It's weird. I didn't think this kind of thing still happened to men, especially in their late 40's.
I'm the type of person who just likes to go to work and get the job done. I'm friendly and relatively happy....but I don't tend to gossip and I generally leave my home life at home. Sure sometimes stress can interfere, but overall, silly things don't break my focus. Until lately...
I've recently noticed a newer employee has occasionally been coming and going at the workplace over the past year. Maybe she fills in from time to time, or maybe she just works part time. At first, she was just a new face, working a few hours here and there around the building. She's a relatively tall woman. Probably in her late 30's, possibly early 40's. Tall, big boned, with a curvy build, large thighs and a butt with a lot of bounce to it. In a sexy way, she definitely looks like a lot of woman to handle.
I'd be lying if I were to say I didn't have occasional fantasies about this woman. From being her massage therapist, to having to give her a ride home because her car wouldn't start. It's not illegal to have fantasies, as long as they remain fantasies, right?
Despite her voluptuous features, it was her personality and demeanor that kept her more on my mind. She had a cute voice and a laid back personality. When she speaks, she is not shy. You know how most people have a bubble around them, generally standing a specific number of inches away from people when talking to them. Maybe they don't want to seem overbearing and pressuring, maybe they don't want someone to smell their breath? We all have our bubble comfort zone. This woman seems comfortable at all distances. She tends to have conversations a step or two closer than the average woman. Not at an uncomfortable level....almost at more of an inviting level.
