Forbidden Desire Pt 02

All week, I thought about what I would say, how I would say it. We just couldn't do anything like that again. It had gone too far and definitely couldn't go any further. Things were going to be awkward enough as they were now.

Thursday night came and I was dreading going home. I didn't want to face Josh or Nathan. When I got home Nathan and Michelle were in the kitchen fixing dinner, but there was no sign of Josh. Trying to be casual about the situation, I asked, "Where is Josh? You guys are joined at the hip usually."

"He ran out to get some garlic bread. Can't have spaghetti without garlic bread," Nathan replied. I didn't know whether to be relieved or terrified. He will be back soon. Maybe I should just fake a headache and go to bed early. But that wouldn't fix the problem.

I heard a car door shut and knew it was Josh. I didn't turn around as he came in the door. I tried not to look at him. He walked around the kitchen island past me and as he did he brushed his hand against my ass and then squeezed. I immediately tensed up. He couldn't do things like that, especially not with Nathan and Michelle in the room. That was it, I had to put an end to this as soon as I could.

Dinner was finally ready and we all sat down to eat as we had done dozens of times before. We ate and talked about school and what plans they had for the long weekend. Everything seemed normal. I was grateful for that. After we had all finished Josh stood up and announced, "You guys cooked. We will clean up." I had no choice but to help clear the table and go into the kitchen alone with Josh. Nathan and Michelle went into the living room and turned on the television and started playing video games.

I took the dishes I had to the sink, scraping any leftovers into the garbage disposal. Josh came up behind me, standing close, a bit too close, his hand on my ass and whispered, "I haven't been able to stop thinking about you and the other night," he said. I turned to look at him and whispered, "Josh we can't do this. It was wrong. You are so young. I am old enough to be your mother. For God's sake, I am Nathan's mother!"

"Tess, I have been attracted to you for a long time. I want this. I have never wanted anything more than to be with you. Please don't deny what you know you want. I felt it in the way you touched me. Tell me that you don't want it and I will never speak of it again."

I couldn't say it, he was right, I did want it. All I could say was, "It is wrong. We shouldn't." Josh just smiled and turned and walked away. Was it really that easy? Was it resolved? Part of me was relieved but another part of me was saddened. But it was the right thing to do.

I finished cleaning up and went into the living room. The boys were playing video games while Michelle looked at her phone. I sat down in the chair to watch for a bit. They were having fun. All was right with the world. As I stood up to go upstairs, Nathan asked, "Hey mom, do we have any ice cream? I am really craving some chocolate ice cream about now."

"No we don't have any, you all ate it last weekend and I haven't bought anymore of it."

"Will you go get us some? Please?" he begged. "Alright sure, I could use a bit of ice cream," I said. Secretly wanting to get out of the house for a minute and clear my head.

"I'll go with you Tess!" Josh said as he handed the controller to Michelle. "Oh, no, you stay and play, I can get it," I replied. "No, I insist!!" Josh exclaimed. I had no choice, I had to let him go. But that was maybe a good thing. We could talk more.

We got into the car and started to drive. Josh took my hand from the gear shift and put it on the already growing bulge in his jeans. I pulled my hand back quickly. "Josh, I thought we had an understanding?"

"We did, you didn't say you didn't want this. If you want it and I want it then why shouldn't we, Tess? I would never do anything to hurt you or Nathan, but I know what I want." With that, he took my hand again and placed it on his cock and held it there. It felt so good under my hand. I felt him throbbing, growing harder. I did want this. Maybe just this once I told myself and started massaging and caressing his now hard cock through his pants. This time I wasn't going to stop. He was going to cum. I told him to unzip his pants, I wanted to touch him. He eagerly unzipped and pulled his shaft from his pants. I wrapped my hand around it and began stroking him, slowly at first, then faster. He laid his head back and moaned as I jacked him there in the car. He felt so good in my hand. Hard and thick, the head perfectly formed, precum dripping from the tip. I took my thumb and rubbed the precum over the head using it as lube. I was so turned on and he was loving it. Before long, he moaned, "I'm going to cum, Tess!" and with that hot bursts of cum shot from the head covering my hand. I continued to stroke until the last bursts had subsided, then I removed my hand and began cleaning the cum from my hand.

