It was dark, probably about midnight, when I went into Sally's room. I stood looking over her room with a tremendous hard on pointing into the darkness like a searching finger. I looked down on her bed. As always, it was carefully made up, a modest but neat cotton blanket to keep the chill off during the cool summer nights. On the night stand was a picture of her 30 year-old son, barely visible in the darkness, a lamp and her Bible.
Sally, of course, was not here. I would never have dared step into her room if she were. After all, I was just 20 years old and I was renting a spare room in her house, just across the hall from her own bedroom. She was really more than my landlady. After all, she was only charging me $10 a month, mostly as a favor to my girlfriend who worked for her at one of Sally's dress shops. So Sally was really a friend.
When my girlfriend Abby introduced us for the first time I had called her Mrs. Josephs. I knew she had been divorced for many years, had one son, and lived alone in the big house on the edge of town. She went to church every Sunday, of course, but also attended church meetings during the week.
"Please call me Sally," she said as she hugged me. As I tried to thank her for giving me a room for the low rate while I finished my last semester in junior college, she dismissed the idea with a wave of her hand.
"I'm just glad to have a man in the house," she said. "Living way out there by myself..." then she went on to talk about her son who lived about 45 minutes away and how he never visited her enough.
Sally was a big woman in every way. About 58 years old, she always wore a big smile and had a broad chest and thick legs. She was almost 5 feet 9 inches tall and always kept her hair in an impeccable condition. I never saw her, day or night, when her gray hair wasn't teased, combed and styled nicely in place. She always looked nice but was certainly no beauty.
In the meantime, I was enjoying a relationship with my steady girlfriend, Abby. She was a bright, pretty thing but made it clear any sex would have to wait for marriage. I was not yet ready for marriage and thought it ironic that, in the midst of the sexual revolution of the 70s, I was not seeing any battle. Occasionally, I would gently stroke Abby's breasts and she would moan but then break off our petting and smile while explaining that "good girls don't do that."
My only experience with sex was with an enthusiastic member of a current events club at college. We certainly didn't linger over the act but what we lacked in technique we more than made up for in frequency. Eventually, we both found others. She found an older man. I found Abby.
And now I was standing in Sally's room in the middle of the night in a big house in the middle of nowhere with absolutely nobody here. Still, I was excited beyond all measure. And it was for the same old reason.
Abby and I would go out to a movie or an ice cream stand (that's all I could afford!) And then we would make out in the car in the driveway to her home. After about 30 minutes, her mother would start turning the porch light off and on which was her subtle way of saying it's time to go home.
I was anything but ready to go home. I had heard the term "blue balls" but never understood it until I started dating Abby. I felt so sexually frustrated that I thought my balls would explode by the time I got home. Usually I got home about midnight and Sally would be in her room, asleep. I could hear her gently snoring as I went into my room. Over time, I started thinking about Sally in a completely different way.
Of course it was crazy! I knew that. Here was this old, church-going grandmother who was doing me this big favor by charging me next to nothing to live here and I was starting to have, as Abby would put it, impure thoughts. As I walked back to my room after a date with Abby and my blue balls were throbbing, I wondered about Mrs. Josephs and if she ever thought about sex, specifically, sex with me. On more than one occasion, I hoped she would call out to me as I walked to my room. She never did, of course, but I would fantasize about her before falling asleep.
Once when I followed her upstairs I watched her two great ass cheeks as she took each step. I had seen her bra once in the bathroom and was amazed -- no, I was in awe -- of the size of the cups and I could only imagine what it would be like to suck such great big tits as hers.
Then there was her hair. Something about it really got to me. I wanted to snake my fingers through it and force her big round face to my cock. It was this last fantasy that usually did it for me. I would lay on my stomach in my dark bedroom and imagine my hot cum squirting down the throat of chunky old Sally. Instead, I would have to settle for squirting inside my underwear and listening to the quiet mewing of Mrs. Josephs in the next bedroom.
So it is probably a lot clearer now why, with Sally out of town, I strolled into her bedroom and looked down at her empty bed. I could smell the scent of her here. It was not a floral or perfumy scent , just a clean one. I sat down on the edge of her bed, then gently pulled back the covers which were tidily tucked under the pillows. Then I slipped under the covers.
This was far more exciting than I had expected and I almost came on the spot. I could smell the scent of her here and it was very exciting. This was the very place I wanted to be on so many nights and here I was. Sure, Sally wasn't here, but I could smell and feel her somehow. I reached under the pillow and found her nightgown hiding there. It looked like a low-necked cotton nightgown and was surprisingly short. I stretched my body on the full sized bed and let my hard, naked cock rub against the sheets, the same sheets that Sally rubbed her body against every night. I imagined her huge tits flopping out of the low nightgown and I rubbed by cock along the sheets, reveling in the fantasy. When I got out of the bed, I carefully retucked the sheets (I even turned on the light to make sure I did it right) and returned to my room. I felt guilty but aroused by the whole experience.
I thought nothing more about the incident or my feelings for Sally even after she returned home a few days later. But that afternoon when I got home after school, I saw something in my room that first puzzled me then flustered and shamed me. It was a pair of my underwear, neatly folded and placed at the foot of my bed. I knew I hadn't put them there and tried to think how they got there. Then I realized these were the same pair of shorts I had worn into Sally's room a few days back. Once I had gotten into her bed, I slipped them off and, apparently, I had forgotten about them. And here they were! Sally must have found them when she got into her bed.
I didn't know what to do. If the same thing had happened to me ten years later, I would have been much more composed. But here I was, a 20 year-old, caught with my hand in the cookie chair. I was mortified!
Of course, I couldn't look at her. For the next three days I made it a point to remain in my room until Sally had left the house or gone to bed. I was so embarrassed that I even missed some important classes rather than face her. Naturally, this couldn't last forever and when I finally took a deep breath and forced myself to pass her in the kitchen on my way out the door, I tried to be calm but it didn't work.
" 'morning, Sally," I tried to say nonchalantly as I walked out the door but my voice caught and it came out a mumble.