Greetings all; the characters in my stories exist in my head, but there might be real life inspirations for some of them. Who knows?
~~Beginning~~
Kelly, my wife of thirty five years was killed a little over a year ago in a 50 car chain reaction pile-up on the expressway while she was out and about. Her best friend Tori consoled me that day by having me lay my head on her big juicy titties while she held me in her arms as I sobbed uncontrollably. Then she came to my house and spent time with me everyday until Kelly's funeral, and after Kelly was laid to rest and my friends and family returned to their lives she continued to be there for me.
Every time she'd come to see me we'd start out sitting at the kitchen table where she'd listen sympathetically while I raged about how irresponsibly some people drive, and that someone's carelessness cost Kelly her life. Invariably she'd have me join her on the couch and lay my head on her lap while she caressed my head neck and shoulders. At first I thought she was being so loving towards me out of kindness, however when she began to lean down and lay soft kisses on my ears and neck and I got a whiff of her pussy scent a time or two I started wondering if she was trying to seduce me.
If she was I was certainly tempted, but I was also uncomfortable about it because of how close she and Kelly had been, so I reined in my emotions to keep her from having an excuse to suggest that we go sit on the couch. Once she saw that I was getting myself together we stayed at the kitchen table while we talked, but I noticed that the hugs she gave me when she arrived at my house and when she was about to leave were tighter now that we'd stopped cuddling on the couch.
I could feel every curve of her soft Rubenesque body underneath the material of the long flowing dresses she always wore, and I felt a surge of sexual energy in my cock and balls every time we'd hug. I'd always remind myself that she was Kelly's best friend and that would talk my dick down long enough for us to break the hug before she felt my burgeoning erection.
As time went on I began to get back to my old self and I started doing some of the things I liked and she offered to come along with me. That led to us getting to know each other on a personal level and as the months passed we grew closer and she began to overtly flirt with me.
Meanwhile I made a point of being on my best behavior though I never stopped thinking about her tender kisses while I laid my head on her lap, or how good her body felt when we hugged. I was able to control myself for a while, but as more and more time passed since the last time I'd had some pussy the more I thought about getting some of hers. I tried to control the urge by jacking off when I knew we'd be spending time together, but that didn't always work so I tried to subtly discourage her from spending so much time with me.
"Tori I really appreciate you, but I'm beginning to feel guilty about taking up so much of your time," I said to her the other night while we were eating the carry-out that she'd brought to my house.
"Sugar I like spending time with you, in case you haven't noticed," she stated.
"Oh, I've noticed," I confirmed.
" You can have as much of my time as you want... or anything else that I have for that matter," she added while holding eye contact with me.
"Oh, okay," I responded as I felt myself tense up.
"What's the matter?" she asked when she saw the stress on my face.
"Um, well, I uh, ah," I stuttered and stammered. "It's just... you saying that I can get anything I want from you."
"What about it? You already know I like you. I think I've made that pretty obvious. Now I've said it, " she stated with a calm look on her face.
"Yes you have," I agreed.
"And I think you're attracted to me too," she suggested with a twinkle in her eyes.
"Yeah, I am," I acknowledged, and then I looked down at the table and said, "That's the problem. I don't think I should be attracted to you."
"And why not?" she asked with a perplexed look on her face.
"Um, uh, because you're Kelly's best friend, and to me that makes you off limits," I explained truthfully.
"I understand," she stated after looking at me for a moment.
"Plus I don't want people gossiping and saying that there was something going on between you and me while Kelly was alive," I added.
"Okay," she responded as her mood changed and she looked discouraged. "Eat your food before it gets cold," she said after staring at nothing in particular for a moment.
"Alright," I responded and that's how the conversation ended.
We were relatively quiet as we ate and she left shortly after we finished.
~~Middle~~
I didn't hear from her again until she showed up at my house unannounced a week later. I opened my front door prepared for the worst, but I was pleasantly pleased when she smiled, though it wasn't the radiant smile she usually flashes it was a smile non the less.
"Hey sugar," she greeted me.
"Hey yourself," I responded and smiled back at her before adding, "This is a nice surprise, come on in." Then I held my storm door open for her.
"I didn't want you to spend today alone," she stated as she entered my living room and gave me a very brief and polite hug.
"I appreciate that," I said sincerely because it was the one year anniversary of Kelly's death and I needed to see Tori that day, but I'd been afraid to call her after I'd basically rejected her the other night.
"You're welcome," she responded, then she bit her bottom lip before adding, "I also wanted to talk with you about our last conversation."
"Okay," I replied.
"When you said that you consider me to be off limits because me and Kelly were friends I decided not to try to convince you that you shouldn't feel that way because I respect your loyalty to her, but I've changed my mind. You need to know that Kelly would always say that if anything ever happened to her she'd rest more peacefully if she knew that you were with me, so you see it's alright if you and I get together," she blurted out without taking a breath.
"O o okay," I responded as I processed what she'd just said about her and Kelly's conversation.