I had left Donna with a kiss to her forehead. I felt like a king at having had my fantasy of making love to her come true. I knew I had satisfied her and I was completely satisfied myself.
When I saw her at work the next day everything seemed the same as it had in the past. She went about her day the same way, and gave me the same greeting she always had when she walked by me. I expected some sign of her new found fondness for me, a sly smile at least, but nothing. I left it to being at work and her being worried about how it would look.
The next few days she acted exactly the same. But I thought of her constantly, and at night I stroked my dick to the memory of our hot encounter. I started to wonder how she could play it so cool, and started to question whether or not I had pleased her like I thought I had.
After a week and a half or so of this I was going crazy. I thought to myself that I had managed to have sex with her the first time by being assertive, and that I needed to take action to get what I wanted.
I stopped by Donna's house in the middle of a Saturday morning. I knocked on the door and felt my nervousness almost overwhelm me. I almost turned around and left. I got it together right when the door opened. Donna looked at me with no expression.
"What's up?"
"I was wondering that myself. I just wanted to see how you are and make sure everything is okay."
"Yes, why do ask?"
"It just seems like you don't like me very much. Or at least add much as I want you to."
"No, everything is fine. Why don't you come in and we can talk."
I followed Donna inside and watched her ass as she lead me through the house. She was wearing a white tank top and some very short shorts that left the bottom of her curvy ass cheeks hanging out for my eyes to relish. We went through the kitchen where she stopped to offer me a drink, and I accepted a bottle of water. We went out the back door and sat at the patio table.
Donna lit a cigarette and leaned her head back as she exhaled. Her eyes found mine as I looked at her with intense longing, trying to tell her with my eyes how bad I wanted her.
"You're too young for me. I told you that before. What could we possibly have in common? How could we ever go anywhere? What would we ever do?"
"I understand that. But one thing we have in common is obvious; we had awesome sex together. What about that?"
"I enjoyed it, don't get me wrong. But there's more to life, and certainly more to a relationship, than sex. We can't start a real relationship, and I'm not your sex toy. Or do you think I'm just a booty call? You want to come over here and fuck me and leave me whenever it suits you?"
Her words stopped me in my tracks. Maybe that is all I wanted. Maybe I was overcome with lust and didn't have any concern over her and her feelings. I felt ashamed at what I was realizing. But I didn't believe that I was capable of that.
"No, I would never mean to be less than chivalrous towards you Donna. I adore you. I think you're beautiful and sexy and I want to make you feel good."
"Then trust me. Those words right there are proof that I'm right. You want more than we can have. It won't work."
I looked at her deeply while she took a long, deliberate drag from her smoke. While she exhaled I scrambled to get something out of this conversation that would have me in a place to be near her, to be with her.
"What about around here? Is there anything I can do for you? If I can't be your boyfriend can I be anything? I like being around you and will do anything I can to help out. How about the yard, or the pool? Can I start taking care of those things?"
"I don't think that's a good idea."
"I get it, but really I can help around here. And I can accept and respect your feelings about us. I can leave it up to you if anything ever happens again. I promise I will never pressure you."
Donna took a last drag on her cigarette and leaned forward to stub it out. She sat back and exhaled it slowly across the table, looking past me as she thought to herself. Finally she looked me in the eye.
"Listen to me. You can do some things for me but you have to do as I ask. Don't come over here unless I tell you to. Do not call me. Do not text me. Do not make any advances towards me or it will stop. Can you follow those rules? Do you promise to do what I say?"
"Yes! I swear I can Donna. I can't call you anyways, I don't even have your number. But all the rules you have are fine with me." I felt a sense of relief. It was a way in.
"You can cut the yard today and then leave. Thats it."
"Sure!" I got up and went to the shed that was against the back fence. I pulled out the mower and went to work. It was starting to get warm and I felt the sweat getting started on my brow. As soon as I finished mowing I trimmed the edges of the yard and fence lines and edged the walks and driveway. I had spent about two hours taking care of the yard and had not seen Donna since I had started. I was hot and thirsty, and as soon as I had everything put away I went to the back door and turned the handle.
It was locked. I knocked again and looked through the window. I couldn't see her inside and started wondering where she was. I went around front and tried the doorbell. Again there was no answer. I took a few steps back and looked around, and decided she must have left. Still thirsty I went to the hose, turned it on, and let it run until it cooled off a little. I got a long drink of water and put the hose back up. Then I went home, a little confused but still glad that I had helped.
The rest of the weekend my thoughts continued to be filled with visions of Donna. Things had not gone as I had hoped, but at least there was still hope. I fantasized about how our relationship might develop, and mostly how I might get to ravish her body yet once again.
On Monday Donna treated me the same as she always had at work. A little smile with quiet "Hi" as she walked by me. I wanted to know something, anything, about when I could come over again.
Later in the week I got a text from a number that I did not have saved. The number was local but I didn't recognize it. The text read: "Read up on pool maintenance. Come over tomorrow and clean my pool. Check the chemical levels and add whatever you need to. I have everything you need in the pool house. Let yourself in the back yard. Leave when you are done."
"What is going on?" I wondered. "Maybe she is scared of me. What could I have done? I hope she doesn't think I'm going to rape her or something. No way, maybe she's scared she can't control herself around me."
Whatever it was, I decided I didn't care. I wanted do anything she asked just so I could be around her. I got my laptop out and started studying up on pool maintenance.
After work the next day I went to Donna's and did as she had asked. I did the best I could at cleaning and taking care of her pool, spending about an hour and half in her back yard. I never saw Donna and left when I was done.
The next day at work things were the same as always. No mention of what I had done for her, not even a "Thanks." I felt a little used and confused. Still when I got a text on Friday evening telling me to be at her place Saturday morning to mow the yard I could not help myself but to comply.
The texts and instructions continued for weeks with very little actual contact between us. There were various things that she wanted done outside that involved the pool and landscaping. Donna had only spoken to me twice in about three weeks of my doing her bidding, and they were very short instructions on how she wanted things. There was only one time she had given me a bottle of water, and in this time she had never let me in the house. I started to get a little angry at how she was using me but I did not have the desire to stop.
One day as I had finished cleaning the pool she walked out in her swim suit. She smiled at me a little and asked me how things were.
"It's good, all the levels are perfect. The temperature is just how you like it too. The water is perfectly clean."
"Thank you Johnny. I really appreciate it."