You tense up as you feel the first kiss. It's light, hesitant, on the side of your neck. You stiffen, caught off guard, as you feel my hand on your hip. With the other I hold your hair back away from the flesh of your neck.
I'm scared now. I've dreamed of doing that, and so much more, but never thought I would. And now, having you so close, able to smell your hair, your skin, to feel the heat of your body, I can't resist. I kiss you again, the same spot, and though still rigid you don't object. Determined to see this through now, I kiss you again, moving towards your shoulder. Still you don't object, and you head tilts ever so slightly to the side, allowing me access. I let go your hair and move such that I have one hand on your hip and one on this nearest shoulder. I can feel you shiver, though whether in fear or excitement, or both, I have no way of knowing.
My kiss is more confident now, more lingering. With each touch of my lips you relax further. My hand slides off your hip, around towards your stomach and I draw you to me. I draw the collar of your shirt down, exposing more of your beautiful skin and kiss this new treasure. You press back into me, your wonderful backside against my hips, turning me on still further.
I wrap my arms around you now, hands clasped over your stomach. You touch me for the first time, your hands on mine, as you melt into my soft, sweet kisses.
Slowly, I turn you to face me. Our eyes lock. I can see so much there. You're conflicted, you're afraid. So am I. But I'm drawn to your lips and I pull you to me gently. You put your hands on my chest as though to push away. Lip to lip we kiss. As we part I stare into your eyes, looking for any indication that you want me to stop. I see it. But I also see desire there. Our lips meet again, more firmly this time. When I move in again my arms go aroud you, one of your sliding up to wrap around my neck. Holding each other close, your free hand rubbing my chest through my shirt, our kisses turn passionate. I open my mouth, run my tongue over your upper lip. And then our tongues are intwined, dancing. You bring your arm up to embrace me fully and our bodies press together. There is a stirring in my pants and I wonder if you can feel the beginnings of my hard on.
I break our kiss, turning again to your neck with a soft brush of my lips. I can feel the intensity of our embrace fading as you speak. "Alex... Alex, I can't. You're so young." Your hand slides back to my chest, pushing gently away.
But I'm not going to give up on this so quickly. I've seen the desire in your eyes.
"What does it matter Carrie. You're beautiful, you're sexy. And I want you." You pause as I speak, and I take the opportunity to lean in and kiss you again. The kiss is passionate, lingering.
But as we pull apart you protest further. "We shouldn't. I..."
"Shhhh," I interrupt. "Just for tonight Carrie, let me be your lover. Let me make love to you." You don't fight me as I pull you to me again. You relax into me, giving in.