I had left Donna with a kiss to her forehead. I felt like a king at having had my fantasy of making love to her come true. I knew I had satisfied her and I was completely satisfied myself.
When I saw her at work the next day everything seemed the same as it had in the past. She went about her day the same way, and gave me the same greeting she always had when she walked by me. I expected some sign of her new found fondness for me, a sly smile at least, but nothing. I left it to being at work and her being worried about how it would look.
The next few days she acted exactly the same. But I thought of her constantly, and at night I stroked my dick to the memory of our hot encounter. I started to wonder how she could play it so cool, and started to question whether or not I had pleased her like I thought I had.
After a week and a half or so of this I was going crazy. I thought to myself that I had managed to have sex with her the first time by being assertive, and that I needed to take action to get what I wanted.
I stopped by Donna's house in the middle of a Saturday morning. I knocked on the door and felt my nervousness almost overwhelm me. I almost turned around and left. I got it together right when the door opened. Donna looked at me with no expression.
"What's up?"
"I was wondering that myself. I just wanted to see how you are and make sure everything is okay."
"Yes, why do ask?"
"It just seems like you don't like me very much. Or at least add much as I want you to."
"No, everything is fine. Why don't you come in and we can talk."
I followed Donna inside and watched her ass as she lead me through the house. She was wearing a white tank top and some very short shorts that left the bottom of her curvy ass cheeks hanging out for my eyes to relish. We went through the kitchen where she stopped to offer me a drink, and I accepted a bottle of water. We went out the back door and sat at the patio table.
Donna lit a cigarette and leaned her head back as she exhaled. Her eyes found mine as I looked at her with intense longing, trying to tell her with my eyes how bad I wanted her.
"You're too young for me. I told you that before. What could we possibly have in common? How could we ever go anywhere? What would we ever do?"
"I understand that. But one thing we have in common is obvious; we had awesome sex together. What about that?"
"I enjoyed it, don't get me wrong. But there's more to life, and certainly more to a relationship, than sex. We can't start a real relationship, and I'm not your sex toy. Or do you think I'm just a booty call? You want to come over here and fuck me and leave me whenever it suits you?"
Her words stopped me in my tracks. Maybe that is all I wanted. Maybe I was overcome with lust and didn't have any concern over her and her feelings. I felt ashamed at what I was realizing. But I didn't believe that I was capable of that.
"No, I would never mean to be less than chivalrous towards you Donna. I adore you. I think you're beautiful and sexy and I want to make you feel good."
"Then trust me. Those words right there are proof that I'm right. You want more than we can have. It won't work."
I looked at her deeply while she took a long, deliberate drag from her smoke. While she exhaled I scrambled to get something out of this conversation that would have me in a place to be near her, to be with her.
"What about around here? Is there anything I can do for you? If I can't be your boyfriend can I be anything? I like being around you and will do anything I can to help out. How about the yard, or the pool? Can I start taking care of those things?"
"I don't think that's a good idea."
"I get it, but really I can help around here. And I can accept and respect your feelings about us. I can leave it up to you if anything ever happens again. I promise I will never pressure you."
Donna took a last drag on her cigarette and leaned forward to stub it out. She sat back and exhaled it slowly across the table, looking past me as she thought to herself. Finally she looked me in the eye.
"Listen to me. You can do some things for me but you have to do as I ask. Don't come over here unless I tell you to. Do not call me. Do not text me. Do not make any advances towards me or it will stop. Can you follow those rules? Do you promise to do what I say?"
"Yes! I swear I can Donna. I can't call you anyways, I don't even have your number. But all the rules you have are fine with me." I felt a sense of relief. It was a way in.
"You can cut the yard today and then leave. Thats it."