"Well?.....come on then....tell me all about it."
My friend Rita's face was a picture of excited curiosity as she finally had me to herself during our short break.
It was a sweltering monday afternoon following an equally hot weekend, hot in more ways than one.
I say 'finally' had me to herself because the wily old mare had twigged something was up as soon as she laid eyes on me earlier that morning and had been trying to find out the juicy details ever since.
Grinning reluctantly back at her I give in and come clean, "What gave it away?"
I was going to tell her anyway but perhaps not this quickly.
Rita had been off work for a while so didn't know what had transpired between myself and Chris, having just arrived back at the supermarket that day.
She knew I'd given the young guy my phone number but that was all.
So....a case of putting two and two together? Or....
Rita beamed back, an air of smugness about her, "I can see it....it's written all over you...you may be able to fool others young lady...but not me...so come on...reveal all."
Rita's powers of perception I had been initially worried about, but since warming to her as a trusted friend I'd grown to respect and admire her ability to see through any pretence.
Although to be fair on myself I had dropped my guard somewhat, while in her presence.
Lowering my voice and looking cautiously around us, we had a quiet corner of the canteen to ourselves....I begin.
"Well...you know that young guy I slipped my number to last week?....well...I've been seeing him."
Rita listens with avid interest as I go through what happened with Chris during her absence.
Revealing everything including the events of the previous thursday night.
"Oh my god!....in the car and a cornfield!....it's been many years since I was on my back on the backseat of a car...and I've never done it in a cornfield!"
Rita is genuinely impressed with my exploits, feeding my pride and making me blush....and that's not all.
As I become more explicit with my descriptions and Rita asks more probing questions, I suddenly realise how turned on I am.
"Go on then you lucky sod... what's it like?...doing it with a twenty year old?"
Rita asks expectantly.
I don't go into detail about Chris's past but do explain that he's very inexperienced so things initially were a bit, premature.
Continuing, "But once he'd done it a few times....you know...started lasting longer."
Our secret exchange in lowered voices reminded me of lazy summer afternoons at school, chatting to supposed trusted friends about boys we had crushes on, only for this information to then spread like wild fire through one's circle of friends.
But with Rita, I knew she wouldn't tell a soul, I just instinctively knew she could be trusted implicitly.
Grinning cheekily, Rita comments, "I bet he goes like a rabbit too doesn't he?"
Nodding and grinning back I reply, "Oh yeah...and you know when he does it at the end?...it comes out really fast....squirts out."
Rita giggles then shakes her head while exhaling exaggeratingly, leaning back in her chair briefly, looking around us, then resuming her confidential position hunched forward over the table.
"So....what about your hubby?"
Honestly? At that moment when she put the question to me, I was poised to tell her that my husband didn't mind, didn't mind one little bit.
However, I suddenly realise that this is not the time or place to be revealing such personal information.
So instead I just grin and reply, "What he doesn't know doesn't hurt him."
Rita giggles at that, then warns me to be carful that certain work colleagues do not see me interacting with a certain young customer when he comes into the store.
I agree, telling her I've instructed Chris to be 'cool' with me when he comes in.
With our short break nearly over Rita winds up our naughty conversation by requesting that I keep her informed on my progress with Chris, insisting that I don't hold anything back, she wants to know every detail.
I agree with a sly grin and a, "You'll be the first to know."
Rita grins back and then stands up while muttering something about 'lucky cow' and 'wish I had the guts' before walking away.
With our conversation over and Rita gone, I'm left briefly to my own thoughts.
I'm actually quite shocked with the fact I was about to reveal such a big secret to Rita.
The level of trust I feel towards her both frightened and excited me.
And speaking of excited...
As I go to stand up away from the table I realise how moist I've become downstairs, as a direct result of revealing all about Chris to Rita.
I've never had someone like her before, to talk to about my exploits.
To confide in.
And doing so has evidently been a turn on.
However, as I continue with my work that afternoon my thoughts turn away from intimate conversations with my friend and focus firmly upon the coming evening and the planned date with Chris....
This time I've been invited back to his place.
His mum is working and won't be back until at least 10.30, giving us plenty of time.
The lad is very eager to carry on where we left off, and I'm very eager to let him.
Chris wanted to meet up again on the friday night but we had plans with our special friend Mike, so I couldn't make friday.
Saturday too was no good as I was too tender downstairs, and tired from the previous nights exertions.
Chris is just a pup, he's so inexperienced that it's how I imagine doing it with a virgin would actually be.
I'm basically his tutor.
But with Mike and my hubby, it's a world of difference.
They know their way around my body, they are both very experienced, the complete opposite of Chris.
And of course, there's two of them.
So by the end of the night I'm sore and exhausted.
I need a day off, which was saturday.
My excuse to Chris was that I had a migraine.
Sunday was not possible either, we had a prearranged night out with our good friend Dave and his wife Becky.
So with my apparent reluctance to meet up, Chris became anxious and withdrawn.
It appeared to my fragile young friend that he had been dumped again!
Wow, those college bitches had done an excellent job of screwing up this sensitive young man.
I had to carefully reassure him over and over, lots of phone calls between us, that I wasn't going anywhere and was every bit as eager as he was to continue our 'friendship'.
Recalling our conversation on the phone saturday....
After arranging our monday evening date I asked Chris to perform a little task for me.
A simple thing really, a short period of abstinence from....self indulgence.
Speaking softly and in a seductive tone I asked him to 'save it up' for me.
At first he didn't get what I meant and I had to elaborate.
Chris's naivety, is a constant source of wonder for me...and subsequently...excitement.
He's so....wonderfully innocent, which encourages my rarely explored dominant side.
Feeling empowered and so deliciously naughty, I got to the point.
Telling him to not 'touch himself' and in no uncertain terms, that part of him now belonged to me and I would take care of it when I next saw him.
Chris went silent for a brief moment, I could almost feel him blushing, sense both his apprehension and excitement.
Eventually he replies that he will do as I say and not touch it.
Grinning while holding the phone close to my ear, I could hear tension in his voice...
I felt wicked controlling him like that, but it's so easy...he...is so easy.
Next I tell him I mean it and that I'll know if he's done anything.
I couldn't resist it, pushing my fledgling dominance.
Chris confirms in a compliant tone that he will do as I say, I praise him calling him a good boy and promising that it will be worth it when we meet up.
We end the conversation with loving, tender words.
But what affects me most of all from our exchange is how much I enjoyed domineering this young guy.
It feels so liberating, so exciting...so different.
And indeed it gets under my skin so much... immediately after our intimate phone call, despite my aches and pains, I run a bath and go 'indulge' myself in the hot foamy water.
Clenching my knees tightly together in a powerful climax with thoughts of my young compliant lover.
Sweet release...
That weekend does seem to drag, although I do enjoy our night out with Dave and Becky it's always good to see my ex.
There is something special about Becky being oblivious to our past, the secret past I've enjoyed with her husband.
Fodder for my wicked side.
Despite this distraction however I do find my thoughts continuously wandering to Chris and our upcoming date.
I wonder if he has been a good boy for me.
I can't wait to find out what a weekend's worth of frustration will feel like.
That afternoon's shift at the supermarket is full of daydreams of thing's to come...
**
Monday evening.
Although I'm aware that Chris is very anxious this evening, it is with some degree of my own apprehension that we come to a stop outside Chris's place, a small semi detached bungalow.
Turning to face me while switching the engine off, "Well....here we are....come on I'll show you around."
The second half of Chris's sentence has an upbeat tone, however, the tiny tremor in the first half betrays him and reveals just how anxious he is.