Have you ever had one of those nights? A night where you're so horny that nothing is going to satisfy you but a damn good banging? I want it soft and sensual at first, tongues everywhere. There's touching, licking, kissing, smelling. Exploring every nook and cranny of each other's bodies. The teasing of each others' senses until you just can't stand it anymore. And then comes the pounding. Hard and deep exchanges of moaning. Begging for God and your breath. Definitely something your hand or your "toy" can't take care of. And the one person, the person who knows you like the back of their hand. Knows exactly where to touch, where to pinch, where to lick, where to bite and where to kiss until your body is writhing in pleasure....isn't accessible. What do you do?
Well that's the night I'm having. And no matter how long I lay here and think about him and his potential to riddle my body with complete euphoria, it isn't going to make him pick up the phone and agree to come over. He's out romancing his real love, money. And he's "working", if you want to call it that. Most of his small fortune obtained through illegal means. I can sit here and struggle with my feelings about that all night long but it doesn't change the fact that he's got a certain way with my body and I can't deny it.
