Rogers story
It had been a pretty light sleep, more a doze actually.
I woke to the sound of her, well "muttering" is as good a word as any. I could make out the occasional word. "Crazy," came through a couple of times. "Yes," and then "no."
I felt the change in her breathing and knew she was waking up but I didn't move. I was kind of fascinated. It was like she was talking in two voices, one was strong, one was kind of defensive.
"Who's winning?" I asked, snuggling against her, erect, enjoying the feeling of her hard body against me.
She yelled a little and then giggled softly.
"Just a crazy old woman, honey," she said.
"Soooooooo," I said, my hand finding her breast, lifting it gently, touching her nipple, where it was hard on the cone of her areola. I traced the distinct love bumps with my fingertip and felt her squirm a little against me.
"So," I said softly, nuzzling her neck, "what were you arguing about?"
"Nothing, honey," she said, squirming under my hands, "just being silly."
"It sounded pretty serious to me," I said, nipping gently at the soft skin between her neck and shoulder, "tell uncle Roger."
She turned, quick as an otter, and kissed me, hard. It was a good kiss. It was a goddam good kiss. She put her whole body into it. She was arching against me, and her fingers entwined in my hair, her hips were rocking against my erection, the coarse pubic hair a bit scratchy.
It was an EXCELLENT kiss.
But like all kisses, it ended and I was curious.
"What were you arguing about?" I asked again.
"Nothing," she said again.
"You're a terrible liar," I said, smiling and kissing her again, "what were you arguing about?"
She held my eyes, and I saw hers start to brim over.
"Did you mean it?" she asked.
I knew what she meant but I asked, "mean what?"
"Did you mean what you said?" she asked.
"What I said?" I replied.
And she was suddenly angry. I could see it in her eyes. She was hurt too, but mostly angry as she reared back and hit me with a closed fist, on the shoulder.
And she was crying, real, deep, soul-wracking crying, sobbing actually.
"Please don't tease me about this Roger," she said, and she drew a deep, sort of bubbly, shuddering breath, "please."
She took a very deep breath, like she was a free diver getting ready to go after pearls, and said, "you said you loved me, did you mean it?"
I kissed her, a tear salty and snot slick kiss, a good kiss, a deep kiss, and my tongue traced her lips, enjoying her tastes.
"Yes," I said, and kissed her as she started bawling again.
Her fingers were in my hair and she pulled hard, pulling me away.
"Say it," she said, the thick mucus-laden saliva of a crying woman making strings between her lips as she spoke, "please, Roger, say it."
"I love you," I said, and I meant it. I didn't understand it. I goddam sure hadn't planned it. But there it was.
I started covering her face with kisses and saying it over and over.
She was bawling and saying it back.
I've often said good sex is usually messy but never dirty, and this was messy.
The kisses were snot slick and tear salty and delicious. I meant it every time I said it, and I said "I love you," dozens of times as I covered her face with those tiny kisses.
I rolled her over and straddled her, not stopping my rain of kisses, until I had her pretty well captured and then I started kissing my way down her body. At her neck I kissed and sucked very gently, not wanting to give her a hickey or anything silly. That soft little pouch of skin under her chin was fair game, though, and I sucked on it hard, deliberately marking her. I took my time with her breasts, enjoying the way her nipples got hard and her hips rocked. She cried out very softly, I don't think she even realized she had done it, when I lifted her breast to kiss the tender skin at the bottom where it usually lay against her rib cage.
I felt sudden tension in her body, not excitement, nervousness, as I kissed my way down her ribs, the ridge where her ribs met the softer skin of her belly, and the lines of her abdominal muscles, distinct on her skinny body. She writhed and squealed as I probed her belly button with my tongue and then shrieked as I blew a raspberry.
As I kissed my way downward, finding the roundness of her mons and kissing softly, brushing that wiry hair with my lips, she said, very breathless, "Roger, you don't have to do that."
I bent my neck to look up and meet her eyes.
"I'll stop if you tell me to," I said, smiling.
She took a deep breath, but she didn't say "stop."
So I kissed those full lips, oddly plump, gently, lightly, my tongue brushing.
Her womanscent was powerful and I inhaled deeply.
I felt her entire body shudder when I used my fingertips to part those full lips, gently, seeing those delicate pink folds, shiny with her excitement. When I kissed the taste was salty and slightly oily and absolutely delicious. I used my thumbs to gently lift her clitoral hood and played with her clitoris, a tiny pink hard button, with my tongue.
I heard her soft moan and tasted her excitement.
"Help me," I said, pushing her knees up until they almost touched her breasts and then guiding her hands until she was holding herself in that position, her legs spread as wide as it is possible for a woman to spread them.