It was a beautiful little lake in Lower Michigan, not far from the Indiana border. It was settled in amongst a few rolling hills roughly twenty minutes from anywhere. Fifteen houses occupied two-thirds of its shoreline, with the other third being little more than marsh land. Of the houses, five were occupied by year round residents; with the remainder being vacation homes and cottages of various shapes and sizes.
It was a peaceful lake, good for fishing, swimming and meandering lazily around on your fifteen horsepower pontoon boat. Heaven help the person who'd ever bring a jet ski around to disturb the tranquility.
It was a place where everybody knew everybody; where people arriving for the weekend went out of their way to drop in on a neighbor to announce their arrival, check on everybody's health and share a drink.
It was exactly that tranquility and sense of community that prompted Lars and Karen Widmark to build their cottage there some fifteen years earlier. But that was fifteen years ago. Today, the place was a home, not a cottage, and was occupied year round by Karen, as it had been since shortly after Lars' death.
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It was early Friday evening on a cold, blustery day in late January. Karen was moving about the kitchen in nothing but the old blue robe she always wore -- the one with the slightly frayed hem that fell to just about her knees with the sash that tied around the waist -- and a pair of panties. She'd just finished eating and was about to clean up when she heard the pounding at the front door.
"Hello, anybody home?"
Karen recognized the voice of her neighbor's son instantly. "I'm in here, Danny. Come on in." She automatically checked to see that the robe was closed properly and gave the sash an extra tug.
Danny was the twenty year-old son of Betty and Brad Pulan, who owned the cottage just to her west. They were nice folks, normally residing in a city about an hour and a half's drive from the lake. They rarely came in the winter, so Danny's arrival was totally unexpected.
"Hi, Karen," the young man said as he entered the room, depositing his coat on the rack by the mudroom door. Even though he was 22 years younger than Karen, he'd been calling her by her first name since he was thirteen. That's just the way it was at the lake.
"Well, well. This is a surprise," she greeted. "What brings you up this time of year?"
"John just bought a new snowmobile and wants to try it out," he replied, referring to his best friend. "He'll be up in the morning. I came up this evening to open up the place and relax a little. I was hoping you wouldn't mind my stopping by while the place heats up."
"Of course not, but you should have called. I'd have been happy to open up for you."
"I meant to, actually. But one thing led to another and I never quite got around to it."
There was an awkward moment of silence. "I was just about to clean the kitchen," Karen said, breaking the silence. "There's pop in the refrigerator, help yourself. And if you wouldn't mind throwing another log or two on the fire, I'd be eternally grateful." She gave him a quick smile and then turned towards the sink.
It took less than five minutes for Karen to clean up her mess. When she entered the great room, Danny was just backing away from the fireplace, watching as the flames crackled over the logs and shot up the chimney. Before either person could say a word, the telephone rang.
"Make yourself comfortable," Karen said. "I shouldn't be long."
She picked up the phone. "Hello." It was her sister, Kathy. Karen smiled. Even with Lars three and a half years dead, she'd known her sister would call. After all, today was her anniversary.
A small tear snuck out the corner of Karen's eye as she remembered that day 20 years ago when she'd exchanged vows with Lars. Everything was in front of them then. They had each other and they had love. Somehow, they would find a way to deal with whatever difficulties life had in store.
But Karen had always thought Lars would be there to deal with them with her. Instead, he was the reason the cop came to her door at 2:00 AM that fateful night. His was the body they'd pulled from the mangled car at the bottom of the ditch.
The tears started flowing freely as she relived those days with her sister. She went through a small handful of tissues before finally hanging up the phone. For a moment she just stood there, staring out the window at the lights across the lake. It took a while for her to remember that Danny was still there.
She turned around and saw him standing in the middle of the great room, staring at her. She smiled uneasily, grabbing another tissue.
She finished with the tissue, tossed it aside and entered the great room slowly, still vulnerable to the memories that were flying through her head. Somehow, she managed a smile. "I'm sorry," she said. "You didn't need to hear all that."
Danny fidgeted uneasily. "I didn't realize it was your anniversary." He hesitated a minute. "I shouldn't be here."
"No," Karen said, reaching out for his arm. "Sit with me for a while. I really don't want to be alone right now."
Danny took a deep breath and nodded his head, an uncomfortable look in his eyes. "Sure."
She smiled and pushed him to the sofa. "Sit down," she said, lowering herself onto the seat beside him. She quickly tucked both legs under her and off to the side, leaving her left thigh brushing ever so lightly against his right.
She turned to look at him, finding him staring nervously at the fireplace. When he sensed her staring he turned his head slowly in her direction.
"I'm really glad you're here," she offered softly. Then, without waiting for the nervous young man's response, she leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek, before pulling his arm out from between them and laying it along the back of the sofa. Finally, she snuggled up against his side, pulled his arm around her and nestled her head against his shoulder.
She sat there for some time, content simply to watch the flames and enjoy the nearness of a man. It was a nearness she hadn't felt in years, and she missed it.
"I used to snuggle with him," she said softly, subconsciously wiggling a tad bit closer. "Just like this."
There was an awkward moment of silence before Danny finally responded. "But I'm not him, Mrs. Widmark," he said nervously, switching instinctively to her last name.
"I know that, Danny," she said simply. But she held her position nonetheless, continuing to watch the fire's magic dance.
Several more minutes passed, minutes which seemed to reach out and grab her as the magic of the evening pulled her deeper under its spell. What she was doing right now -- snuggling with a man in front of a crackling fire -- was one of the strongest memories she had. They were memories of a happy time, a special time. They were memories of a time when she felt more loved and more content than at any other time in her life. That the man beside her now was Danny, not Lars, seemed increasingly unimportant. The feeling was simply too strong, and it wasn't going away.
With a soft sigh, she pushed herself away and turned to face her young neighbor. She met his eyes with her own and held them, staring into his pale blue eyes for several seconds. Finally, unable to still the emotions that were threatening to overwhelm her, she reached out and brushed a lock of hair from his face.
"But you could be," she said softly. And then, after a significant pause, added, "tonight."
Karen watched Danny's eyes grow to nearly twice their size as the meaning of her words slowly sunk in. She felt his entire body tensing up. But despite his obvious nervousness, he held his position, looking into her eyes with absolutely no idea what to do.
Several more seconds passed before Karen turned away from Danny, repositioned herself on the sofa and lowered herself onto her back. She nestled her head gently onto his lap, with her right leg up against the back of the sofa, bent at the knee to avoid the far arm, and her left leg hanging over the front edge of the sofa. And while the robe managed to keep her right thigh modestly concealed, the left thigh lay exposed nearly to her panties.
Unable to control his growing arousal, Danny fidgeted uneasily, trying desperately to keep his rapidly growing cock from pressing against the back of her head. But despite his efforts, he only seemed to exacerbate the problem.
"It's been a long time since I've felt anything like that," Karen said softly, offering him a light, reassuring smile as she nestled her head against his manhood. "It feels nice," she continued in a near whisper. "Very nice." And while Danny was unable to conceal the redness that spread across his face, neither was he able to hide the shy little smile that broke out across his lips.
Several moments passed with the two of them holding their positions, her on her back, head in his lap, purring contentedly, and him hovering above her, still more frightened than anything else.
"I used to love laying here with my head in his lap," Karen said, breaking the silence "Just like this." Her words, though spoken in a soft, tender voice, did nothing to ease the young man's nervousness.