"Today is the first day of the rest of your life."
Jack tried to interrupt Darius before he finished his usual morning greeting, but he wasn't fast enough. "Nope, I've decided that today is the last day of the first part of my life."
Darius looked at Jack as if he didn't understand, "Huh?"
Jack sat down in the booth across from his friend, looked at Darius, and shook his head. Although he would not tell his friend what his immediate thoughts were, he had begun to think of Darius as an old man. "Darius, you've told me the same thing every morning for the last two and a half years, ever since my wife died. I don't think you even realize what you're saying."
"So, what?" Darius had one of those raspy voices that grated on a person's nerves, or maybe it was just Jack's attitude that caused him to be critical on that particular day.
Jack sat up a little straighter and watched his usual waitress walking toward him with his morning coffee, "So, I'm gonna do something to change my life."
Darius didn't even look up from reading the large print menu lying open on the table in front of him. He mumbled, "How're you gonna do that?"
"Darius, close that damn menu and listen to me." Jack reached across the cafΓ© table to lift one side of the menu, "You know it by heart anyway."
The waitress greeted Jack, placed the cup of coffee in front of him and turned to walk away. Jack grabbed her hand to get her attention, "Polly, you got a minute?"
Polly turned and smiled at the two men, shrugged one shoulder when Darius didn't return her smile. "Sure, Jack. What do you need?"
Jack scooted across the booth seat and patted the space beside him. "Sit down here a minute."
"O-o-o-kay," Polly responded, a note of mistrust in her voice. However, she did sit down, but sideways, barely on the edge of the seat, and she kept her legs out in the aisle.
Jack relaxed against the back of the seat and addressed his remarks to Polly, "Turn around." When Polly didn't move, Jack said, "Go ahead, turn around and get comfortable. I need a little help here."
Doing as Jack asked, Polly relaxed a little, but kept her eyes on the few people in the small cafΓ©. She rested her hands on the tabletop.
Before he spoke, Jack looked at Darius to make sure he had the man's attention, "Now, Polly, how long have you known me?"
"I don't know, Jack, ten, or maybe a few more years than that."
Jack nodded, "Yes, and how different am I from the day I first walked in here."
"Oh," Polly turned and looked at Jack a little closer. "Well..."
"You're not going to insult me," Jack explained. "I really need to know. It's important to me." It took great effort, but he didn't sit up any straighter and he didn't smile or try to change the expression on his face. "Is my hair grayer?"
Hesitantly, Polly answered, "Yeah, maybe a little grayer."
"A few more wrinkles?"
"Maybe," Polly nodded in agreement and then smiled a little. "But you're still a good looking man."
Jack patted her hands, where she had clasped them on the table, in front of her. "Thank you, dear, I appreciate it, but I'm probably a little larger now, than I was ten years ago, too. Well, hell, I may as well say it. I'm at least thirty pounds overweight."
Finally understanding what Jack was asking, Polly answered honestly, "Yeah, Jack, but you're a big man, like my Ben. And you ain't near as overweight as he is."
"How about the way I'm dressed?"
"Oh, well, you ain't so bad. You're neat, but I've been seeing that shirt for a lot of years."
"Ah, now we're getting somewhere. How about you Darius, what do you see?"
Darius shook his head. He was not enjoying Jack's self-examination. "I don't see no difference. You're the same Jack I've always known."
"Darius," Jack sighed in exasperation. "You're blind, or you don't care."
Polly's comment surprised Jack, "He don't care. He don't want nothing to change." Jack could have applauded the woman's observation.
"Exactly," Jack responded. "That's what I was looking for, that's the answer. I'm just like Darius, too. For a couple of years I haven't cared what happened around me, either." He turned to the waitress and thanked her. "Polly, what's the healthiest breakfast on the menu?"
A few minutes after completing their conversation, Jack was eating what he and Polly had decided was the best breakfast the cafΓ© had to offer for a person watching his diet and interested in losing a little weight.
As quietly as he dared, Darius leaned across the table to ask, "What's the matter with you? You didn't jack off this morning?"
Jack shook his head at Darius and his idea of a solution to not being happy with the way he lived his life. "It's a little more than that, Darius. I'm lonely, I'm starting to feel old, and I'm going to do something to change before it's too late."
Although Darius grumbled, he went along with Jack to help in the transformation. Perhaps by the end of the day, Jack could talk Darius into a little change, too.
Darius agreed to a haircut, but he wouldn't accept as drastic a cut as Jack thought should be part of his new image. Darius looked at the new shirts in the department store, but he wouldn't buy anything. Jack found six shirts he liked and forced himself to buy them a size smaller than he was currently wearing. At the last minute, he added three new pairs of nice slacks, too. They were two inches smaller in the waist than he usually wore. If nothing else, the incentive of spending that much money might help when he made his next stop.
Darius refused to go inside the new gym down the sidewalk from the cafΓ©. He said he'd seen enough for one day and he didn't want to watch Jack kill himself. Shaking his head, Jack watched Darius drive out of the parking lot. He straightened his spine as he opened the front door of the gym. This step would be the hardest, but the most beneficial.
- - -
Darius sat at one of the long tables on the darker side of the community room and watched Jack dancing with a red-haired woman. He leaned over to tap Bob's shoulder.
"Don't you think Jack's taking this a little too far?"
"What's that? What's Jack doing?" Bob asked, turning to Darius.