Ruth had been through a year that could only be labeled as devastating. She had turned forty just two short months ago and did not want to embrace the fact. The second of her two children moved on and out and was no longer there to nurture and care for. But most of all, her husband of twenty one years had suddenly and unexpectedly told her in no uncertain terms that he was done with their marriage and was divorcing her.
That is what hurt the most. Hadn't she always taken care of him, tried to do the best she could for him? She always kept herself in shape and did her best to look attractive for him, even when he insisted that she dress more provocatively then she would like.
She always took care of his needs, never denying herself to him when he wanted her. Even when all he wanted was for her to go down on him and then roll over and go to sleep leaving her frustrated and craving her own release.
They had married out of high school and she had only known one other man in an intimate fashion. Their sex life had been mundane by most standards. Once or twice a week she could expect a quick fuck with little to no regard about her own needs and desires. He would crawl into bed, never noticing that she had gone out of her way to look as sexy and desirable as she could possibly make herself for him. He may kiss her a few times and then the inevitable.
He would put his hand on the top of her head, push her down until she started to suck and fondle his cock and balls. With his hand gripping her hair he would force her to take all of his hardening cock into her mouth and throat. When he was in the mood for more he would eventually roll her over and slide into her, fucking her until he gained his orgasm, then drift off to sleep.
Most of the time Ruth would eventually drift off into a fitful sleep feeling frustrated and alone even with her husband there beside her. When the desire was to great she would wait until he was asleep and use her fingers to gain some release.