Part Three
Music breathes life into words. Love breathes life into music.
This is a continuation of the "Songstress" series. If you've not yet read the previous chapters please go back and read "Songstress", "DUO" parts one and two.
A huge thank you to tool1952 for his masterful editing, being both timely and amazingly attentive to detail. I would highly recommend him to anyone looking for a good editor.
I was surrounded by endless greyness, with a diffused gentle light whose source I could not determine. This soft grey stretched out forever all around me. There were no features, no hills or valleys, no horizon. Yet despite these featureless surroundings, it felt warm, inviting. It seemed to say, 'stay awhile.'
Yes, I felt like staying. I left something bad behind, but I couldn't remember what. Here, I felt like I could float. I had a profound sense of serenity and peace.
'Am I dead, is this what death feels like?'
I heard music and it sounded familiar. I started towards it and realized that I was floating. As I got closer to the source of the singing, my surroundings coalesced into a small pale blue room with three chairs. Sitting in one of the chairs was my dear musical friend Karl. He was singing gently and beautifully as always. Except, Karl was dead. He had passed two years ago from brain cancer. I sat and said:
"Karl, you're here? I must be dead."
Karl paused his playing and smiled at me.
"Not quite, old friend. I'm here because I'm still here." As he leaned over and tapped me gently on the forehead.
"Then, if I'm not dead, where am I? Why am I here?"
Karl smiled schematically,
"Ah, the age-old question! Let's just say you're 'in-between', hovering somewhere between life and The Beyond. You took quite a beating Joel."
Suddenly it all came flooding back; the confrontation with Billy Blake, the brutal beating I had taken. My body must be struggling somewhere to stay alive.
"What are you doing here Karl?"
Karl chuckled,
"What did you always say to me when I was sick? Music heals, music gets us through the darkest days of our lives. Well, my friend, I'm just here to play some music with you, until you're ready."
"Ready for what?"
"You'll find out soon enough." was all he would say.
"Meantime, why don't you pick up your guitar and let's just play awhile."
I suddenly noticed my trusty 'Takie' on a guitar stand beside me. I smiled and picked it up and was about to tune up.
"Nah, don't bother, nothing gets out of tune here." Karl smiled.
Sighing at the wonder of it all, I asked, "So, what do you want to play?"
"Whatever you want. But let's start with this one." As he began with the intro to Fields of Gold.
So we played and sang and harmonized for what seemed to be hours. I didn't feel tired nor were my fingers sore.
'Boy, I could use some of this in-between in the real world!' I thought to myself
"Yeah, for sure!" Karl said nonchalantly.
When I looked at him in surprise, he pointed to my head.
"I'm in there, remember?"
Of course.
During this pause, I asked: "Who's the other chair for?"
"I thought you'd never ask!" came another familiar voice from beside me.
I'd recognize that raspy voice anywhere. It was another musical buddy, Ross, who had also passed from cancer. Both had died during the COVID pandemic and I never hat a proper chance to say goodbye to either of them.
I was getting used to this scenario by now.