This is a follow-up to the very first story I submitted here, āCarnival.ā Yes, itās a story, with conversation in between the orgasms and everything. Stroke purists just need to be patient. Thereās plenty of good stuff and you will come to it. At least, I hope you do.
So here it was Saturday night, and I was sitting in a church I donāt go to, listening to music I donāt listen to, wishing I was anywhere else.
I really didnāt know why I let Sid talk me into these situations.
Iād mentioned to her that I needed to find a quiet place to hang out in over the weekend because they were doing structural work on the building my condo was in. I had a presentation to put together, and I did not need to do this to the sound of power drills, saws and nail guns.
āHey, weāre all going up to Koenigsburg this weekend,ā Sidonie said. āWhy donāt you follow us up there? You can stay in the guest room. Nobody will bother you. The kids will be running around outside in the fresh air or trying to help my dad in the nursery. Besides, Iāve hardly seen you since spring. Weāre all so busy we canāt seem to stay in touch even when weāre both in town. Maybe you can take time off from your big important project and we can go for a nice hike in the countryside or drive around and hunt for antiques.ā
āCan I plug in my laptop in that room?ā I asked.
āYeah, yeah, you can do that. Thereās even a phone connection and second line, if you need to get on line.ā
Well, Iād stayed up there before, although not since we were all on the computer all the time, so I said OK and packed up my things and followed themāthem being Sid and Gavin, their daughter-in-law Graciela and grandkid Corbin who were spending time with them because Branden was stationed in some bastion of misogyny in the Middle Eastāup to the farm.
However, the same random effects generator that had driven me out of my home seemed to be operating there, too. The guest room Sid had as good as promised me was being pre-empted by one of her cousins who had decided to separate from her husband the same weekend her parents were painting the interior of their house. Blood was thicker than water. Koenigsburgās best motel had a vacancy so I drove into town and checked in. Iād have had to be somewhere, and if Iād found lodgings in Houston it would have cost me more money.
More unexpected stuff followed. I met the mother of Connie, the cousin who had bumped me out of the guest room. That turned out to be Lisa Scarpetti, who, upon being introduced to me said, āIāve heard so
much
about you,ā and withdrew the hand I had shaken as if she was sorry she wasnāt wearing an apron she could wipe it on. āDid you tell her I met Drew? And how much detail did you go into?ā I demanded, when we went out onto the porch to enjoy the dusk for a few minutes before the bugs drove us back into the house.
āEsmĆ©, Iām sorry,ā Sidonie said. āI did not tell her a thing. It was Aunt Zandra I mentioned it to, and boy did that turn out to be a mistake.ā
Sidonieās aunt was pushing eighty. I would not like to say that her memory is failing her, because she is still very sharp; she still occasionally practices veterinary medicine, though she has turned her clinic over to her kids; she looks after her own finances, and she remembers all sorts of things. Just not an injunction to keep something a secret. She cannot keep a good story to herself, (which evidently runs in the family) even if youāve told her it must go no further. Itās gotten to where the family lives in fear what sheāll tell on whom next.
āI didnāt know how much sheād gotten like that,ā added Sidonie.
āWell didnāt you tell her I havenāt seen him since?ā
āItās a little more complicated than that,ā Sidonie began, but then Connie and her kids and Graciela and Corbin came out on the porch and she didnāt get to explain.
The next day, since the Texas Star Motel did not have an eatery attached to it, I got a couple of donuts and coffee from the Krispy Kreme store, and spent the morning working on my presentation. I got so much of it done that if I didnāt do a thing more with it, there was nothing I could not handle when I got home Sunday night.
After lunch Sidonieās dad press-ganged her into helping to move rosebushes in his nursery, and I helped her do that, and by the time we were done it was too late to follow up the ad about the pie safe weād seen in the newspaper because there was no telephone number, only an address outside of town that we didnāt want to go looking for in the dark. Then Connie and Graciela said theyād heard about a Christian rock concert at the Methodist church and they wanted to go and us to go along. Probably to help with kid wrangling.
