Giving in to Temptation; How I lost my virginity to an old man
I am a 19 year old nursing student in my third year of college. I live in an apartment, far away from home. I have a stable, happy relationship with my family and I am an active member in our church. I can't say I'm skinny because I have an ass that kinda sticks out and my breasts are above average.
I just want to confess that I'm not a good girl at all. I masturbate a lot, and no one knows I'm not a virgin anymore.
I walk to school every day. Every day I would pass by this crazy, homeless old man. He lives in between buildings in a cardboard box home next to a huge trash bin. He stinks like he hasn't showered in a long time and he has unkempt hair. He would smile a toothy grin at me every time and I would just avoid him.
I thought nothing of him until one night.
I got back to my apartment one night after a five-day camping activity hosted by our church. I haven't been able to let out some steam so I rushed to the bedroom, opened my laptop and searched for porn. An ad for a porn site popped up. It showed old men penetrating young girls around my age. I've never thought about old men as old as my grandfather before, but it got me really wet. I masturbated to the videos, but I couldn't get enough. I wanted the real thing. Now.
I thought of that crazy old man. I wanted to let him touch me and I'd just masturbate, but I got more than what I bargained for.