As the warmth of my last orgasm slowly faded from my body, and I relaxed my torso, which had been stretched like a cat to concentrate the impact of each shudder, I closed my eyes, slowly let out my breath, and finally relaxed.
Will wasn't due back from his date for two or more hours, after all. His kids hadn't stirred all night, either, and I was, frankly, giddy from making myself come so many times. Tonight I'd finally cracked the childlock password on his TV to access the late night channels; it had been quite an evening!
So my hand still inside my jeans and nestling down inside my panties, one finger tip still pushed inside of my wet, hot, tingly pussy - I loved to leave it there after coming - I allowed myself to drift into a doze, muting the sound of the sex on the TV. He's not back for hours yet, after all, I remember thinking...
*ahem*
"Um, hi."
Oh God.
I opened my eyes.
Immediately I could tell from the light having faded around the windows that it was much, much later.
I also knew he was home and I was caught, literally, with my hand inside my pants.
Removing it like a kid caught doing something naughty, and as my eyes adjusted to the light, Will came into focus.
He was perched on the arm of the sofa opposite, smiling gently.
"Quiet night?", he asked. Was that all that he was asking?
The TV was now off, I noticed. Oh God, again. Had he seen what I was watching, or had I turned it off myself while half-asleep?
More so, had he noticed my hand down my jeans, or did he just think I'd been dozing?
I could feel myself flushing from tip to toe as I sat up on my sofa to smile back at him, trying not to look guilty.
Trying really hard.
Then I noticed the smell.
"Oh, hi, yeah *fake yawn* really quiet. The boys have been angels. Not a peep. As usual. You? Nice date?"
You couldn't miss it. I should have opened the windows and washed my hands (and my face too, as I'd licked my own fingers at certain points during the evening's entertainment). But the perfume in the room was unmistakable. All you could smell was my fingering.
"Another disaster, I'm afraid." He took a sip of wine.
Wine? How long had he been home and sitting there?
Oh. My. God.
"Drink?"
I'm just 18, but my parents have let me have a drop from time to time since I was 14. Still, I'd been babysitting for Mr and Mrs North, and just for Will after his wife died nearly three years ago, since I was 13. He'd started dating again a few months ago, so I'd restarted babysitting, but it wasn't going well for him. He'd never yet asked me to have a drink.
"Sure... just a little." I bit my lip as he poured my some red wine and passed it over to me. Most of the bottle was gone already, I noticed. I sipped. It was gorgeous, like another orgasm, this one spreading down my throat. I felt a tiny tingle somewhere else at that precise moment too. "Katie, control yourself", I thought. Fat chance.
"Mmm, lovely." I licked the wine off my lips, feeling where I'd been chewing them earlier as I came, tasting a hint of myself. "So what happened on your date?"
I sat up, trying to look attentive and unflustered. Dating should have been easy for him. Will was a uni lecturer, still in his thirties, really cute, dark hair and eyes, kind of mad hair but well styled. Expensive, casual but dead smart clothes. Not too old-looking. Better looking, for sure, than most of my own sixth-form lecturers. But he was finding life back in the dating world tough, I'd heard my Mum say a few days ago.
"Total nutter. Spent the entire meal carping on about her cats and how the only person in life she'd really loved was her grandmother. Not a good sign." He smiled a little here, but I could see he was hurt a little too.
One too many buttons was undone on my vest top, I noticed now, where I'd been teasing a nipple a bit earlier. My cut off jeans were done up, thank God.
"Ha ha!" I laughed, for real. He was funny. Always had been, until the accident. Now he was again.
The tingling got stronger as I laughed. I suddenly flashed back to the last scene I'd been watching of a guy and a girl on a beach somewhere. I'd had my last orgasm as she'd had hers, while the cute guy screwed her hard, but nicely, side by side from behind, playing with her boobs, rubbing his hands all over her smooth, curvy body. Then kissing her neck as she came. That was the bit that pushed me over the last time.
My neck was getting pink just above the beginnings of my own boobs, I could tell.
I should leave. I don't want to leave.
"Enjoy the TV tonight?" he asked.
I stopped breathing. He knew everything.
I took a sip of wine.
"Um, look..." What to say what to say?
"It's OK." He smiled again. "I wondered if you'd been sneaking around the channels lately. I should have chosen a more difficult password."
It had been Elly, of course, his wife's name. Not the boys' names, or combinations thereof, as I'd first thought last month when I'd tried to hack it then. Just his late wife.
He looked sad again. But something else as well.
"Katie"
"Will"
We both spoke at once. I flushed red again.
"No, go on", he said. He came and sat next to me, on the arm of my sofa.
He took my hand. It was shaking a little.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. But I was bored and, you know, kinda wondering what the channels were like that I couldn't normally access. And then, I guess, I must of just got bored and turned off the TV and gone to sleep."
Would it work?
"Nice try" he said, with another nice smile, and a wry little chuckle that I just loved hearing.
"The Tv was still on when I got home, but with the sound right down. Interesting programme, quite educational. Although not one of the best on that channel. So I'll tell you what I think happened."
Dry mouth. More wine. "OK?" I asked.
"You had lots and lots of fun then passed out with exhaustion. Am I right?" Another smile.
Please, please stop smiling, I thought, you're not helping matters, I'm getting wet and my parents will expect me home soon.
"I guess" I murmured, biting my bottom lip, looking at him with what I hoped was my sexiest, cutest, most knowing look of all, my face down, my eyes angled up to meet his gaze. A gaze, I now noticed, taking in all of my every so slightly plump but curvy body, wearing just my tight little, overtly unbuttoned top, cut off jean shorts, and white sneakers.
He lifted my hand to his lips, and kissed one finger tip.
The precise finger that, moments before he'd woken me up, had been still inside me.
I literally melted inside my panties.
"A girl after my own heart", he said. "I guess?"
This is, of course, when I should have gone right home. Made my excuses and left. No harm done yet, just one of those things. Chalk it all up to experience, take the thirty quid and move on. And never ever babysit for him or look him in the eyes across the street again.
"I guess", I said, suddenly leaning forwards and turning my face up to meet his wine-stained lips with my own. I kissed him fully, kneeling up on the sofa as I did so, putting my hands onto his face as I kissed him. My eyes were shut and I did not dare open them until I felt him respond, after a second's hesitation and then kiss me right back, his hands in my long, light brown hair and then sliding down my back, his tongue's tip playing expertly at the edge of my open lips and then nipping into me, meeting my own, like electric.
He pushed me, gently but firmly, back onto the sofa and knelt down between my legs, the groin of his trousers brushing the tight blue cotton of my jeans, spread wide by my open legs, one rested on the seat of the sofa, one against the back.
I knew he was excited as soon as our bodies touched this way, and I gasped at the obvious, gratifying bulge in his slacks. I'd felt it before with boyfriends, of course, and knew it signalled their urgent need to be taken out of their prison and sucked, wanked or - if I really, really liked them - ridden till they came, but I didn't know an older man could feel so hard or so desperate. Live and learn. I smiled to myself as I gasped a little.