I donāt listen to Christian rock. Every time I encounter it on the radio, usually while traveling and scanning for a signal, it spooks meāI hear bass and drums and guitar riffs, and keep expecting the music to be something Iām familiar with, and of course itās not; and then itās like finding oneself in a foreign country. Sidonie told me that if Iād listen to The Promise and radio stations like that some, then the music
would
be familiar to me, and I wouldnāt feel like that. No, thanks.
The concert had started, and since it was a small church, it was packed to the walls and SRO when we arrived. Once we got in we were all so occupied with trying to avoid stepping on peopleās feet and finding a place to be that it was several minutes before I even got around to looking up at the band.
āShit!ā And here I was in church. It just came out. I mouthed at Sidonie,
Whatās he doing here?
Sidonie shrugged. I read her lips.
Subbing, I guess.
Yes, it was DrewāI had no idea what he was doing playing in a Christian band instead of the southern rock band Iād seen him in last spring, but there he was. His thick black hair was cut startlingly short, and heād grown one of these close-cropped Van Dykes with pencil-thin sides that I havenāt decided whether I like or not. He must have approved of what he was playing; I remembered the way he moved as if his whole body were happy, when he was playing something he liked.
I listened to the music; I clapped and even sang along, because most of the tunes were pleasant and predictable and easy to sing along with, but it was strange being in that setting, looking at Drew and remembering what I remembered about him. I forced myself to look at the rest of the band. There was a lead singer and guitarist with red-fox coloring, a keyboardist who looked like Shaggy, and a teenage drummer with a shaven head. I couldnāt help itāmy eyes kept going back to Drew, just as they had the first time Iād ever seen him.
The music dimmed, reduced to its impact on the air that surrounded me. I was back in that hotel room in New Orleans, feeling the slight shiver of his skin beneath my hands as I ran them over his naked body, the salty taste and steel-and-silk texture of his cock in my mouth. His compact, muscular body in my arms, between my legs. I remembered the shape of his mouth, the way heād sounded, at the moment when heād spilled his seed into my cunt.
I looked away.
That was what was wrong with Christian rock, when I was the only person in the whole house who would be thinking about fucking someone in the band.
The mystery of what he was doing there was partially solved when, at the end of the concert, the leader of the band announced everyone, and said, āAnd be sure to give a big hand to our guest bassistāone of Koenigsburgās native sons! Andrew Scarpetti!ā Everybody did, of course, including me. He looked out at the audience and grinned. He still had one of the best smiles Iād ever seen. I thought he saw me; in the midst of his smile, his eyes widened, and his smile stayed on his face. But he was so far away. I wouldnāt have bet on it.
The lights in the church came up, and people started jostling and pressing their way to the narthex and the front door. I joined Sidonie, Connie and Graciela in making sure that the kids werenāt separated from us or squashed. Gavin had exited early and brought the van around. The kids were loaded into it and the adults went in after them.
āWeāre going to the Chophouse to eat dinner,ā Sidonie said. āFollow us there? Itās not hard to find.ā
āI donāt think so,ā I said. āIām not very hungry. I might get a cheeseburger or something and eat it in my room.ā
Sidonie raised her eyebrows. āWell, OK. But donāt wait too longāremember even on Saturday, this town rolls up its sidewalks earlier than what youāre used to.ā
I picked up a grilled cheese sandwich and a cherry limeade at the Sonic and took them to my hotel room instead of eating them at the drive-in, as I was supposed to. I had a Hershey bar with almonds in my purse and I ate that for dessert. I hung up my clothes and slipped into a mid-thigh-length, tailored silk nightshirt. I had a little seashell-shaped candle holder, into which one could put a tea lightāIād bought it at one of these candle parties. It was especially for traveling with. It was supposed to be for creating a romantic ambience. Romance or no, it was also good for combating the stench of soaked-in stale tobacco that you often found in motel rooms, especially old and inexpensive ones. Cinnamon apple or bayberry covers a multitude of sins.
I lit the little candle and put it on the nightstand, trying not to think about much of anything, but certainly aware that the room had that usual old-motel-room fug. I sat down on the bed, arranging the pillows high behind me to be comfortable, and plugged in the laptop. I worked some more on my presentation, but my heart wasnāt in it. I felt restless and horny, knowing that I had no right or reason to expect to see this guy again, but the memories would not quit warming my body. I had a toy or two with me and I knew that later that night, theyād see some use.