I didn't hear anything from Ray the evening after our first meeting in the cafΓ©, so contented myself with watching my favourite daddy/teen clips and perusing erotica while pretending to be upstairs studying. He must have been playing hard to get a little, I frowned to myself. I'd seen the way he'd devoured me with those wolfish eyes, giving me an ego boost and turning me on just thinking about it. I decided to turn off the video I was watching of an old plumber fucking a ditzy blonde on the kitchen counter and turned my fantasies to Ray having made me give him my knickers in the cafΓ© that afternoon. I wonder what he'd have me do when I met him at his house? I thought of him as I touched myself. Holding me in his big arms as he thrust into me until I came in both my thoughts and all over my hand as I strummed in bed.
I anxiously checked my phone all the next day, and nothing. Surely an old bloke like Ray wouldn't play games like the boys? Thinking he must have had second thoughts, I resigned myself to bed. Then, just when contemplating whether to read another erotic story to take my mind off it or go to sleep, I got two texts in short "ding ding" notifications. Of course, thank Jesus, it was Ray.
The first simply read "Hi" and then his address. I rushed to find it online. In the suburbs on the other side of town. Easy to get to, but unlikely I would ever bump into him or know anyone in common, I thought. Perfect. The following messages gave me a couple of options to meet. I went to reply right away, no thoughts of acting coy. I wasn't used to dancing these dances texting back and forth, and I had an urge to see Ray and see where this went -- that kinda scared me a little, to be honest. I quelled those thoughts and pressed send -- I had to get out of my comfort zone. I had to "carpe that fucking diem," as my friend Fran would say (albeit usually just before making poor, drunken choices)!
As it was Friday by this point, we agreed on next Tuesday afternoon. I only had morning classes -- usually I'd go to the library or gym, but hopefully a different kind of workout was on the cards! I wondered if Ray worked...
***
That weekend I got myself ready. What should I wear? I wanted to be sexy, but also casual enough. I had dresses for nights out, but they weren't appropriate for this... well, would you call it a date? A hook-up? I then remembered my older sister's old room and went for a snoop while my parents were out Saturday morning shopping. She only stayed the odd weekend or Christmas nowadays, so most of her stuff was boxed up. She had been much more cool and girly than me when younger but I was quite a bit taller, although with a much smaller bust, unfortunately... Rummaging around in a box from her most slutty phase, I found a tight white vest with 3 buttons that showed on me at least a flash of midriff as I moved and one of her black teenage push-up bras that cupped my little tits underneath. I also found some cute denim shorts that went nice with my trainers. I liked the way the high waist hugged and accentuated my hips flaring out, and the baggy hems showing off my now toned legs. I'd always been fairly skinny (apart from my arse), but I now felt tight and fit after my new workout regime. With an oversized jumper over the top, it didn't appear too whorish, I supposed, but I could soon remove that. I also found her old knicker stash and went for a simple black pair to match the bra. Some nicked little hooped earrings too, and I was set.
I took myself in in the mirror, posing and pouting. I was happy with my figure, and the odd youthful spot I'd got on my chin seemed to have cleared up after taking up swimming, making me feel much more confident. I wished my tits were more impressive still, but my waist, arse and legs made up for it, I supposed. I had been told I was pretty, though I had never worn much makeup before my friend Liv, who studied Beauty, had given me a practice makeover as part of my friendship group's efforts to help me move on from my ex. Just a touch of mascara and dark lip glosh to complement my blue eyes and caramel-chocolate hair on her guidance. I usually put it up out of the way in a bun or clip but now let it hang loose and wavy over my shoulders.
***
At last, Tuesday came round. I wasn't an idiot and had told my closest friend Fran that I was going to meet a guy at this address I'd met "online" -- not strictly a lie! I did it for her all the time so she'd clapped her hands as I told her in the library that Monday afternoon. Finally, I was going dating, it seemed. I went with it, wanting to keep the truth hidden. Luckily, she didn't pry too much. It would be humiliating if anyone found out. They'd think I was mad!
