A/N -- Hello. Giving a romance story' another shot, though I guess this could have also gone under 'mature', but I don't think it really fits the latter. Most stories on here with divorces are generally bitter (particularly in the 'Loving Wives' category), usually for drama and conflict, and which does make sense most of the time. But, for this story, I've gone a different route.
Hope you enjoy.
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"This is the last box, Dad," I grunted as I carried it towards my old bedroom. Placing it down with all my other worldly possessions, I'm sure many would have considered it rather pathetic that I was moving back home at the age of twenty-five. I certainly hadn't planned on it happening, but sometimes, life throws a curveball or two.
No surprise Mum had already opened one of the boxes and started putting things away. She noticed my arrival, hearing the thump of the box on the floor, turning back and blushing slightly. "I thought I'd..."
"It's fine, Mum. You're just helping."
"Want a beer, Mark?"
"Love one, Dad."
I followed him back to the kitchen, open plan with the dining table nearby. Mum followed us out, taking a seat, Dad grabbing a couple of beers and a bottle of wine from the fridge. Handing me a bottle, I popped the cap and took a sip, Mum pouring herself a glass of wine at the same time. Leaning back in the chair, I removed my cap and sighed, running fingers through my dark hair.
"So how were things when you were leaving?"
"She couldn't stop crying." I sighed and shook my head. "We both know it's for the best, but she's still my best friend. I still love her. But it just wasn't working. We agreed to part on good terms before it got toxic and we hated each other."
"Was it really that bad?" Dad wondered, "You never said much about it."
"I'm twenty-five, so we've known each other over half our lives. We met at primary school when we were ten. Started dating at fifteen. We were each other's firsts in just about everything. No-one was surprised when I popped the question. But we're different people to who we were at fifteen, eighteen, even twenty-one. She didn't want to let me go that final time...." I trailed off and shook my head again. "We're both hurting, but we agreed."
"Sure you're not being too hasty?" Mum asked softly.
"We haven't been happy in at least a year, if not longer. We're just too different now, and there's no real common ground between us, and we have different expectations. Not just regarding marriage, but life in general. I hate that it sounds like we've given up, but although we can't be together, we wanted to maintain that friendship. That is what was worth saving. We'll hurt for now, we'll need to mend bridges, but we'll get there." I took a sip of beer. "Our break-up is better than most, to be honest. She's got a friend taking the spare room in the apartment. She was there as I was leaving and she was as upset as my wife is. At least she doesn't hate me for it. I can only assume Emma told her the reason why."
"Will you see her anytime soon?"
"We agreed not to see each other for a couple of months, though if she wants to message or call, I'm always available." I held up my hand. "I'm still her husband but I had to take it off. We're not only separated, we know the end result of this separation. She said she wasn't going to remove hers, though I hope she does. She deserves happiness with someone who can provide what she really wants. I just wasn't that man in the end." I lowered my head again, feeling the need to wipe my eyes. "Going to miss the hell out of her," I whispered to myself.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. "You'll get there, son. And I'm glad you're not throwing away fifteen years as friends."
"Neither of us would allow that. Last thing she said before I walked away was that I'd always be her best friend. And I feel the same way. But being married just wasn't working. I just hope we don't look back in a decade and regret it. But it's better this way than in a decade, and a bitter divorce because we utterly despise each other. Has to be something worth saving now."
"So what will you do?" Mum wondered.
"Focus on work. Now that I'm over this way, I'll have to change my website, plus I'll start putting up some cards and flyers around the neighbourhood. A lot of the work I do get is through word of mouth. I do work on someone's house, then their friend or relative calls, so on and so forth. My guys will have to travel a little further from time to time, but I don't want to let them go either." Taking a deep breath, I asked, "So where are the tearaways? Going to be a full house again for a while."
"Michelle is out with some friends from university. Jamie is at work."
Michelle and Jamie were my younger sisters. Our relationship was horrific at times while growing up, but since they'd turned into adults, it was much better. We could now be in the same room together and not be left wanting to kill each other. Though, to be fair, their relationship was worse at the best of times, it was only when they ganged up on me that only nuclear warfare looked worse. Or better, depending on your point of view. Emma did always wonder why I preferred being at her place more often than not, even if her parents were home or not.
Moving into the living room, Dad flicked on the TV as normal, Mum sat next to me on the couch. "So what's the gossip?" I wondered, "Haven't lived here in six years."
"Mark, it's a street of divorced single women now. Some living alone. Some still have kids at home. Some have new boyfriends."
I felt my eyebrows rise in surprise. "Really? That bad?"
"Your father and I, and I think only four other marriages are still going strong. They were falling like bowling pins at one stage. I mean, I know divorce rates are high, but the rate they were failing here was ridiculous." She met my eyes and smirked. "If you're back on the market..."
"Nooooo. No. No. No. No. I know most of them, Mum. Probably went to school in the same year, or at least know their kids too. That is playing with fire."
"Shame. You'd be a catch. Handsome young man with his own business."
"You have to say I'm handsome because you're my mother."
"Emma married you for a reason."
"I'm looking at getting divorced from her too, Mum."