This is a retelling of the story "
Cuckold Training for Bill
" from Bill's point of view. You may want to read that story before reading this one.
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I was sitting in front of my laptop watching porn. My wife, Lynn, was at her weekly coffee house get together with her friend Ann. I had my left hand inside my sweatpants fondling my cock and balls. On the screen I was watching a buff young man getting his large cock sucked by a shapely, gorgeous blond. She alternated between licking his shaft, licking his balls, and taking his cock into her mouth and bobbing her head up and down. Every so often she glanced to the side and gave a big smile. When the camera panned in that direction, it showed a dorky looking guy in a chair. He was naked and his wrists and ankles were tied to the chair. His smaller cock was erect. Since I had clicked on "cuckold" videos I knew he was the woman's husband. I had to wonder how the dork ended up married to the blond to begin with.
Lynn and I are in our sixties. Lynn is beautiful and sexy and I don't even mean "for her age." When her auburn hair began to gray she continued to dye it. Her face is gorgeous with big brown eyes. She is curvy in all the right places including nice breasts. Her sex drive has survived the aging process better than mine has, I'm afraid. As I aged my previously decent sized penis got smaller. I guess this is not uncommon although not universal. That wouldn't be so bad if it still maintained nice hard erections, but as soon as I was put on medication for my heart my erections suffered greatly. Yes I tried Viagra, but nothing helped.
Intellectually I know I should adapt and satisfy both of our needs by other means, but emotionally and psychologically I end up avoiding sexual encounters. I just feel like a failure when I don't get a nice hard erection. So I don't initiate or encourage it. Stupid on my part, but that's where I have gotten to. Of course I still enjoy sexual contact and cumming, so I end up watching porn and jerking off. Or sometimes just watching and fondling myself, enjoying the feeling of sexual frustration.
In the video, the stud had turned the blond around so she was bent forward and leaning on the bed facing the dork. The stud entered her from behind. Ten minutes of him pounding into her followed. As he fucked her she occasionally blurted out comments to her husband. "Oh, I'm so filled!" or "His cock is so much bigger than yours!" or "Go ahead and play with that little thing. After feeling this giant in me, your hand is all you are ever going to get!" or just general screams of pleasure.
As I watched her tits swaying as they fucked, I gripped my semi-hard cock, enjoying the feeling. Every few minutes I rubbed the precum around the tip massaging the head with my fingers. I enjoyed the feeling of frustration when I brought myself close to cumming and backing off as I watched. After the pair had orgasmed with many loud screams and exclamations, the stud pulled out and the blond walked over to the dork. As she untied him she said, "There is one job that you are qualified to do- the clean-up."
She sat on the bed next to the stud and dork walked towards her, dropping to his knees in front of her. She stopped him saying, "Don't be rude. Guests first." She pointed at the stud's crotch. The dork made a weak show of not wanting to before taking the big cock into his mouth and enthusiastically sucking off the accumulated mess. Then he stuck his face between the blond's thighs and licked the cream pie that was leaking from her pussy as well as the drips down her thighs. I was intrigued by the idea of feeling a cock in my mouth, but could not imagine doing it. Or, for that matter, tasting male cum.
I continued to play with my own cock while I watched a few more videos. Two guys 69ing. A femdom video where the Domme facesat on the sub and ground her pussy and ass into his mouth. Then I heard Lynn's car drive up and I closed down the laptop.
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One week later:
We were laying in bed and Lynn shocked me by saying, "Should we get divorced?" I was dumbfounded. A feeling of panic coursed through my veins. As I said I feel fortunate to be married to such a beautiful woman. I know we both enjoy our time together and doing things together. The thought of separating was awful. I could tell she saw the fear in my eyes.
"I hope not. I don't want to. I love you. Why? Do you want to dump me?"
"Not really. I love you too. But I need more sexually than you seem to want to give me."
"I can't help it! The medsβ"
"I don't give a fuck about your erections or the small size of your dick! I just need more sex."
"I'll try and do more. I really will!"
"I've heard that too many times before and nothing has changed. I do have a plan though. Do you want to hear it?"
"Of course. Please."
"I want to be the sexual boss for a period of time. I'm not talking hours or days. I'm talking months. Or perhaps forever. Who knows."
"That actually sounds like it could be fun."
"There's more. You must commit to not cum until I allow you to. Not in the shower. Not watching porn. Only with me present and with my permission. It may mean some long stretches of frustration on your part, but I will promise you that it will be worth it in the end. You definitely will not regret it."
I was more excited than she knew. My submissive tendencies were dancing with joy in my head. The idea of being at her mercy and having sexual activities forced upon me was exciting as hell. My cock was even partially hard. Lynn reached out and placed my hand on one of her magnificent tits. I massaged it and kneaded it. Did the same on the other. Took her nipples between my fingers and made them hard and erect. She reached down and found my cock. She said, "Well, you seem to like the idea! Is it something you want to commit to? Remember, I'm talking for an extended time here."
I replied, "Yes, yes. I am all in!"
I continued to play with her tits while she toyed with my cock and balls. She captured some precum and used it to massage the head of my cock for a while. Then she gripped the shaft between a couple of fingers and her thumb. Starting slowly she pumped it up and down. Her speed gradually increased. I began to feel my orgasm approaching. My hips rocked matching her pumps. But just as I felt myself about to climax and shoot, she stopped pumping and pinched the base of my cock hard. I begged her to let me cum. She reminded me of our new agreement. I resigned myself to the frustration. My arousal receded.
Lynn said, "Very good. Now remember, you are not to jerk yourself off either. Believe me. I will know if you do. You're a lousy actor and a lousy liar. Those are not insults. That's a good thing. But I will be able to tell if you satisfy yourself. Part of the point is to push and frustrate you. Like I said before: I will make it worth it for you. That's a promise."