Although randily excited before, waking up that morning I was a bag of nerves as reality set in. The butterflies not stopping as I forced down some breakfast, sat on the bus into town or autopiloted through that morning's classes. During the break I checked my phone and saw I had a message from Ray that simply said, "Still on?"
I gulped and decided to head across the road to the shop for a can of pop to calm my somersaulting belly. As I walked, my inner voice told me this was stupid and I should back out. What the hell was I doing? This wasn't me... not really. Then, as if the stars had aligned, I spotted my ex and his new bird walking down path to the campus. My blood froze. This was the first time I'd ever seen them together. I knew her by sight but we'd never met (thank God!), while if my schedule did make me cross paths in a corridor with my ex, we just awkwardly nodded "Hi" and carried on walking. Now, seeing them smiling arm in arm struck me and gave me resolve. I couldn't just be a non-playing character in a game, an extra in someone else's film. I had to seize the day. I scurried into the shop before they could see me and quickly texted Ray back, "Yes! Xx".
***
As soon as class finished, I was off on the walk to the other side of town, the route and street names memorised in my head. I'd never been to this area before. It was nice, with wide, leafy streets. I then walked through a scenic little park and into a cul-de-sac. I'd paced fast in my frantic, sexually charged energy and was much earlier than our 1pm agreed time. So I went back to the park and sat on a bench. This pause didn't help my nerves... What was I doing? Did I want this? Yes, I thought, for once I'm going to be crazy and see where this goes. If it came to nothing or was a disappointment, at least I'd tried. How mad was this, though? What would I have done by the time I left his house? Would I suck his cock? Would he fuck me? What would it be like? I resolved I definitely would do those things if he wanted me to. What about anal? Not sure...
At five to I got myself together, had a stick of gum to calm my nerves, smeared on some more mascara and lippy, sprayed some scent, texted I was almost there and set off down the long road to Ray's street.
It was a quiet little road of only about 12 or so houses. His was in the corner, hidden away behind tall bushes and ferns. As I walked down the path, I took it in. A cheery red brick semi-detached with flower pots blooming colour around the door, a reputable blue Ford on the driveway. From what I could deduce so far from Ray, this house and car was him to a tee. I guess what really mattered, though, was what lay under this faΓ§ade...
The garage door screeched open just as I spat my gum in the bushes and I walked down the drive -- he'd been watching for me. I flushed -- had he seen me spit out the gum?
"Hello, love. You're looking very nice today."
"Thank you," I smiled, trying to be cheery but the words catching in my throat. "Hello!" I tried again. I took off the jumper as I stooped under the garage door, getting a tad hot and flustered.
I went in to hug him. He smelt of earthy cologne and woody smoke like he'd been gardening, dressed in khaki shorts and a plain black t-shirt. I breathed him in, my face under his chin as he wrapped his burly arm around me, a hand on my waist, gripping my hip subtly in a way that promised more to come...
"Hot today," he said casually.
"Yes, and maybe it will get hotter?" I couldn't help picking up the cheesy banter from before in my nervousness.
"First things first, love. Let's see you try the bike out."
As he wheeled the gorgeous bike out, I noted he'd put the lovely basket and the lock on already. "Wow!"
"Go on. Take her for a spin up the road."
I got on and rode off, knowing he'd be ogling my bare legs, arse on the thin seat, and exposed waist as my tight top rode up. At least all my hard work the last few months was paying off! I turned around and leaned forward on my approach back, giving him a view down my unbuttoned top. The whole thing for show whether he'd meant it or not. I also made a show of getting off, pretending to fall into him a bit as I dismounted. I just wanted to touch him again.
"Think she'll do?"
"Yes, lovely and smooth!" I grinned. "Well, the suspension is a bit hard for the cobbles in town..."
"I'm sure you'll love that..."
"Don't want to get too sore."
Ray laughed. "Lovely stuff. Why don't we go in for a cup of tea and work out... payment?"