Some may consider me crazy, or being naΓ―ve, allowing much older men take advantage of me. They just do not understand. I think those misunderstand our relationship. There are so many small things, example, I can sit down anywhere, normally in front of anyone of them, hand whomever my brush. They will always will brush my hair spending the few moments, both of us enjoying a simple pleasure. We began with them as my protectors, loving protectors, although they probably did not need it as much as I do or did. We have now reached so much more, and I am content.
We've been back in town now for a few days, things sort of getting back to normal. I've been over to Papa Jack's and we all seem comfortable with the old relationship plus new intimacy. I have had regular phone calls and one overnight visit from Papa Mike, that was fun. A nice intimate bonding, talking, his hands caressed my body, me running my hands through his hairy chest and heavy belly.
I have been back at work after the mini vacation, and my friend Sonja her nickname is Sunny, commented "You seem more happy than usual?"
She asked about my time away, which I said "It was way too much of fun." I think she guessed there was more after my huge smile so she kept asking finally me telling her "I might've gone skinny-dipping."
She tried asking "I hope you did that by yourself?"
I replied "Nope."
She gasped "Oh my God, I want details!" A few seconds silence before "Which one went skinny dipping with you?"
I innocently replied, "Maybe all of them." More shock but I do tell her "It was my fault." Sonja wanted more details, but work takes us away for the moment.
Later we did get a break together, I did tell her more, she shockingly asked "You were naked, did they all see you naked, did you see them naked?"
She is shocked. Sunny asked what they did and what I didn't do. She cannot wait to hear the whole story, constantly as we pass by while working, asking what else happened. Finally, I did mention "I might not have slept alone."
"OMG you didn't! With who?"
I had an embarrassed look, she kept prodding asking, which one. I finally do respond to the grilling "Maybe all of them."
Another "O M F G, YOU DIDN'T!"
Today we are both doing a shift with my four Papas coming to my work for a late lunch and a drink. Of course I give them the best table available on the outside patio and look after them well. Sunny does give them the eye with knowing looks along with subtle comments, indicating she knows. I am running back-and-forth, Sunny exchanging glances, smiles with her teasing me with naughty shocking comments. Sunny now always watching anytime I go near the Papas. Taking their order they are very respectable knowing it is my workplace. I don't really get a lot of a chance to talk to them. Papa Carl does say "Sunny is acting, especially friendly today?"
Me, "She knows most of what happened on our little getaway." I assure them she's OK other than a little shocked. Once finished the meals and drinks they motion me over requesting for the bill.
I explained, has already been paid for. They do inquire why and I say "It is my part for the lovely time." They do argue a little bit, but I tell them that it is already done. Then they try to put together a tip for which I inform them "It was included in the bill." I will not take their money. They are appreciative all thanking me, followed by a request that I join them later at Papa Jack's when my shift is over. There is nothing really out of the ordinary, but I do feel I'm missing something.
Hours later arriving I am in a very good mood, I greet them all with a very friendly hug and a light lip kiss. It is not over noticeable, but there is something. We are now sitting comfortable. I have plopped myself down beside Papa Jack, I am again thanked for the meal, brings a smile. I inquire "What is going on?"
There is a nervous silence before Papa Ryan in a serious tone, "We are concerned we are taking advantage of you, of your youth of your inexperience, of what people will think, of what you have missed or might miss."
There is a silence, with me, pondering what has just been said, "That is stupid! You should not worry, it is me who should worry if anything. Am I not taking advantage of you? That would be my thought. You are all super special to me, I love you all. You may worry about reaching out, touching/groping me. Don't! I am more worried/concerned if you don't. I never want you to stop, always want more. I don't know about you, but I always think about you. We are family in the best ways possible."
There is some silence before Papa Jack responds "We sort of knew you were going to say that, needed to hear say it. We did get you a little gift."