the message out.
Sorry. I thought i could do this but i can't. This isn't me. You haven't done anything wrong. I just can't. Sorry for mucking you around.
Then deleted it. And typed another, most of the same words in a different order.
I asked the driver to drop me at the metro station near his house. I looked at the departure boards to see how long I had to wait for my train back. I wasn't really going to do this. But my phone was in my hand and checking the map as I walked towards his house.
And now I was at his door and was ringing the doorbell and he is opening it and fuck he's hot.
"Hi."
"Hi."
He gives me a big smile and I begin to relax a little.
"I wasn't sure if you'd show. I mean the texting was hot but... you know."
"Yeah. I wasn't sure if I would go through with it until I was knocking on your door." I gave a nervous laugh. "Have you ever been stood up before?"
"Of course. I ask a lot. And it's no big deal. We'll it's disappointing of course. And a bit of a blow to the ego," He gave a laugh that sounded real and I relaxed a little more, "But hey, it's all part of the game."
He fixed us both a drink, opening the bottle and pouring my glass in front of me for reassurance and we talked about nothing for a few minutes, moving from the kitchen to his living room where he sat on an armchair while I circled, part waiting to be invited to sit, part wanting to nosy around the room to see if there were clues to the man behind his cool, commanding persona.
He had presence, and the ability to remain quiet when most men would fill the silence with nervous chatter.
He was so different from the boys I usually dated he could have been from a different species. Where they were ingratiating he was direct, while still remaining polite, like it was normal to discuss on a first date how often he would allow me an orgasm.
His gentlemanliness was as refreshing as it was unnerving. He never sent me a dick pic, not yet asked for a nood, never even glanced at his phone on our date.
But he told me casually how he would play with my ass and train it to take a cock as part of my education even though he wasn't big on anal ("bit messy to be honest and I'm big enough that I don't usually crave a tighter hole" in his words).
His salt and pepper hair was worn slightly longer than most his age. His eyes had transfixed me when we met. Deep and blue and calm like the sea after a storm they seemed to look through my exterior and see into my soul. But I could sense he worked hard to make me feel safe, and despite everything I felt more at ease with him than I did with all those nice boys i'd dated.
We hadn't discussed what
he
would wear for our tryst but he clearly had considered it. Or maybe a check wool tailored jacket, crisp pale blue shirt and grey trousers were just his work outfit. Either way it was a look that would complement my outfit well, especially for what we had discussed.
"The door is locked but the key is in the lock. You can leave at any point. You have the postcode if you want to call a cab."
"Safewords. Listen carefully. We will operate in a simple traffic light system, Green, Amber, Red. Green you're comfortable. Amber it's getting a bit much and you need me to ease off a bit. Red is too much and I will stop immediately. I will occasionally check in but I need you to speak up when you feel we are moving into amber. This is not about seeing how much you can take. Using safewords is not a failure, it's an important part of play and building trust."
"Look at me Kitten. Do you understand?"
"Yes Sir"
"Have you been edging as instructed?
I nodded but he knew from our messages that I had been.
"Every morning before you get up and at least once in the evening?"
"Yes Sir. Every day. I have followed your instructions carefully."
"How does your edging regime make you feel? It's not for everyone."
"Different. Not what I was expecting. I'm not a total mess if that is what you're asking, although it has only been a week and you've allowed me a couple of orgasms. It might be different if you deny me.
But it's good, it gives me a constant buzz. Like I can forget it if I'm concentrating on something but it's always there. My body feels much more sensitive too. I'm more aware of how my clothes feel on my body. I find myself choosing to wear more tactile fabrics next to my skin. Not just down there, everywhere. And I... I"
I stuttered and felt the colour flood my cheeks, " I touch myself much more during the day. I nip to the ladies at work for a little rub... and I've been tugging at my panties at my desk just to give my kitty some extra stimulation. I didn't even realise I was doing it at first. Like I'll be on a boring conference call and just tugging at my panties."
My face was crimson but he was impassive, nodding, considering my answer.
"Good. So we'll continue with that. I might slowly reduce the frequency of your orgasms but if it gets too much for you I need to know. Do you understand?"
"Yes Sir." I stared at my feet, feeling like a naughty schoolgirl in front of the headmaster.
"Have you been practising taking the toy I bought you in your throat? Testing your gag reflex?"
"Yes but it only arrived a couple of days ago so I've not had much chance to practice. I'm not very good yet, I can't even take half of it without gagging but I am trying".
He was silent, waiting for me to say more.
"I had a good long session with it last night as I edged and played with my nipples. I got really drooly. I think it was the sluttiest I've ever felt in my life Sir. Humping my childhood stuffie and training my throat to a much older man's instructions. Imagining you were in the room, directing me".
He knew all this already. Just like in our first date he was making me say it out loud and to his face to make me feel submissive, feel like his student. And it was working. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into Subspace, a state I had only previously managed to get into alone, after playing for a long time.
I felt light and heady, a bit like I had a couple of glasses of wine but with all my senses heightened and more alert rather than dulled. Relaxed but not sleepy.
I felt
Owned