I suppose it's a sign of the times, as well as a testimony to my advancing age, but as the divorced father of a 19 year old boy, I'm constantly amazed at the things these kids send each other through their e-mail. These guys tell girls to send pictures of themselves in various stages of undress, or even stark naked, and these girls actually do it!
The reason I know this is because I monitor my son Brad's e-mail, as well as everything he does on the computer at home. If he wasn't getting a free ride living at home with me while plodding through college, it would be a different story, but the way I look at it, it's my house, I bought the computer and supply the juice and he's aware that there's no such thing as privacy on a family computer.
Besides, a guy who's on the far side of 50 and busts his ass so much that a social life is nearly impossible deserves a little entertainment, and looking at these pictures that girls send him gets my juices flowing. Oh, to be 19 again and in this era.
Anyway, Brad was visiting his mother on one of "her" weekends with him, so on Friday night after a couple of cocktails I got into Brad's computer in hopes of finding something interesting to look at.
There's plenty of porn sites that I could look at, but for me I find pictures of "real" girls much more interesting. The sight of some fresh-faced college freshman half naked is a lot more erotic to me than seeing some bored looking actress stripping for the millionth time.
Brad didn't disappoint, as I ran into some very stimulating conversation he had with a chubby redhead with enormous breasts. Brad would ask her to pose a certain way and the girl did it. Playing with her own tits, sucking on her own nipples - you name it.
Brad would then share these photos with his cyber buddies, and everybody would make their crude comments. I felt a little sorry for the girl, and wondered whether "Karen from the east side" knew that the private images she sent my son were probably all over the school.
When I moved on to another thread, I immediately froze when I saw the image on the screen. I knew this girl from somewhere. As I stared at the picture of the nervous looking girl I tried to think of how I knew her. Then it hit me.
The picture on Gino Parelli's desk at work. This was the same girl. Gino was my partner in our accounting firm and this girl was his daughter. I had met her at a couple of picnics and things, and as I struggled to remember her first name I felt a wave of guilt. This wasn't right.
The first picture was just a head shot, so that was no big deal, but I saw that there were several more messages exchanged between Brad and my partner's daughter. Brad could get in trouble with this, because this girl was very young.
The more I thought about it, it came to me that my partner's daughter was only a year younger than Brad. Funny how I still think of Brad as a kid even though he's approaching 20. Maybe it's because of the way he acts sometimes, but it's tough to look at him as a man.
Marianna! That was her name, and as I stared at her image I was torn between continuing or just logging out. It wasn't like Marianna was an attractive girl, I thought to myself. Looked a lot like Gino with the olive skin, big nose and the wavy jet black hair.
That wasn't nice, I told myself. I was acting like my son, berating the girl because she wasn't very attractive. Perhaps it was the drinks, but in the end I went to the next message.
Show me your tits. That was what my son asked of Marianna next. She was reluctant to do that, and I applauded her for that, but when Brad became insistent and threatened to end the conversations, Marianna complied.
Brad and his friends had a real hoot over the picture that poor little Marianna sent to my son, and although I cringed at their nasty remarks as the photo had circulated around their group, I was enthralled by her image.
The photo of Marianna was so sweet and innocent looking, especially compared to the crude and graphic ones other girls had sent, and while Marianna was certainly not what a teen guy in the year 2010 found attractive, her look worked for this child of the 70's, as my cock got hard immediately.
In the picture Marianna was wearing a plain white nightie and had pulled it up to her neck, exposing her breasts. Her titties were small but jutted straight out, with big puffy nipples that dominated the modest cones. What perfect little hand-fulls - or maybe mouthfulls they were, and although Brad and his buddies derided their size, I thought they were perfect.
My son and his cronies saved their most pointed barbs for Marianna's other noticeable feature, and I was glad for her sake that she had kept her panties on. The very modestly cut undies were unable to contain what had to be a magnificent bush, as the jet black hairs were peeking out of the elastic of the panties leg holes.
In addition, their was a thin but definitely noticeable treasure trail that wound from the top of her panties to the underside of her pert little belly button. What my son and his circle said made her look like an ape-girl along with other derogatory comments, I found exciting.
Too bad her armpits were shaved, I noted as my eyes went to her upraised arms, although the dense 5 o'clock shadow that covered the deep recesses under her arms also got critiqued by Brad. Also coming in for abuse was the fine downy hair that grew on the girl's forearms, which looked so soft that I longed to be able to run my fingers up and down her slender limbs.
What would my son have said if he could have seen his mother back when she was Marianna's age, I wondered, walking around bra-less with her unshaven armpits back in her college days? As I thought back to those happier times, I suddenly realized that my hand was inside the fly of my pajamas, and I had been slowly stroking my swollen member as I stared at Marianna.
I got up and went to the kitchen, disgusted at myself for what I had been doing as well as being disappointed in my son for being so shallow about the other sex. Apparently he found the silicone enhanced and waxed women of the 21st century as appealing as I found them appalling.
I was going to go back to the computer and delete the photo, but decided to make another drink, and by the time I made it back to the computer I had changed my mind. The picture kept haunting me, and when I sat down and looked at it again it was with a sock slipped over my cock.
I came, and came hard, enjoying a powerful orgasm that made me dizzy as I filled the cotton sleeve with what seemed like an absurd amount of semen, and as my cock went limp the shame washed over me much like the orgasm had.
A chime indicating incoming mail roused me from my guilt trip, and when I checked to see what had arrived I saw that it was a message from Marianna to Brad. It was a brief e-mail, asking if he got her picture because she hadn't heard from him since she sent it, and because she never sent anything like that before she wasn't sure if she did it right.
"I got it, and you're beautiful."
I don't know what got into me, first typing that and then actually sending it to the poor girl, but once it was on the way, there was no turning back.
"You're sweet," came Marianna's reply a couple of minutes later. "I'm not beautiful though. I know that. Want to IM?"
I scrambled around to find Brad's password and got connected with Marianna in a matter of minutes.
"Just before you e-mailed me, I was looking at your picture and you made me so hot that I got myself off."
After I sent these messages, I went back and eliminated the evidence while waiting for Marianna's reply.
"OMG!" Marianna gushed. "Really? I wish I could have seen that. You said that you were going to send me a picture of your stuff. If you do, maybe I will do that too *blush*"
"I have a better idea," I responded. "Why don't you come over and you can look at it in person. I'm all alone in this great big house all weekend."
As I corresponded with this sweet young thing, I could feel sweat rolling down my spine. Clearly, I was way out of line here, but I was so turned on that I feel powerless to stop.
"Can't tonight. My parents won't let me out this late."
"Too bad." I replied
"How about tomorrow night?" Marianna replied. "I can tell my folks that I'm going to sleep over at Kim's house."
"Great," I found myself writing back.
"OMG! I can't believe this is actually happening."
"That picture. Too bad you kept your panties on. Looks like you've got a lot of hair down there."
Did I really just type that? Too late now.
"UGH!" Marianna replied. "I'll trim it before tomorrow night."
"NO!" I practically screamed, both vocally and electronically. "Don't you dare!"
"You like that?" Marianna asked. "I thought that turned guys off."
"Not this guy."
"I mean, like I'm really uh... hairy."
"I know. I could tell. I want you just the way you are."