Bette and I had different travel schedules, so I couldn't see her again for a couple of months. We both had booths at that last big fair of the season, though, and planned to get together then. "And this time," she told me, "I'll get us a real room." My camper-van is fine for just me but not the best for entertaining a lady, even if it had given us a magical first time together.
Later during that call, she asked, "Do you dance?"
No. Never. Not in a million years. "Well, I could give it a shot." Bette had that kind of effect on me.
I could tell that made her happy. "It will be fun! I'm looking forward to it." She made a kissing noise into the phone. "Bye."
I'd make it fun if it killed me. "Bye."
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We didn't see much of each other during the fair, since our booths weren't together. It had just been a fluke that they were next to each other that first time. In fact, I didn't see her at all until the fair closed and I had put my cases away. She told me where her booth was, and we had arranged to meet there.
Bette's silvery hair practically glowed under the artificial lights, against the dark sky. She was looking away as I approached, going over some papers. She looked great in that outfit, a linen jacket and matching slacks. Nothing fussy, but neat, businesslike, and easy to move in.
"Hey pretty lady," I called out. She turned then, with a huge smile. She has one of those faces that smiles all over, with lots of laugh lines. I could see the low scoop neck of her dark blouse, and decolletage that bobbed as she ran over to me.
She leaned into a big hug, and I felt her deep, soft breasts against me for a moment. "Give me one more minute, I'm almost done here." She turned back to her paperwork. I sat on one of the empty display tables and enjoyed the view from behind. I wasn't sure, but I thought I could see a dark panty line under the light slacks. It might have been my imagination, though, or wishful thinking.
Finally, she zipped her notebook shut. She came over, took my arm, and said, "I'm exhausted." It was almost ten o'clock, and neither of us had had dinner. "Let's get to the hotel." Still holding my arm, we went to my van and drove off.
She told me she had already checked in, so we went to the 24-hour Denny's next door to the hotel. As we looked over the menu, looking for something not too greasy, she said, "Think of it as field rations. We can get real food tomorrow."
We had only known each other since we met at the last fair. If not for that screw-up at her hotel, we might just have said goodbye and left it at that. Instead, we fell for each other like - well, like I never thought I would. That meant plenty of getting-to-know-you chat over dinner (such as it was), and we talked easily. It surprised me, since I'm not normally much of a talker, but I felt comfortable with her, and somehow open. She had me talking about things that I never discussed. Like Allison.
"How long were you married?"
"Almost thirty years." I got a little choked up. "A lot of good years."
She heard the catch in my voice. "I'm sorry, if you don't want to talk about it ..."
"No, it's OK." Well, not really, but I felt like I had to tell her. "There were a lot of good years." Then, some kind of nerve degeneration set in, and weakened the strong, active woman I had loved, still loved. Once the disease had taken almost all of her body, it took her mind, too, by inches. Bette stopped eating while I talked and just looked at me, a hand on my arm. I didn't go into details, not wanting to bring my own memories of her last months back to life. I stopped after a while, and just looked down into my plate.
A few moments passed, and Bette rubbed my arm. "Dan ..." There really wasn't anything to say.
I shook myself, took her hand in mine, and said, "It's OK." No. No it wasn't. No one should go that way. "We had a lot of good years." Even her last years couldn't take those away.
I had to do something to break the somber mood, so I asked "Are you done?" She nodded, I paid the bill (less than I thought), and we left. It was a short walk to the hotel, and I liked the warmth of her up against me.
There was an uneasy moment when we got to the room. Bette ended it by giving me a warm hug, pressing those soft breasts against me again. She sniffed, and said, "You need a shower, and I hate going to bed dirty." She looked at me with a playful smile (that all-over smile again) and asked, "Wash my back?"
I turned it into a bear hug and asked, "Just your back?" She shook loose and started undressing. I did the same. Next time I looked over, she was down to a bra and panties, a matching set in dark blue. The bra had wide straps and side panels, not a young woman's little stringy thing, but had lacy trim that matched the panties.