Carrie licked her lips nervously, straightened her top and knocked lightly on the door. She waited for a response, but she couldn't hear anything β had she knocked hard enough or was he just busy? If she knocked again and he had heard her the first time but ignored it then wouldn't he get really annoyed? She paused for a few seconds more, then took her courage in both hands and rapped sharply on the door.
"Come!" said a deep voice inside the room and she opened the door and went in.
A slightly shabby man with grizzled hair sat at a large desk with his back to her, typing something on an ancient computer.
"Can you bear with me a moment?" he asked, "I'm just in the middle of something."
"Of course," said Carrie and stood, fidgeting just inside the doorway.
He finished typing with a flourish and turned round to look at her. She was a pretty girl, fairly young looking for a first year undergraduate, with long, light brown hair and big hazel eyes. She was obviously nervous because she kept licking her lips.
"How very distracting," he thought, trying to concentrate on her eyes, even though his gaze was more often drawn to her pointed, pink tongue flicking out between her dark red lips.
He sat there and looked at her solemnly as she explained breathlessly about her essay and how much she was struggling to find a suitable title on which she could write 5,000 words.
"Have you thought about examining the use of Gothic imagery in Lady Audley compared to the pastoral in Eliot or Hardy?" He asked, trying to concentrate on what she was saying.
He was nearly 54 and he'd been dealing with nubile undergraduates, mostly female, for going on 30 years. On the whole he was uninterested in them; a silly bunch of little girls wasting their parents' money for 3 years while they tried to figure out whether to go into P.R. or get married. Every so often, though, there was a girl like this. An earnest, serious little thing who was not only attractive, but would attend every lecture, every seminar and obviously care about her subject.
Anthony ran his fingers through his salt and pepper hair, pushing it off his face and looked up at the clock. Dammit, staff meeting in 10 minutes.
"Look, Carrie. Why don't you go off and do some more independent reading, bearing in mind the things we've talked about and then come back and see me at the end of the week? Thursday perhaps? I should be free that afternoon and we can discuss this at more length when I don't have to go to some blasted bureaucrat's staff meeting."
Carrie agreed and smiled gratefully. She wasn't used to teachers taking such an interest in her. She'd come to university straight from a private girl's school where the teachers had treated the students as only one gene up from pond scum. Ignoring their requests for enlightenment and belittling their efforts, this adult discussion with a tutor was completely alien to her.
She smiled to herself as she thought of that gruff old man. She liked the way his eyes crinkled up at the corners and how unashamedly he wandered around in a tweed blazer with leather elbow patches. He was like some caricature or stereotype of an English professor and she was very taken with the distinguished figure he made, standing at the front of the lecture theatre declaiming about the origins and evolution of fiction or ranting about the way things were going in modern Britain. He made her laugh.
It surprised her how attractive she found him. Her only encounters with the male sex had been effeminate teenagers and she hadn't been very impressed. Her father had died when she was 9 and she lived at home with her mother, 2 sisters and her granny. Coming from such a matriarchal home the masculine nature of the English department had been a bit of a shock. Sure there were female lecturers, it was just that she didn't seem to have got any of them.
There was a weedy PhD student, an absent minded old Professor and Dr. Maitland βAnthony, she said to herself. That was another weird thing, calling lecturers by their first names. Anthony, Anthony, she said his name to herself a few times to try and get used to it.
She was still thinking about him when she got back to her room. He was so gruff and masculine, his face weather beaten and tanned made his blue eyes really stand out. She liked the way his square hands were well kempt, despite his general scruffiness and thinking about them now made her cheeks grow warm.
"How bizarre," she said to herself, "I think I've got a crush on him, but he must be over 30 years older than me."
The more she thought about it, the more the idea turned her on. It seemed to be the age difference that did it: how strange and perverted it was that she fancied someone so much older.
Her hand was sliding into her waistband as she analysed the situation. By the time she had resolved it she was lying on the bed, her hand in her knickers, rubbing her pussy in fast little circles.
She thought about her seducing him on Thursday. Walking in there in tight clothes and slutty underwear, flashing her legs and making him want her against his better judgment. She felt herself grow wetter as she thought about this, but some how it didn't seem very satisfying.
She stopped for a moment and then resumed the steady massage of her most intimate areas as she imagined him taking her against her will. She was sweet, she was innocent, but he was threatening her physically
and
with bad grades. He started pulling at her clothes, exposing her delicate young skin to his lewd gaze and rough, ink stained fingers.
She was getting so hot now, she loved the idea of being perverted by an older man. Forced into submission by his strong personality and determination. She felt herself teetering on the brink of orgasm now and stepped the fantasy up a notch.
He was forcing her to suck his cock. Ramming his big, thick, old man cock into her mouth and down her throat; holding her head pressed into his crotch, then pulling it away by her hair. Before she knew it her had her bent over the desk, her little pleated skirt pushed up over her hips, her knickers round her ankles, her naked bottom exposed to his look and touch.
She felt vulnerable, utterly exposed and lay there, panting, waiting for his next move. He put his hands on her bare flesh, feeling how smooth, firm and young it felt, then pulled her buttocks apart to show her wet, pink slit and the little puckered hole above it.
With no warning at all he poked his spit-wetted finger into her arsehole as he jammed his big cock into her cunt and ...
She came hard and suddenly, her body spasming with brief, shameful pleasure. For a little while she absent-mindedly stroked herself as she came down from her orgasmic high, then abruptly pulled her hand away and re-arranged her clothes.
***
The next day she pondered the situation some more as she sat in the library stolidly working through the list of articles and books Anthony had recommended. Even after the self-induced release of masturbation and fantasy she still found the idea of sex with her tutor incredibly appealing. Normally when she fancied someone inappropriate (the plumber who came to fix the gas leak last summer sprang to mind) a quick one or two orgasms, administered privately, usually exorcised the attraction.
She had no idea what to do. Sex had never been so appealing before. There was something about this gruff old middle-aged man that really turned her on and she wanted to do something about it, even though she fully realised how inadvisable it was β on more than one level!
Eventually she settled the matter, by leaving it up to chance and up to him. Heaven knows, she wasn't going to throw herself at him, but she'd make herself as attractive as possible, whilst retaining the innocent angel look, and then, if he made a move, she'd just ... let him.
Once she had resolved this, her mind was free to return to the question of the essay. The issue suddenly became clear. What more interesting and appropriate topic than the manifestation of female sexuality in the English nineteenth century novel?
"Bingo!" She thought, "That's two problems solved."
***
Come Thursday, though, Carrie's resolve had weakened a little. Not about the essay, she was already excitedly re-reading some of her set-texts to find the most apt novels to discuss, but about the sex.
She was both very nervous and incredibly frustrated. She had been fantasising about Anthony almost continually since their last meeting and she'd lost count of the number of times she'd brought herself to orgasm, but it was probably into double figures by now.
Dressed with especial care in a chocolate coloured, pleated corduroy skirt that came to just above her knees paired with some pointy, knee-high, black boots and a clingy green top with long sleeves that had a wide neck to leave one shoulder bare she felt sexy, but didn't look too over-dressed for everyday. Underneath she had gone a bit further. She never wore tights, preferring the secret thrill of stockings and suspenders and she was wearing these now; black, like the lacy French knickers and balcony bra she also had on.