"You're being silly. I'm old enough to be your mother." Says Willow with a sad smile.
Stepping over to her I look down into her dark eyes. I pause for a second as I see those beautiful pools of hazel looking back at me.
"And I'm old enough to know that's not old."
I lean down to kiss her. For a half a second I think she might let me then her head turns and my lips brush her cheek.
"No, Martin. I...can't. You're too young." She starts to step away from me.
I catch her arm before she can take a half step.
She looks back to me startled.
"I'm younger yes...but I am not too young. I'm not too young to know what a beautiful woman looks like. I'm not too young to know that age makes the finest things better and that includes beautiful women."
I pull Willow into my arms, her breast hard against my chest. I feel her breathing as a pant against my shirt. My lips come to hover just over hers.
"I'm also not too young to know what I want...you."
I lean in to kiss her.
"And cut!"
'Willow' smiles and steps out of my arms. "Can some one get me a cappuccino? I'm still only half awake."
"But it's giving you such beautiful bedroom eyes." Says the director jokingly. He turns to his gofer and the little man goes scurrying.
"Alright people lets get set up for the next scene. I need wardrobe and make up. Props get the bedroom set in place we don't have much time."
As I take a seat nearby I see Michelle, aka 'Willow', aka the Porn Granny as they call her sipping at the cup of milky coffee she is soon given. She's watching the set men bring in the props.
"Jason, couldn't you get any newer furniture? That things as old as I am." She says jokingly.
I look at the heavy brass bed the guys are setting up on the other wise empty stage. It's been polished till it gleams like it did on day one out the factory. Seventy years ago, maybe more."
Jason looks up from the notebook computer and smiles at her.
"I wanted to get the bed that you lost your virginity in, figured it might make you more comfortable."
She laughs.
"Darlin' you should have asked. We would be filming this in the back of a covered wagon crossing Texas then. That could have been fun. Him inside me, Indian arrows flying past."
Half the set is chuckling.
I watch wardrobe undo the Velcro holding the back of her dress together and she slips out of it. Then her bra follows.
Her breasts sag more than a bit and the tops of them are covered in a darker layer of freckles. She sees me looking at her and smiles.
"Don't worry hon. They perk up when the cameras on them." She gives a grin and looks down at my crotch. "Just like you."
I chuckle
Wardrobe is there with me then. I think it's silly to have us go from dressed to half dress without the scenes in between showing how we got there but I'm not the director I'm just the hired cock.
That's what one of the younger fluff girls called me once and it stuck in my head.
I'm a dick for hire.
Even though the jobs fun and the pay sucks no worse than anything else that notion still doesn't sit well.
I close my eyes and lean my head back as make up goes to work on my face.
I wonder if other guys would think it's funny but I like the way it feels when I have a woman making up my face. I enjoy the soft tapping of a brush as she removes any damages that the camera wouldn't like.
Again I question the wisdom of doing make up just before an oral scene, but I think...maybe... I can see it. There's about to be a lot of close ups of my face.
I hear again in the back of my mind the laughing comment from my friends when they found out that I was going to be working with Michelle, the Porn Granny. Advice to blow the dust off first was the most common. The odd comment about kissing every cock in the porn industry comes to mind as one of my least favorite.
It was Tony's comment that struck home though. He worked with her a few years back. His words weren't given as a joke either.
"She loves to work and if you can make it good for her she is the best there is in the industry. She can make your career and rock your world at the same time."
As the brushes leave my eyes I open them and look across at where she is getting hardening cream rubbed around her nipples. Some directors want it, others like the more natural look for the first shot.
Again I find myself questioning this guys work. I hate that I keep doing that. Either he's not that good or I'm nervous as hell.
I'm afraid it the second. That can affect performance.
I mean I took my little blue kick-starter this morning like every morning before I go to work but still the body has to be willing.
And I'm not sure it is.
I've done about twenty movies in the last few months since I got talked into the first one.
Strangest conversation I've ever had in my life. Taking a piss in a men's room urinal and a guy starts asking if I like sex.
The comment that he liked how my cock would look on film didn't help matters in the least!
My eyes go to the fluff girl as she stops in front of me.
"Need any help?" she asks popping gum. I can hear the valley in her accent. She's maybe nineteen. More like the girls I've been working with really.
I nod.
With a shrug she kneels down and opens my robe. She pulls my underwear down out the way and start to rub her fingers across me.
I watch her face wondering what her story is. It probably a variation of the common theme. Bad home life or good. Not enough attention or too much. To strict parents or to lose. All those things play a part but it all comes down to two things in the end. Likes sex and needs money.
But then that's my story as well.
I finally have to give up watching her face. She beautiful enough for the industry to use and discard but there is a lack of person behind those eyes that's unnerving as hell. After seeing it for a few seconds I don't think I want to know her story. I quickly harden after she brings me to her mouth. There is a lot of skill in that sweet pair of lips.
"Good?"
I open my eyes and look up at the director. For some reason having someone watch me being given a blow-job still feels like it should be a private thing.
By now I guess that's a lost idea. Probably a few hundred thousand people have seen it being done.
"Yea." I nod and tap the girls shoulder. She pops me out her mouth, puts her gum back in and walk away without a word.
"Okay now for this scene I need you to keep it slow. Let her do the first part, she's the older experienced woman after all. A little sucks nothing she hasn't done before. Lot of face. She's older so she's probably better than any ...girl... your characters had before. Show that. Okay then it's your turn. I don't want, kissing down her body, I've seen too much of that it always looks staged. Rub her a bit; bring a finger to your mouth taste her then dive in. Okay got it?"
"Yep, slow start then a swan dive."
He chuckles.
"Pretty much." He looks up and raises his voice. " Okay we Need to get in places people!"
Standing up I feel Margaret take off my robe and hang it on the back of the chair. The floor is cold under my socks. I see 'Willow' stepping quickly herself to get to the bed and the cheep looking carpet under it. I wish they had left her those high heels she was wearing they were sexy as hell.
I notice little things as I move over to her. The little sags in skin that a younger woman wouldn't have, the little dimple by her ass cheek when she turns. They left her the long white stocking I see but then I can just make out a few veins under them that might not film well.
She turns to face me I wonder again if Googling her had been a good idea. Knowing just how old and how many films... it's not sitting well. As I step near her she leans in a bit.
"Relax, hon. I've got the first part of this." She smiles at me then and I see a few of those years drop from her face. "Trust me I can make this feel great."
I listen to the director and move where he wants me. I look to where he's place the focus light and approve of the thin screen that covers it. Hard lighting wouldn't be good here.
"Alright let get quiet. Filming in ten."
I count in my head, at about two I step closer to her, and we are kissing.
She is soft in my arms. That the first thing that comes to mind. Her skin is warm and soft. Some of the other women I've been with have been hard muscled over bone and tight skin but her? It's all soft. My hand goes to the small of her back naturally as I kiss her.
Her lips tease mine, her tongue joins in with her lips in kissing me then making me very aware of it's skill.
Her fingers, now no different from any other woman's, are in my hair playing with the long locks. That was what that the guy in the bathroom said attracted him to me. My long hair.
That and a decent size cock.
I never really thought about it till I started working but in a society where mostly men watch porn and most of the guys deny being homosexual there is a huge importance placed on the size of the cock in porn films. You would think it wouldn't make a difference. But then you have to think that the two most famous porn actors have been two of the biggest.
Well I'm no Ron Jeremy and certainly not John Holmes. But I guess I'm a good size of the industry.
Even at full depth I have a good two inches still outside. That's what the director likes to see. All the ones I've worked with have anyway.