I appreciate everyone continuing this journey with me.
Trigger warning: discussion of a past abusive relationship.
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The local area is known for its hard cider. Or, at least it should be. In addition to a very rich chess pie, Jo brought a cooler with plenty of bottled cider. There were at least eight different kinds that I could see without digging down into the chest. She said Elanna and I could keep any unopened bottles to enjoy later. But that evening, we were all feeling pretty loose.
"So, tell me about you and Michael. What happened when you first met?" Jo was curious, and I had never heard Elanna's side of things.
I kept quiet, of course. I just listened to the girls as I grilled supper in the fireplace. The proverbial fly on the wall.
"Well, I was sitting on a bench, drawing, when this cute old guy sat down next to me. Salt-n-pepper hair, well dressed, a pleasant older dad bod. I tried to focus on the drawing, but he was a little distracting."
"Good distracting?"
"Not at first. He seemed sad. I tried to give him a friendly smile, and then started drawing again."
"Oh, how romantic," Jo said sarcastically.
"Yeah, well after a while I caught him looking at me. Or maybe my drawing, I wasn't sure. He sounded as awkward as I felt, but he said he liked the drawing so far. I kinda hoped that he was looking at me though."
"Naughty girl."
"Hush! Anyway, I finished up the drawing and signed it. Then he offered to buy it on the spot! When he asked how much I wanted for it, I panicked and said I only wanted ten."
"What would it normally go for?"
"Maybe fifty. I'm much better at painting, so I don't charge much for drawings. This one was pretty good though."
"You let him have it for ten?"
"That's the thing. We agreed on ten and he just handed me a fifty! I didn't have enough change, and he said he didn't care - he figured it was worth fifty anyway."
"Pfft. What a jerk," Jo smirked.
"Look, I didn't want to take advantage of the situation. I didn't want to take advantage of him. So I had a silly thought and went with it. I made him sit there, took the fifty, and bought some snacks at the little shop across the street."
"Snacks. Okay. The way to a man's heart is through his stomach."
"It was a chance to maybe talk to him a bit more. I was nervous. Leave me alone."
"Sorry. So what happened next?"
"I set out the food, we picnicked in silence for a couple of minutes, and the only thing I came up with was showing him everything in my sketchbook."
"How daring!"
Elanna was tiring of the jabs, so just ignored that one. "When I got to the one he bought, I took it out and wrote a little dedication on the back. But I kept it inside the sketchbook's cover for safekeeping... and forgot about it."
"Oops."
"Yup. After the sketchbook, I still didn't have much else to say, but I had photos of paintings on my phone. So I handed the phone to him and we talked a little about each painting."
"You handed your phone to someone you just met? Are you kidding me?"
"Um, yeah. Probably not the best idea I've ever had. But it worked out. He, um... he saw a photo from my OnlyFans."
"I'll bet that was a surprise."
"He just went dead silent. I thought he stopped breathing. Scared the shit out of me! When I realized what he saw, I freaked out."
"Did you have to give him mouth-to-mouth?"
"Not funny. No, he was just frozen there. I took away my phone, apologizing like crazy. But then he said I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen."
"And you didn't run?"
"Well, neither did he... The thing is, I believed him. The guys at school would say shit like that just to get in someone's pants. But Michael, he said it with such conviction." A wide smile overtook Elanna's face. "That was the exact moment I fell in love with him."
"That's so sweet! Then what?"
"I just sat there eating. What was I supposed to do, tell him?" She changed to a slightly mocking tone, "Hey sir, I know we only just met, but I soaked my panties when you called me beautiful, so can I get your number?"
The eyes of this fly on the wall were wide as saucers!
Jo took a moment before responding, "That would be pretty forward."
"Yeah, I didn't have a clue what to do. He finally had to go, but he suggested meeting back at the bench to watch the sunset. And I was just like, we'll see. I didn't get his number or anything!"
"Oh no."
"Yeah. I was halfway home before I realized I still had his drawing inside my sketchbook!"
"Really? What are we going to do with you?"
"I needed to film some content for the fans, but I was so frustrated with myself. Plus I was really wound up. In the end, I decided to paint a very special painting. Acrylic on canvas, using my breasts."
"We have very different ways of handling being horny."
"It was performance art for the fans. But I wanted Michael to see the performance too, you know. Taking care of myself just had to wait."
"I bet you nearly exploded waiting."
"No kidding. I ran by the store to grab a folder for his drawing. Then I did a painting from start to finish. That took longer because I was filming and photographing myself the whole time. After painting, I had to clean up and wash off. And somehow I had to get to the park in time with his drawing, a thumb drive, and a card with my number on it so he can call me."
"Uh-huh."
"I didn't know if he would even show up!" Elanna switched back to the mocking tone for a moment. "We'll see." Now she's a bit exasperated, "as if a simple yes would have made me sound too desperate or something."
"Be nice to yourself. I'm the only one allowed to talk trash about you tonight."