The morning that followed was interesting.
Dale had woken first, but made no effort to get up from the bed or to waken Gloria. As before, he just looked down at her as she slept. It was a Saturday, so there was no need for either of them to get up early. But Gloria somehow sensed Dale's gaze, and her eyes popped open and she rolled over onto her back. Dale was propped up on one elbow, seemingly without a care in the world.
"How long have you been awake?" she said almost accusingly.
"A little while," he said blandly.
"What have you been doing?"
"Nothingâjust watching you."
She scowled at him, but then realized there was no way she could remain angry with him. Or maybe there was. As she forced herself out of bed, she stumbled over to the closet to fish out a robe. In the process she rubbed her bottom and, glaring back at him, said, "My butt hurts."
Dale had the decency to look away, abashed.
As she put on a long terrycloth robe, she said, "I suppose you want some breakfast."
Dale's face radiated keen anticipation. "That would be great!" After a pause he added: "I can help. I'm an expert at cooking bacon."
"Are you?" she said dubiously. "Well, why don't you put something on?" She held up another robe for him to examine.
"But that's one of yours," he protested.
"You have a problem with that?" she shot back.
"I don't suppose you have any of your husband's things here?"
"I do not," she said forcefully. Then, taking pity on him, she went on: "Look, this robe is fineânot too feminine for you. It will do for now."
"I could come down naked," he said eagerly.
"No, you could not," she said, flinging the robe in his direction.
They both did their ablutions quicklyâshe lent him an unused toothbrush for the purposeâand headed down the stairs to the kitchen.
Sure enough, they worked pretty well as a team making breakfast: she managed some scrambled eggs and toast, and he did indeed do quite a nice job frying up some bacon. She offered him coffee, but he preferred tea. She didn't, and made a pot of coffee for herself.
They sat down and enjoyed the meal, saying little. After it was over, they continued in their silence.
The time was approaching for something of a reckoning, and they both knew it.
Gloria began the proceedings by saying, "Now what?"
Dale didn't answer immediately. He was quite certain she hadn't heard those fateful words he had whispered in her ear the night beforeâand, in the clarity of the day, he wasn't certain how much he had even meant themâbut he knew he wanted to see more of this compelling woman.
So at last he said, "I'd like to spend the day with you." He well knew that she would pick up on the hidden implication behind his words:
And the night.
It was Gloria's turn to remain silent while she digested his words. While they were in the throes of intimacy, the immense difference in their ages had seemed insignificant: she was a woman, he was a man, and that was all there was to it. She liked to think that she was more than merely "well-preserved": she had taken good care of her body, and Daleâeven if his taste for older women had to be regarded as something of an aberrationâhad clearly responded to her passionately and enthusiastically. But how much farther did she wish to go? The idea of actually having a
relationship
with this man-boy still struck her as absurd, even embarrassing: how could she possibly introduce him to her middle-aged women friends as her boyfriend, her lover, her bedmate? It was too grotesque.
But she liked him, and perhaps more than liked him.
So she said, "All right. What exactly did you have in mind?"
"Oh, anything. We could go out somewhereâit looks like good weather today. How about a little trip to Mianus River State Park?" This was a small wooded area north of Stamford and Greenwich, near the border with New York State.
"Sounds fine," Gloria said. "But what are you going to do for clothes? You can't wear your suit to the park."
"Um, well," Dale said, blushing, "I have some casual clothes in my satchel."
"Do you now?" Gloria said. "So you expected to use them?"
"No, no!" Dale cried, hands extended as if to ward off a blow. "But . . . it helps to come prepared."
"Yeah, right." She turned on her heels and made toward the stairs. "Let's shower and get ready."
"You mean, shower together?" There was an obvious tone of anticipation in his voice.
"No," Gloria said firmly. "You shower in the bathroom in the master bedroom. I'll shower in the bathroom down the hall."
They showered and dressed in good time. Gloria had put on a comfortable denim blouse and a wraparound knee-length skirt that made her seem quite youthful, while Dale fished out a dark polo shirt and tan Dockers from his trusty satchel. Gloria didn't have much in the way of picnic supplies at home, so they stopped by at the local grocery for some fried chicken, potato salad, and sundry other things that they could enjoy whenever they got hungry.
The drive to Mianus River State Park took hardly any time at all, and in spite of the cool weather they worked up a bit of a sweat tramping about the areaâheavily forested, but with the crisp waters of the Mianus River flowing nearby. There were also a number of small lakes whose shore would seem to make an ideal place for a picnic lunch.
The meal was concluded with a Thermos of piping-hot tea (for him) and coffee (for her). As they lounged contentedly on the blanket Gloria had brought, Dale felt bold enough to venture onto dangerous territory again.
"So tell me about your husband."
Gloria eyed him dubiously. "What do you want to know?"
"Anything. What sort of a man was he?"
"Physically? Well, he was a big guyâabout six feet tall, with a barrel chest. Quite strong, although I wouldn't say his face was the most attractive one could ask for. But the funny thing was that, precisely because he was so big and strong, he treated meâand women in general, it seemsâwith a kind of exaggerated courtesy and respect."
"Can one ever have too much respect for women?" Dale said wonderingly.
"Oh, it's not that. I'm not expressing myself well. What I mean to say is that he tended to be something of a pushover where women were concerned. I'm sure it goes back to his motherâit always does."
She stopped abruptly, fearful that she might have said something offensive or disturbing to Dale.
"You're probably right," he said without looking at her.
"Anyway," she went on hastily, "he treated me like a piece of porcelainâand I hate that! Dammit, I don't break so easily! He actually thought it was strange that I didn't cry muchâthought it was somehow 'unfeminine.' Imagine that!"
"I cry a lot," Dale said simply.
Gloria was brought up short. "Yes, well . . . Women cry because it's somehow expected of them. It's just a way of keeping women downâturns them into infants."
"That's rather harsh. I think crying can be very therapeuticâcathartic, don't you know."
"Maybe," Gloria said dubiously. "But it's not something I do."
Dale wanted to get back to the main subject. "So what exactly happened between you two? I mean, twenty-one years is a long time to be married . . ."
"I'll say!" she said emphatically.
"No children?"
"No. I'm not exactly the maternal type. Maybe Harvey wanted them at the beginning, but I put my foot down and eventually he gave up."