They say that life is stranger than fiction and this story supports that old adage. After 35+ years of marriage my wife announces that she has lost all interest in sex so there is no sense in asking her to make love. Now this was not an overnight proclamation as our sex life had been suffering for quite some time and we were down to maybe once or twice a month. So what is a guy supposed to do after being faithful for all those years? Hell, she had passed menopause a few years back so it couldn't be that. So in my little mind if I took matters into my own "hands" then maybe she would come around in due time.
For the next few years I would masturbate to relieve my sexual tensions while keeping true to my wife and wedding vows. During this time I would mentally relive some of the sexual encounters I had with my wife during our dating years and early on in our marriage.
One day while surfing the web I came across a site where people wrote stories about their sex lives and fantasies. This appeared to be a good outlet for my sexual frustrations so I took to writing about our sexual experiences and posting on this website.
After posting several stories and receiving pretty good reviews I received and e-mail from a woman that said she liked my stories and proclaimed to be a hotwife. As desperate and horny as I was I would have probably driven 500 to 600 miles to meet her only to find out she lived about 2400 miles away. This was actually a good thing because she probably wouldn't have had sex with an old man like me and we actually became friends through e-mails and chats. In fact as our friendship grew she steered me to a location on the site where her husband had written stories about their encounters.
Here I am, reading sex stories about a woman I don't know and pulling on my cock to get an orgasm. I found her stories written by her husband to be so hot I asked her why he stopped writing. Her answer was simple, "You'd have to ask him."
I continued to correspond with my new cyber girlfriend, Lily, and some how the topic of me writing her stories for her came up. I jumped at the chance and we started to collaborate and she came up with a list of stories, some real and some fantasy, that I could write about. Lily gave me the basic background and then left it up to me to add the details especially describing any sexual activities. Boy did my mind wander dreaming those up but Lily was always given the right to accept, reject or change anything I had written.
Things at home remained status quo between my wife, Lisa, and me while writing erotic stories for Lily but my sexual frustrations continued to build. Then one night things came to a head between Lisa and me. After arguing for over a half an hour about our situation Lisa finally declared that if I wanted sex I should go out and get a girlfriend and fuck her. Totally taken back I asked if she was serious. The answer was that was the only way I would get laid. I asked about repercussions if I did so and Lisa claimed there would not be any and I was free to do as I needed. That night you could have knocked me over with a feather.
I thought about things for a few days and decided that I needed to find a girl friend but more appropriate to my situation would be a "friend with benefits." I signed up on a dating site and for the next several weeks started answering inquiries. Most of the women were divorced or widowed and looking for a long term relationship. With Lisa, I was still tied emotionally, financially and with our children and grandchild that prevented me from seeking a legal separation or divorce even though we had not been intimate for years now.
Checking the dating site one morning I found there was a lady who had left a message to which I responded right away. To my surprise I received an almost immediate response. Her name is Sue and she was getting ready for work. After a few brief back and forth e-mails she went off to work and so did I. The rest of the day the anticipation was killing me to know more about her.
On our next exchange I asked if we could move our dialogue from the dating site to private e-mails and she agreed. Clearly the next step was to meet each other face to face and so e-mails were exchanged setting up a time and place. We decided to meet for coffee at a local coffee shop after we both got done working. The meeting came off pretty well considering we were two strangers trying to find common ground in order to pursue a sexual relationship. She is a divorce' and had no intentions of remarrying. I on the other hand was a married man that for some of the reasons I mentioned above and some that are not relevant to the story could not leave my wife. I explained to Sue that I did not want her hurt in anyway if we were to go any further. Her response simply was to take one step at a time.
When I got home that night, Lisa asked where I had been. I told her that I got tied up with my last customer and she accepted the explanation. The light bulb went off in my head that I was now faced with a dilemma. Although my wife told me to go find a girl friend and it looked like I had, how did I tell my wife where I was going those nights or did I just continually lie as to my whereabouts.
Life got busy with work and home and I pushed off setting a date with Sue until I resolved this last issue of what to tell my wife? Since this was Lisa's decision not to have sex between us anymore my plan was to tell her outright that I had found someone and that there would be nights when I would not be coming home. There were no arguments on Lisa's part and in fact there seemed to be total acceptance. Puzzling.
Sue and I made plans several days in advance and set a date for dinner and then to go back to her house. I told Lisa that I would not be home on that night for dinner and the whole evening. The very next evening Lisa says to me that we need to talk. Right away I am thinking she does not want me to go through with this date.
Lisa starts out with, "I have been thinking about you and this other woman."
"Yes. It was your idea remember," trying to cut off any potential argument that I was the one looking to go outside of our marriage.
"Oh I know it was." Lisa responded.
"Well if you want me to call it off say so now because if you are not sure I am meeting with this woman," I replied quickly.