He lent over me slowly. I twitched slightly from his hand that rested on my hip. His eyes looked deep into mine. He looked serious and focused on what was about to happen, but he also seemed more than a little nervous. I moaned and whimpered as our lips met. We kissed softly and gently at first. He was holding back a little I think. I felt his hand slide up my side from my hip. I prayed he wouldn't jump if he found my scar.
"Oh my god!" I panted in gasping breaths, as his hand cupped the under side of my breast.
He began kissing down my neck. I knew his trembling lips were heading to my breast. I just lay there quaking, waiting for his lips to find my nipple. My eyes were so glazed I could hardily make out the pattern on the lamp shade. Then my mouth opened and my eyes closed as his soft lips covered my nipple. He kissed it gently for awhile then my legs kicked as his tongue flicked over it. My friends the goose bumps were back in full force again. I just lay there feeling his head roll slowly as he tormented my nipple. I opened my eyes and watched his blonde hair; I let my hand brush through it. Cloud nine was a million miles beneath me, I had gone past that and I was now heading for the outer reaches of the sex universe. I tried my best not to pant, but his hand began to slowly snake down my belly. My body tensed a little in expectation.
"Can I touch you Miss?" he asked a little sheepishly.
"Of course," I mumbled nervously.
I felt his fingers move through my hair. I was so wet I hoped he wasn't turned off by it. I groaned and held my breath as his fingers found my pussy. I opened my legs a little further feeling his thigh against mine. His finger tips, (two I think) eased into me. It was now I gripped his head. I clung maybe a little too hard, but he didn't complain. I felt the bed lurch a little. He moved in between my thighs.
"Would you do it Miss, would you put it in for me?"
I nearly asked what for some stupid reason. My hand went slowly between us and then I felt it. He seemed quite long, and thicker than the three cocks I had managed to attract over the last few years. I just wiped his cock over my fanny lips teasing myself with it until I shuddered. He jabbed forward a little excitedly.
"No not yet Pete, just let me get used to you," I mumbled.
Slowly I pushed him into my opening. I could feel my pussy pouting and twitching. 'No I hadn't forgotten about you, I was just waiting for the right guy,' I told her in my head.
I moved my hand away just savouring the feel of his hard dick opening my entrance.
"Push Pete, but be careful," I whispered.
We both groaned as he moved into me. He didn't stop he just went all the way. To my surprise and delight he stretched me a little. My hands went up round his back now, what struck me was he was trembling just as much as me. He began to fuck me in long slow strokes. I managed to wipe a joyful tear from my eye before he looked at me. His eyes were open as was his mouth. We both broke into a smile at the same time.
"I never want to stop doing this with you Miss, don't ever stop me Miss?"
I pulled his head to my neck.
"I won't my baby, but maybe you could call me Gillian?" I asked.
"Is it OK?"
"Of course Pete," I mumbled dreamily.
Pete grinned at me like he felt a little foolish, surely he could understand I was more than a school teacher now? He carried on slowly for awhile. I could feel his body quaking through his arms. I had dreaded what this moment might have been like. Would he just frantically fuck me for 2 minutes and shoot? What then? No this was controlled beyond my wildest dreams. This wasn't like the fucks that the brute gave me. Pinning me down by my shoulders or hair, and calling me a frigid ugly bitch. It also wasn't someone more interested in my purse than my pussy, someone who had quite a terrible odour problem that I tried to ignore. He even had the nerve to phone after he cleared off with my money, and he called me desperate, lonely, and lousy shag, as I cried down the phone. I'm sorry it doesn't help does it? But this was why I was so into Pete. Everything he did had me feeling happy. A long lost feeling began to ripple through me. We had only be fucking for a few minutes, but I was so happy and turned on it was happening already!
"Will you tell me if you climax Gillian?"
"Oh god Pete, I am coming," I groaned, gripping his strong young shoulders.
He began getting faster like my words had spurred him on. I just enjoyed every little tingle and tremor that my body had never had before.
"Can I come now Miss? Only I can't hold on much longer. Sorry Miss," he panted.
"Of course you can," I whispered.
He shuddered and screwed his face up tight. I just watched as he seemed to put everything into it. He tried not to shout but he couldn't hold it in. His cock twitched and he seemed to jerk deep in me several times. He began to slow up but he still thrust deeper into me. Finally he collapsed on top of me.
"Was I OK Miss? Did you like it I mean?"
I just clung to him kissing his neck.
"You were wonderful Pete. Really wonderful," I purred into his ear.
"It was much better than I thought it would be. Did I do all the right things though Miss?"
"Yes you are a very caring lover," I said with a grin.
"You would tell me if there was something you didn't like though, wouldn't you Miss?"
"God Pete just because I'm a little older, I mean I like the same things as younger girls like, didn't you realise it?"
That's when I knew, that was when I pieced it all together.
"Pete, am I your first?"
"No I've touched girls Miss, kissed and things."
"But you have never had intercourse have you Pete?" I asked a little shocked.
"You are laughing at me now aren't you Miss?"
"No Pete I'm not, OK it's a shock but, I would never laugh at you."
He looked scared almost as if he was expecting me to kick him out. I kissed him and cuddled him to me. Why was he so frightened of me now? I was the one who started off the night scared out of my mind, just in case I didn't measure up. Poor Pete had nothing to measure me against! I began feeling insecure again. What if he had sex with someone else and they laughed at him? I'm not saying if I knew he was a virgin I wouldn't have let this happen. But now I would have to show him he was fine. So would I have to be his teacher in a classroom, and his teacher in the bedroom?
He began moving around slowly pushing himself.
"Can we do it again please Miss? I'm getting hard again Miss."
"OK but this time I want you to fuck me, and for god sake call me Gillian."
He looked at me with a little grin.
"You made love to me just now Pete. You were kind and considerate. Now I want you to fuck me, I'll be OK I won't break."
"What sort of rougher?"
He jabbed into me which had me wincing.
"Sorry Miss," he mumbled.
"No don't be, I've asked you to fuck me a little rougher, yes that would be nice. But you must remember never to take it for granted. You only fuck hard if you are asked. It can be exciting but only if the girl wants it."