"God, Tess, that was incredible. Your hands are so soft and that felt so good." Josh exclaimed as he took some napkins and cleaned himself up before zipping his pants back up.

"Josh, this has to be the last time. We simply can't continue to do this. It is too dangerous whether we want it or not."

We got the ice cream and returned to the house. Nathan and Michelle turned off the video game, got two bowls of ice cream and went upstairs. "Goodnight guys," Michelle said, as they went up to go to bed. Josh and I sat down on the couch with our ice cream and quietly ate while the TV blared. I had no idea what was on, the memory of what happened in the car replayed over and over in my head. I was lost in thought until I felt a hand grasp and squeeze my breast.

"God you have gorgeous tits, Tess. I have wanted to touch them for so long. Wanted to kiss and caress them, suck on your hard nipples, bury my face between them." He slid his hand inside my bra and fondled my breast, pinching and tugging at the nipple. He knew what he was doing. Pulling my bra to the side he then bent over and began kissing and sucking my nipple while his other hand groped my other breast.

My urge to resist was weakened by his mouth on my nipple. It had been so long since I had been touched like that. I gave in to my desire and unzipped him again and slid my hand into his pants and began stroking. He was already so hard. Slowly stroking the length of his swollen member. He nibbled and fondled my tits as I stroked. I wanted more but suddenly I heard the door open upstairs. We quickly regrouped and went back to the now melted ice cream as Michelle came down the stairs with two empty bowls. "Thanks for the ice cream. It was delicious." I took the opportunity and got up and put up my bowl and said goodnight before disappearing upstairs into my room.

I stripped off immediately and laid down on the bed. My nipples still hard from being sucked, I pulled and tugged at them the way Josh had done. Rolling them between my thumb and index finger. Pulling slightly, just that small amount of pain that is so arousing. My other hand slid down between my thighs. I knew I was already wet from the night's activities. My fingers teasing and swirling around my sensitive clit. How I longed to feel Josh's mouth on my clit as it had been on my nipples. Each touch of my fingers driving me closer and closer to the edge. Fingers diving into my needy cunt, wet and warm, then back to my clit. Rubbing harder and faster as the orgasm built inside me, finally erupting. I had needed that, it felt so good. I fell asleep with my hand still cupping my mound.

I awoke the next morning, naked and smiling remembering what had happened. I wanted this man. Yes, he was young but he wanted me and so why deny myself. We could be discreet, we have been so far. It would be our secret. Somehow that made this forbidden desire that much more arousing. After that night, Josh and I continued to have our little errands, but we had not had sex and he had not touched my pussy. Somehow I had rationalized that if I only pleasured him and he occasionally fondled my tits, then it wasn't so bad.

One cold November night, we drove to a secluded spot we had discovered and I shut off the car. Josh unzipped his pants as we normally did, but this time I wanted a bit more. I got up on my knees in the seat and leaned over and licked the head of his cock He moaned with delight. "Tess, baby, suck me! Please!" With that, I took the head of his cock into my mouth. He was so hard, so warm, and tasted so good. My head bobbed up and down as my hand stroked to the same rhythm. It didn't take long until he said, "Baby, I am going to cum." I continued deeper and faster until he unleashed stream after stream of cum into my mouth. It felt so good running down my throat, and from the corners of my mouth. As the spasms ended, I withdrew and kissed the head and sat back down licking the cum from the corners of my mouth.

"Oh my god, Tess, that was amazing. I didn't expect that, but I am so glad you did. Fuck that was hot."

"I am glad you liked it. I have been wanting to taste you for so long. I loved it, but we better get back." With that I started the car and drove back to the house, where we went our separate ways as we always did and I went to my bedroom to pleasure myself before bed.

Josh went home for the long breaks, holidays and things, but we would send each other pics on Snapchat. Even if Nathan noticed I had a snap from Josh, he didn't think anything of it. After all, we were friends.

With Spring came the end of the semester and summer break. Time to go on vacation. Nathan and I had always talked about driving across the country, we wanted to see the west. He asked me if Josh could come. Michelle was going abroad with her family for most of the summer. I hesitated but he begged. It could be awkward, and how would the sleeping arrangements work? Would Josh and I be able to control our desires? This trip could be interesting to say the least.