I finally got out of my car and went inside the rest stop and got something to eat and drink. Then as I was walking back to my car a rail road freight train's whistle came blasting loud behind me. I stood there and watched the train come pass behind the rest stop. I watched for a long time as the many freight cars went click, click over the tracks.
Then it hit me, hit me like a ton of bricks. I said to myself, "Evil and nasty! Well sweetheart do you think if you were able to see just what an evil and nasty fucking world this one can be and what men would be willing to do to a woman who offers herself to them to be fucked, would you stop then?"
I knew I was talking to myself and got back into my car. I drove home knowing just what the hell I was going to do now. The problem was how was I going to pull this off. I also knew we were finished and regardless of what happen later on, Shirl and I were done. She had moved on to whatever she was looking for and needed. I would now treat her in every way like the whore she wanted to be. If she wanted to suck my cock, I would ram it down her throat. If she wanted to fuck me I would do her in both holes! And, with me, well I was now little glad and a little sad. Then guilt hit me and I started to wonder if I was that evil and that nasty. Then another minute went past and I said out loud, "You fucking know I am!! Fuck her and fuck it. She wanted this so she'll have it. And I'll pay that fucking Mandy back too! No it's not to evil or nasty, in fact it's to fucking easy! I'm going to do this God Damnnnnnnnnn it! I just have to make sure it goes off without getting me or my friend in trouble."
I got home late maybe half past one in the morning. Shirl was asleep on the sofa and when I opened the door she jumped up and ran to me. She held me tight and said, "Bud! Oh God Bud where have you been. I called everyone I was so worried I was sure you had left me! Oh God Bud please! Please tell me you won't leave me! Please!"
I said, "Calm down Shirl and come over here and sit with me."
She held my hand and she was shaking I guess with fear, who knows what she was thinking these days. We sat on the sofa and I took both of her hands in mine. And, with the most honest look on my face I asked her what it was going to take for her to stop all this "shit" and come back to me as my wife?" I was giving her one last chance, but only one.
She said, "Oh God! I have been fighting this for years Bud. I don't know. I just don't know. I don't know what it will take or how long. I asked for 2 months but I can't tell you for sure that will be enough time."
We talked again about all of it, the cheating, the hurt, the sex, and the pain. Nothing had changed with either of us. Then I said, "Do you remember what I said about this being an evil and nasty world?"
She looked at me and said, "Yes, are you're not thinking of killing me?"
I said, "No, of course not Shirl. But, well, maybe one day I can show you the evil and nastiness. I'll tell you what, you go ahead and meet Mandy next Wednesday and have fun with her and Jerome and Lee brothers. No strings attached. You can do whatever you want with all three of them."
She said, "Oh Jesus! You know about next Wednesday too? OH God Bud, you know all about that! And everything else too? Oh God Bud what are you going to do?"
I said, "Yea, I know, I heard you and Mandy talking on the phone the other day. But you go ahead and follow up with her. Tell her you have my blessing."
She just sat there looked at me like something was up. I said, "On one condition, well actually it's more like a favor to me."
She said, "Ah the other shoe drops. And that would be? Look Bud I was honest before, if you think I'll stop if you let me do that one thing I can't promise you I will. But, it will be a start, that I can say."
I said, "No that's not I had in mind. What I want you to do is help me seduce Mandy some other time and do it without her sad pathetic husband being there. That's all you have to do is get her to meet me again and fuck me. Then if you want you can stay or leave that will be up to you."
She said, "And if I don't, will you still let me meet them on Wednesday without any strings?"
I said, "No! Well actually Shirl I don't see where I have much choice here. It's either leave you or stay and watch you turn into something I know I won't like. I have to tell you my love for you only goes so far. When I have had it, I'll just leave. I'll tell you when I'm going. But if you want to learn about what it feels like with different men, and that's what you're telling me is the reason you want to do this, than you help me with this little project. And in turn, I will let you go with Mandy and I won't leave you. I'll help you with what you want. Deal?"
She didn't answer me but shook her head yes. And with that I started to work up the next part of my plan. Meanwhile Shirl was to bring Mandy to me. Then it would be up to me to seduce her and get her secure with me. And with that Shirl attacked me and began to make love to me. No, she fucked me hard and long.
My wife fucked my wild. It was like someone else in my bed. Shirl had done a complete 180 degree turnaround in the area of sex. My shy ice queen of a wife of all those many years we had been married was now a woman who could fuck you blind ands with no shame or shyness whatsoever.
I mean she sucked and sucked on my cock and balls until I was like a rock. Then she mounted me and rode my cock up and down and back and forth fucking me like she had never done before. She was like some trained whore now trying to make me cum quick so she could move on to something or someone else. Even her body movements were different now. The way she rotated her body moving her cunt around and up and down on my cock made me want to cum in seconds, not minutes. She reminded me so much of Mandy and the way she fucked me. There was question in my mind that Mandy had been working with her and teaching and training my wife how to fuck men.